I love his smile, I love his laugh, I love his personality but i hate that he loves someone else!

Sunday, October 31

wow

wow! what a fun way to start my sunday; a cut on my face D: 
ahh tell me it won't result in a scar :"( :"( IT'S BURNING!
sigh- i have started studying science.. haha researching mitosis, meiosis, convex and concave lens.. sigh- life cycle of a star and all that == 
&&
later have to prepare all my ingredients for dinner. So many things to chop, slice and dice ==

I PRAY THAT THE CUT WILL NOT LEAVE A SCAR :"( && heyy it stopped burning ;)  but then again it has blood stains on it .. sniff**   
I NEED A HUGGG :"(

Saturday, October 30

Heavy

ahhhh my hands kill! went out grocery shopping today with mum, bought a lot of ingredients for tomorrows dinner =D haha i planned tomorrows dinner because of cousins :) a chicken ceasar salad, spaghetti, baked pumpkin and potatoes,  && soup =) sigh-
sigh- 
sigh-
i think i need to start nerding again for school certificate larh =\ 
one week to goooooo :"( NOOOOOOOOOOO!

Friday, October 29

english ;)

 LOL! today we had an hour and half english lesson == sigh- cause assembly only lasted for less than five minutes cause of the rain == 
so within five minutes of sitting down, we rose back up and went to class. First period was English. English wasn't as bad as i thought actually.. during the hour and thirty minute period, the boys at the back started singing haha! they were singing "Queen - Bohemian Rhapsod" HAHA! the whole class cracked up when they were singing haha! then ms thearle came in, the whole class would be quiet. haha and when she walks away. we are all noisy again.. =D 
sigh- sigh- today i saw my mosaic photos on the english notice board thingo.. OMG OMG i looks so ewwww haha! three photos haha! sigh- 
hmmmm- OMG OMG SOOOOOO CUTEEE! =D *secrets haha <3*


Thursday, October 28

Say it

If you have something to say; say it in my face! i dislike people talking behind my back! psh- think i can't hear you? I heard every single word! 

Tuesday, October 26

YES!

GO GO ALFRED :D
 haha this is a video of Alfred singing his new single liveeee =D
<3
it's soooo good :) 我的離開也是愛

Monday, October 25

right.

how should i start this? well, after school, i went hursie with family to buy stuff. Then we went to buy breakfast aka at an Asian bakery shop, and when i was going to pay, i head slowly approached my shoulders =S OMG you know how scared i was for a second, and when i turned around i saw marcela.. HAHA! ahhh marcela scared the hell outta me! == then i intro marcela to my mum who was beside me.. then my mum was like to marcela in english "oh mandie always mentions about you".. i'm just standing thinking, mum i hardly talk about marcela infront of you == but it was funny.. then i said bye bye to marcela cause i bought my stuff and yeahh.. haha
 lalalal- two weeks to go till school certificate =\ ahhh! older friends told me to that i don't need to study cause its easy stuff.. but then i don't know why i am kinda anxious =\ 
SIGH- ms thearle said to us today that we will be getting our english trials back next week.. OMG OMG NOOOOOO! i don't want my trials back! i missed out on a 15 mark section! and ms thearle just reads your mark out.. how embarrassing.. NOOOOO! i don't want my english paper backk cause its crappy marks.. :( 
hahaha, i have the lowest score out of 100 for my history and geography outta my friends.. hoho i have 40/100.. hmm yeahh pretty crap score. ;) sigh. I NEED TO DO WELL IN SCHOOL CERT! because i cannot and hopefully will not see these crappy scores again =)

Sunday, October 24

S I L E N C E

. . . . . . . . .

YUP that's what's going on in my family at the moment. SILENCE!
me and mum had a massive fight over ivan AGAIN! far out! i swear ivan is the reason why we argue! i don't even want to argue with her. gosh- she was asking me 10minutes ago why i hate him so much. DUDE if i tell you then you'll tell dad then dad will go off at me. im so pissed at the moment! i literally want to punch the wall! I answered her question like this: "i would rather tell my friends about why i'm sad instead of telling you because whatever i say to you, you will never get what im feeling! and that's because your not me! my friends get me more than you do because i always tell them why im angry and all that.. so they understand me more than you do!" i was really REALLY tempted to bring up stuff from the pass such as how she was never there when i grew up. the point is that i don't even want to argue with you! OMG!

Saturday, October 23

24 Hours later

However distant we are, i will still "miss you".
<3
 and when you miss someone, you tend to "call" that certain person,
<3
______________________________________________________________________


Hmm.. i'm growing distant with this certain friend. sigh-  we use to be kinda close. but now; sigh- its so awkward to talk to him. It happened so quickly. Within one night, we grew apart and not so close anymore.. i wonder what happened between us?

Friday, October 22

Different

TIP: Don't waste time on people who won't treasure you.
sigh- sigh- sigh- OMG!
this life is starting to bore me out! i think i shall get to my maths homework.. haven't done any homework since last term =\ i need to catch up ><
school was boring as usual. but maths was kinda funny cause our maths teacher used clown voices to talk.. hoho.. hilarious!
what else?
&& now me and Marcela have to write for the "Blakehurst High News" == on our mosaic experience all that == gheyyyy! but Jono has to write a speech and talk on assembly.. even worse! haha! 
ahhhhhhhhhh>> loner-ed at home.. :( mum and ivan went to some friends place. and i didn't want to go.. hmmm i have switched to a ninja.. ready for ANYTHING! so BRING IT ON!.. wait jks.. don't! im not that brave.  =P

Wednesday, October 20

I haven't

aiyah! i haven't blogged for a while. 
hmmm- 
yes yes tonight was awesome! hoho~ tonight Carolyn, Marcela and me went UNSW for the presentation of our mosaic projects... haha. so after sports, i walked home, got changed and dad took me to carolyn's place seeing Marcela was taking us there.. =) then when i got there, Carolyn was playing piano and Cheryl was still at her house lala- so she played piano.. then Cheryl had to go and then we realised it was nearly 5:30pm.. cause Marcela said to go to her house at 5:30pm.. so Carolyn made instant noodles ; "kangshifu 康师傅 :D" haha and then she made mine first cause i eat slower than her.. then she added the chilli flavouring things to it and i told her not to add too much seeing i can't eat really chilly things.. then she made her.. shes like "mandie i think you might want to go first, cause you might faint when you see how much chilly i put in..." well she said something like that.. haha bad memory now =\ then i started eating and i needed water.. YUP YUP! 
then we finished eating; Carolyn changed and we went to Marcela's house.. then her mum took us. When we got to UNSW, it was hard finding parking == but in the end her mum just parked the car some where.. then for the next hour and half we were in the "round house" looking at everyone elses projects.. i still reckon ours was the best.. hehe :)

Sunday, October 17

By Myself

At breakfast today; dad asked me a very unexpected question.. he asked "would you go back to China by yourself?", hmmm i was like "uhh.. i don't think so" haha he asked me the same question about a year or two years ago and i was like "no" as well.. 
sigh- then my mum was like "you need to build up your confidence" and dad added, "what are you afraid of? we can take you to the airport and your uncles & aunties will pick you up on the other end" hai- then i was like, "it's not im afraid i'll get lost or anything; its just i cannot stand a 9hour flight by myself, and also; why would i want to go back alone? not like there will be anyone in China that will have time to shop with me?" then mum was like, "hmm true, your cousins have to go to work, unless you want your aunties to shop with you?".. then dad added, "then wake up at 6am in the morning and go yum.cha with your grandparents, or you can look after Chloee and help her change nappies?".. then i just cracked up laughing, dad's jokes.. ;)

Saturday, October 16

MOSAIC

la- la- la- today was a really really windy day... :(
hmmm i should be studying right now but i'm not in the mood :(
Just woke up from sleeping, gosh- i have a massive headache *dislike* sigh- 
Commerce yearlies are on Wednesday period 1, and then at night i have to go to University of NSW for Mosaic (6:30pm-8:30pm).. ummm. yeahhs.
LOL Russell, attempting to sleep at 10:30pm when you normally sleep in the early hours of the morning.. =P 
hmmm what else can i talk about? OH YEAH! i miss chloeeee my niece so much! >< i have a video i took of her about 9months ago- erm, that was the last time i saw her =\  not going to see her in another two years :( that is after i finish my HSC.. i miss her so much <3 haha can't wait till she calls me 姑姑  =)

Friday, October 15

Lyrics


After analysing his lyrics, its true; leaving a person is considered loving them.
[( 我的离开也是爱 )]

Thursday, October 14

Trials Day 4

yes yes yes! hehehe all trials are finished! today i did the computer skills test! :) haha it was fail man! like i went to Carolyn's place in the morning and then we went to school; we were meant to begin the test at like 10:40am but then when we got to the library, the librarian told us to go to recess == but we stayed in the library.. haha *it felt weird going to school so late* hmmm.. then we like began the test at like11 something.. the awesome thing was that we could sit anywhere and yeahh we eventually copied each other! :D hahaha it was Eunice, Carolyn, me, Marcela and Cheryl on a table! LOL and we were whispering our answers and we were discussing it too LOL..  but we didn't get caught- awesome! ;) we finished at like 11:30 but then i had to wait for the others to hand in their result or else it'll be sus why we finish all at the same time :) 
then...
Cheryl heard from her sister that they got their maths comp results back.. haha so we all went to the maths staff room to see what we got; and CONGRATULATIONS CHERYL! you got distinction! =O smart girl ;) hahaha i was saying: "i bet you 100% i got participation" but hahaha when Mr Irani was like "Mandie" i was like "yeahh?" and then he was giving me a hand shake haha!  he was like "credit, good job" or something like that;; i forgot haha, it was happening to fast =S.. but YES! i got credit for the first time xD since year 3? when i entered the competition; i always got participation.. haha i remembered last year i did the maths comp too. I got 8/30 haha i fail BAD! but meh i improved this time: 14/?? some number i forgot.. the certificate is in my locker.. Carolyn and Eunice didn't do too bad; they got _______ (forgot what that word was =S) its not participation but! .. 
Yup.. so after all that we went hursie. it was like 12:15pm by then; then we went bus stop checked the time and the next bus was at 12:36pm.. hoho so we waited.. and Cheryl started watching Endless Love.. Carolyn i think watched it with her, Eunice was day dreaming as usual; then she transferred stuff from my hard drive. whilst i was listening to music <3
Hmm then ate lunch and LOL we saw lik with his mum.. haha awkward! then after lunch we went shopping; tried on shoes and yeahh went more shopping then at around 2:30pm we went home :)
Hmm last night i was so bored- didn't know what to do seeing all my tests were over and there is no need to study for computer skills.. but a very very VERY nice friend named Russell talked to me :) talking to people make time fly super fast! =)

Alarm

It is currently 8:30am in the morning and i have no idea why i am on the computer ==
sigh- i woke up at usual time: 7:15am, went back to sleep, got called by my phone again at 7:20am, did the same thing, sleep again. Then again got called by my phone at 7:30am (hahah i have four alarms every morning! :) ), then slept back again :D then woke up at 7:40am (last alarm).. hmmm.
mum's making breakfast and i am hungry =S but i can't bite! :( cause my teeth still kill from braces ==.
nomnomnomnomnom~

Wednesday, October 13

Trials Day 3

ARGGG so tired!
HISTORY AND GEOGRAPHY! sigh-  for the last question of both tests, it's worth 15marks..hmm i guess 30 marks are gone down the drain.. :"( Cause i have no idea what we had to talk about == and yup. yesterday i did study. but the things i studied were not in the test == wow; what a genius of me.. BUT! the multiple choice was alright cause i did the practice online, and the questions i did online were in our trial so i was like "YES"! but it was only a few questions.. better than nothing xD
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! i reckon i will not get over 70%! sigh- 
oh well that was the last 'major' trial.. tomorrows one is computer skills hoho! i did a practice online a few days ago, and i got 85% so i guess it'll be pretty easy. *i suppose*
PLUS! i don't have to go to school at 9am tomorrow! WOOT! 10:30am school: here i come! xD 

OMG OMG OMG im sooooooo HAPPPYYY =D why? cause i've just seen ALFRED'S first mv!! OMG OMG AHHHHHHHHH =D I present to you [ 我的離開也是愛 ] by 許廷鏗

Tuesday, October 12

OOps

LOL i just checked how much i've called people ($$) and i was just like "OMG @.@" yupp.. i can't believe the numbers myself == yesterday before i started studying my ass off, my bill preview showed me i used "$22.70" somewhere around there...  && just then i checked.. and it went up to $87.95" == sigh-  that $60 ish came from calling Lik Wong for maths and science help.. haha
hmm let check my phone how long i called him for: 43-ish minutes was the longest one.. not including the other ones == ==! i called him like three times yesterday YUP cause cause i was stressing last night! >.< but all good.. i get $150 credit each month =O xD
I need to call him later too xD Eunice never picks up her phone and this is the result of me calling lik. cause eunice is on Virgin and lik is on Optus.. Virgin to Virgin FREE FTW! =D i want to call carolyn too.. but then i'm scared about her parents telling her off after larhh! don't want friends to get in trouble just cause of me :)

Text msg last night <3 thankyou! =)         -imy! :(

Trials Day 2

YEAH! WOOT! 
hmmm i actually have some confidence in myself for science and maths =) sigh- 30 minute non calculator maths trials was a big rush! GRRR! i didn't know how to do 3 questions so i guess them all hehe.. and also the last few questions for maths gave me a headache! sigh- the question was simple trig but i was thinking of complex trig == sigh- must keep a simple mind sometimes!
Tomorrow history + geography! NOOO! sigh- i suck at remember dates all that crap! but i must keep going- ALL THE WAYYY! 
hehehe we finished our trials at 2:30 pm today hehhe! as i walked home with carolyn eunice and cheryl.. haha we were talking all about our trials xD hmmm Thursday is our computer skills trials =) The year is divided in to three groups: 1, 2, 3! I'm group 1! hehe skills test is at 10:40am. Go to school at 10:30 and leave school after the test! =) hehehehehehehe!*  but then back to normal periods on Friday =( 
To the left - 
mini light purple flower with yellow things in the middle! =) i like i like... well i don't like.. I love! they only come out in spring! really really precious to me!
Whenever i see these little purple flowers i have a smile on my face =) hehe! Don't think im crazy! Smiling for no reason! They somehow make my day brighter =D

Monday, October 11

Trials Day 1

CRAPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP!
i think i screwed my english trials up- PUP PUP! cause:
- i think i answered a lot of mulitple choice wrong =S
- i think i screwed my writing task [worth 10 marks]
- i think i screwed my writing task number 2 (short story) up [worth 20 marks] !!! AHHH!
sigh- 
ALSO i went Orthodontist today == gosh. me and braces + rubber band do not work! whenever i try to open my mouth, my head kills! UH! and you have to take them out when you brush your teeth.. dame! so annoying! grrrr my head kills now! =(
hmm tomorrow is maths and science trials. I JUST HOPE MY CALCULATOR DOES NOT DIE DURING THE TEST. Even better, i hope it won't die before i have my actual cert. cause i really don't have time to go buy another one after school ==.. 
haha during the test, one of my pens died (ran out of ink).. sigh- LUCKILY i had like another pen with me! =) but then my liquid paper won't work == but i was smart enough to bring my correction tape.. hehe i feel smart xD

Dear Trials: BRING IT ON! jks.. i don't want to face you!

Sunday, October 10

ME :)

A recent picture of you and 10 interesting facts about yourself
1. I keep missing 11:11 =(
2. I loveeeee coffeee 
3. I love dogs =) 
4. I'm born in the year of the dog =)
5. I love to cook
6. I...... am known as a nerd to my friends
7. I have braces =)
8. I...um, listen to music all day; it keeps me motivated
9. I have a very anti-social life! shall get more social!
10. I basically have a boring life =S
The meaning behind your Blog name
7215201314 is meant to mean "亲爱的,我爱你,一生一世" which in english means "my dear, i love you forever" Or something similar.. you get the point =) I'm not a very good translator..
A habit that you wish you didn’t have
I wish i wasn't addicted to watching drama =) Asian ones to be specific. Their too addictive =O
Short term goals for this month and why
Do good in school cert. Meaning getting over 65% because that is my base mark.. =) I have pretty high expectations ;)
Something you’re proud of in the past few days
I am proud of.... studying my ass off xD After these trials, imma just relax! But then the actual school cert is going to be on NOOOOO!
Songs you listen to when you are Happy, Sad, Bored, Hyped, Mad
hmmm i listen to mostly chinese songs =) 
Happy- 彩虹雨 by 黄宇曛
Sad- 我们都怕痛 by 潘玮柏
Bored- 雨天 by 許廷鏗 ALFREDDD :D
Hyped- 左脸颊 by 骆胤鸣
Mad- 不是我不明白 by 許廷鏗
How you found out about blogs and why you made one
hmmm this is actually my third blog.. haha yup, i've moved from one place to another! reason why i made it? i dunno.. haha blogger seemed awesome! so thats why ;)
Nicknames you have; why do you have them
mandyivan- made by carolyn;; haha cause i use to have an email address called mandyivan. Ivan's my little brother..
Monday- mandie>>monday :D similar
Monkey- cause i'm considered skinny =="
What makes you different from everyone else
I am different cause i am ME :) and no one can be a duplicate of me! xD
What I would find in your bag
um, umbrella (asian ==), wallet, phone, keys, mirror, ipod, gum, makeup (eyeliner). I dun have much in my bag..
What you think about your friends
They are thee BESTT x AWESOME! :D i love them <3
In this past month, what have you learned
I haven't learnt much! Well i learnt about the Vietnam and Korean War (history); thats revision from books.. that's about it..
Who are you?
who am i? i am MANDIE =)    -that's right ;)


NOOOO! i missed out on 10/10/10 10:10! OMG i'm so pissed! FACT: 10/10/10 only occurs every 1000 years.. and i MISSED IT! D: i'm so pisseddd! that's it! i need to add a goal, and that is to NEVER MISS out on 11/11/11 11:11! AHHHH! && guess what i was doing at 10/10/10 10:10? i was doing maths multiple choice on the BOS website!!screw you maths! ==

DRESS

"&& i'm like baby baby baby ohhhh" jks...
hellooooo :)
heheh just came home from shoppping as mentioned before
well, today i got that dress for formal, but not the shoes.. :( hmmm haha we saw Hi-five today, hmm ivan's such a betch! YUP ivan's my little brother! we were arguing about everything today :) during lunch, in the car and whilst i was shopping... ahhh- how nice :)
Back to school tomorrow. =(  && also school cert trials. Let the show begin! Firstly i have english, then maths and science on tuesday followed by history geography on wednesday..  sigh-

hehe, well i shall get back to studying :)
NOTE: im not a nerd :) && i hate studying :) :)

also: happy birthday to you ♥ happy birthday to you ♥ happy birthday dear grandpa :) ♥ happy birthday toooooooo YOUUUUUUUUUUU :D 
HAPPY BIRTHDAY GRANDPAAAA :)  love you

Saturday, October 9

SLAPS :D

Hey~我真的好想你
不知道你现在到底在哪里 
~
如果没有你 没有过去
我不会有伤心
但是有如果还是要爱你
如果没有你 我在哪里 
hmmm i like i like ;) It's by:莫文蔚 如果没有你
But i like the version sang by Alfred better ;) 
It's true; lyrics can explain what i'm feeling atm. && this is what i am feeling.. "Hey~I really miss you"....."If i didn't meet you, where will i be?" =)
LOL alex tok! wanting to hit me with a book right now aye? hmmm well i wanna slap you right now xD your slaps are .... *OUCH* so much harder than my slaps D: and you slap me twice each time! you know how much it hurts? D:

UGH!

HMMM.. last night i slept at 2am xD but i didn't break my record.. my record was 4:30am :) YUP! and that was from watching drama... SIGH! even at 2am i couldn't stand it.. but sigh- i had to ask Lik Wong maths.. so i had to stay up.. hehehe.. but i feel sorry as well cause i asked him like 10 questions and when he asked me; well he asked about our pass exam papers and i was just like "erm i got that wrong too" xD but in the end i helped him out for two questions.. :)
HEHE did the multiple choice agains today and for history i got 80% WOOOT WOOT! Why? and How? haha that's cause there were questions i've answered before LOL! sigh- i still think imma fail my maths english and history geo :(
hmmm.. tomorrow is last day of holidays larhh- mum said we're going miranda to shop.. >POP<! :) also because Ivan can watch Hi-Five == what a lame excuse.. but mehh~ still get to shopp.. i need that dress and shoes for FORMAL :D

Friday, October 8

Survival

wait wait. am i dreaming? how can my earphones come out of the wash unharmed?
Haha this morning i was changing my bed sheets and i forgot i had my earphones on my bed, and i forgot they were there so i just took the whole sheet off with the earphone in it, then dumped it in the wash. 4 hours later, i was on computer then i was like "hmmm where are my ear phones?" then i went to my bed check. nope not there.. then i was like "SHET!" xD then i rushed to the washing machine, haha then i took out my sheet, shook it, and it dropped out.. =P LOL at the moment i was thinking "oh shet, i need to buy new ear phones ==" but then i tried it on my computer and my ipod and HA! it works :)

hehehe my earphones survived =D

W O R K

 UH! whenever i look at this pile of text books, book and folders i get a headache-!
&&   that is only one area of books< i have another area on my table ==
LOL i had an epic fail attempt at maths multiple choice last night on the BOS website.. haha guess what i got? 22% lalala- YUP THAT'S FAIL! but meh i did it again this morning i got 60%.. that's cause i didn't use calculator (use mind) last night and this morning i did :D but still; the mark is epic fail larh...
sigh- im loosing confidence now.. 3 days to gooooooo D:

LOL Carolyn- add my blog address to yours.. haha.. well if you guys are bored of my blog, check Carolyn's blog out.. hehe http://karolynx.blogspot.com/

Thursday, October 7

YIPEEEE! :)

HELLO THERE :)
Mandie.New Blog.Moving On from old blog

currently i am eating lunch; dumplings   && on computer (MSN, FACEBOOK,QQ everything) :) still getting use to this newwww blogg..
still clueless how to start this blog =S

ahhh... School Cert Trials are in 4 days =O NOOO; 
nervous.anxious.scared.more nerding
this is haunting me..