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SO MUCH HAS HAPPENED IN THE LAST 7DAYS.. wait is has been 7days right? O_O

I am in a very awkward
position.. =\

Well yeahh.. didn't really post in the last week.. didn't feel like it cause was not in the mood and other personal reasons.. Expect this post to be long.. let me start.
hmmm. 妹猪; Chloee =D HAPPY 2ND BIRTHDAY! I LOVE YOU =D hehehe//
Wednesday = NO SPORT HELL YEAH! keep raining.. woo woo-
Today stayed at school till 2pm. 7hours.. mmm. Well i could have gone home at 1pm, but then Eunice had ext, Cheryl had to help with SRC, Carolyn was waiting for them and watching the Year7 languages day Japanese performance.. so everyone was staying behind.. might as well stay as well =) Then during lunch, we played cards.. Big 2.. Then played SPEED! (Hey YU! Hey HUNG! I remember the name! hehehe ty CAI! =) ) yeahh.. bit rusty at first.. haven't played it in a year O_O 

Something unexpected happened when i was washing the dishes tonight..
Mum was like "you staying up to 2am again?" 
I was like "How do you know?"
Mum "Course i know... you've been like that for the past few weeks"
Me "O_O But i close my door, how do you know? O_O"
Mum "There is light.."
Me "OMG yeahh.. i have.. hahaha you remember? ngawww"
Mum "I do notice.. i just never tell you i know.. so you need siu yeh tonight? tong sui? "
Me "I FEEL LOVED =D"
hehehehehhehehe really REALLY unexpected of her to know.. heheh

sigh- i have a massive headache. Ever since i came home, it just struck me. Tried massaging my head, no use.. omg =( For the next few days it is hardcore study.. i think i might have to give my comp to my mum.. need to control myself.. this is what 2unit maths does to you.. 
LOL! that just reminds me about daddy! haha.. i think it was monday or tuesday.. me and eunice were discussing maths in english.. then daddy was like "the area of a triangle is half a b h" haha me and eunice was just pissed HAHA! half a b sin C. ughh. Dw dad.. you can do your General and ace at it.. watch us suffer.. but i think i might join you soon.. =\ OH and talking about them two.. THURSDAY BEFORE ASSEMBLY! HAHA! Period 1 we had english yeahh.. then when we were packing up, Eunice was holding a mini can of pringles and was swaying her head side to side happily.. AND DADDY DECIDED TO IMITATE! his imitation was just hilarious! HAHA! One of those decorations you put on your car and the head just moves.. LOL! On the way to assembly we were just making jokes about it! hahaha.. i don't think you get me.. =\ ngawww...


OH! today in Hospitality, CHIA MADE ME COFFEE! =D it tasted good =) Susann's one was a bit too bitter =\ 
=) 
OMG YES YES YES YES~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHH I WANT TO SCREAM! Alfred has another new song.. this time the english name is a bit weird.. it's called Ants LOL! OMG! that reminds me.. I HAD A DREAM ON HIS SONG.. omg.. it is because of this picture:

You see the ants on the traffic light? WELL THEY WERE IN MY DREAMS! =( It was a horrible dream! If i remember correctly, i listened to his new song that night and then went to bed.. and then i had a dream. Ants were in my room. and it's not those ones you see on the street that are microscopically small. They were huge (the ones in the picture) AND THEY WERE SCARY! Imagine that big ant but a lot in my room =\ and i remember screaming "MUM" and she used something to wipe it off my table and onto the floor and i remember full jumping cause i was that scared.. omg.. scariest dream i've had in some time... BUT! i don't care HAHA! i still love the song.. I present to you. 許廷鏗﹣螞蟻

Okay Mandie shall get back to work.. MATHS, HOSPITALITY, JAP SPEAKING ALL ON MONDAY... HELP ME! =(   -9:24pm..

Never know

After tonight's talk with you.. to be honest, i felt shit. I don't know why. But i felt shit. What happened to us? You probably will read this, i don't really mind, i can't hold my feelings in anymore. Yes after that like 10min talk with you, i felt shit. What happened to us? You don't seem to be busy, yet you are acting so different. I felt shit asking you questions and you only answering back with one or two answers. I finally get what you meant when you told me something similar. And after,I sat in a corner of my room and tears started pouring down. You say shit happens, i want to ask you why you felt shit, but will you ever tell me stuff about your life? No. Every time i try to care about you, all you do is push me away with replies such as "dw". You were the one that said you wanted to know me more, but in return, you won't let me learn about you more? Communicating is what keeps our relationship as friends or whatever we are, going.. But i don't see that anymore. That is all i have to say.. I'm not pissed or angry at you or anything.. it's just that, i need to say it, but i don't dare to say it to you over msn. I hope you read this, cause this is what i am thinking........ -11:19pm

True or Not?

Apparently today is 'Judgement Day'? uhhh To believe or not? Just been surfing the newspaper websites and read some comments.. Some of them just make you laugh.. just like this following one i read from the Herald Sun:
"My rego was due this week. Should I wait until monday?"- Drew of Port Melbourne
BAHAHA! and another person commented on his comment.. he said:
"For goodness sake, if you are going to predict the end of the world, at least get it right! Drew, pay you rego mate and have another beer." -tom jones of toorak
and and this following one :L
"I just bought something on eBay that won't be here till next week! have I just been ripped off?!!"- Ian of Melbourne
LOL! reading them just makes my day! -3:17pm

Bother

Weird dream last night =\ I was dreaming of maths and how i was doing the question i dunno how to do for homework. No.. still dunno how to do it.. sigh- ITS FRIDAY FRIDAY! I think i got a sore throat now.. my lunch was chips.. and a mandarin LAME! OHHHH just before i went dinner.. Ancient History people posted their pictures of 'dissecting/ mummifying a chicken' .. saw it.. and i didn't have any appetite for dinner.. it was that disgusting! =\ bloody!....... =\ =\
As usual, Friday night and Saturday is the day where i ATTEMPT to finish ALL homework and assignments (oh that reminds me.. might as well start on Business stage 2). AHHHH! So much to do.. hehehehe but i did most when i came home =D I feel good! Now i have to finish reading the book == Only up to chapter 3... i honestly cannot be bothered. But sigh- i have to push myself.

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HEHE! moving books to a side and just sitting in the middle with another netbook =D I feel nerdy \O-O/  Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~-  such a messy table. =\ NO WORRIES! MANDIE CLEANED IT UP STRAIGHT AFTER! now it is all pretty again! =) -7:25pm

When we were little

hehe. walking with Carolyn and Cheryl today after school, we talked about how we were when we were young.. =) the fun! 
Yeahh. Then walked with them to Franklins to buy stuff and then went home. We had a long and deep talk =) i like deep talks.. makes me express my feelings even more! 
Got home then ate my Black Forest Cake. HEHEHE! I love Black Forest Cake! nomnomnom.. and because i didn't have enough i made myself a sandwich. I feel fat eating so many stuff. But then again, no matter what or how much i eat, i never get fat == That is not good.
omgg eleven days till maths test!!! AHHHH I AM SCARED! =( I'm suck on trig omg. HELP ME!
Geeee Hugo's jacket is so big! It's a L O_O Robe is in the wash and i just grabbed any jacket.. turns out i chose school sports jacket Hugo gave me.. so BIG! But it is so warm =D ngawww. hehe i like to wear guys jackets! cause its so big that its so warm and it gives you this feeling of being loved <3
mmmm i am really lame. 今天看到你，我很开心 You always make my day =)
童话 is an old song.. but it's nice =D  

and and AK's song Help.. The rhythm is exactly like Varsity's Baby Steps.. hehehe. I like both versions! =)

 Shall get back to homeworking! =\ been procrastinating too much! - 4:34pm

Flashbacks

Haha was just doing homework just then, somehow I had a flashback of when I was in china and I randomly laughed to myself.. I feel stupid xD It was when the family was in the car and chloe said "uncle turned left *giggles*" haha that time everyone laughed at how cute she was.. Ngaww she was on my lap when she said that.. I feel stupid laughing when I am doing work haha... I love you Chloe <3
Ahhhh test tomorrow.. Sigh whatever. Weeeeeeee!! English has been moved back yay yay!! :D
going to try and not use laptop tonight.. Honestly got too much to do and have to catch up! Sigh tutor homework =\
Must cut down on eating oily stuff... Came home and baked chips and nuggets and I think I have a sore throat =\ dont want to be sick...
-4:37pm from ipad =)

so early

LAST NIGHT WAS FUN!!! HEHEHE! Jason came over with Hugo and we were playing this tissue game on ipad.. we were trying to beat each others score and it was funny! haha. before they played they were like "how the hell did you get 4.15seconds" haha. cause they kept getting the 7seconds.. then when Jason beat my score he was like "in your face" and then Hugo beat my score and his like "haha" and then i'm like "MY TURN!" turns out i beat all of them but i was stupid enough not the change the name before entering it on the high scores board! OMGG HAHA that pissed me off so much! heheh. so it was Hugos name instead of mine and he was laughing at how stupid i was HAHA! mehh me and my cousins are 'cool' =) Then when Hugo left, me and Jason were competing and i was like "OMG I BEAT ALL OF YOU!" and it was by a lot. Jason was chasing after me to enter his name but in the end i entered my name! HAHA! omgg i love my cousins. Even though they are all guys.. they are so fun to be around! =D
This is what we left it at...  

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This morning i woke at 3:15am. ==" aiyah! only got uhh 4hours of sleep? Spent the next 30mins in the bathroom (wtf? what was i doing? O_O) ... yeah. Then sat down and ate something. It was not as cold as i thought it would be.. =D Then went station at 4:30am. Caught the train with other friends.. hahaha. Bryan was sleeping, same as Russell i think.. sigh- he was so lonered. i feel sorry for him. Told him to join us but he rejected me =\ hmmm. Got to Hyde Park and it was so cold! == I felt so emo having my hoodie hat thing on my head. mmms. When we were waiting for people to arrive thingo.. me and eunice started doing STAR JUMPS!;;exercise =D Russell thought we were dancing HAHA! Then the next second you see him jogging on the spot LOL! Then people started pouring in, me and eunice were writing the numbers of peoples bags- the fun! =) I kept repeating myself "Hello", "Good Morning" -i felt like one of those record tapes that replays itself. hehehe. Then the confusion of sorting bags began. We sorted the 10,000s+ bags and it was killing me.. The years10s were sorting the easier numbers >.> and the yellow bags (5000s-10000s) were pretty.. they were in piles HAHA! not even sorted yet.. but they did in the end =) man Russell has bad aiming HAHA! me and eunice were sorting a bag and suddenly a yellow bag was thrown right in front of us =O around an hour later people started to come back for bags and it was our job to find it and give it back to them. aiyah. i had trouble finding some =\ hmmm...... yes hmmmm.. *fastforward* after all that crap, that guy (forgot his name) told us to sit down, i felt like a kindergarten =) young =D =D 
Then went to pepper lunch! I WAS HUNGRY.. and then i went home and eunice and nancy stayed in the city for a while. Got home. i thought i would be okay to not sleep.. but as i was trying to do homework my eyes couldn't not close.. so went to bed. slept for 4hours and then woke up with a massive headache... =\ still hurts now. 
hmmm.. that was my sunday gone.. now i really have to work! got so much due man!  -4:31pm

Friday

Blogspot was down yesterday == The previous post deleted itself.. sigh- as well as my new layout == 

13th of May 2011 is a Friday.. so uhh it's considered a bad day? huh? Black Friday i hear people say.. i guess it was pretty bad. Was meant to meet up at station at 8am for excursion.. turns out i woke up at 7:45am.. sigh- rushed into my parents room and told them to take me.. aiyah! what a start to the day.. == Then went to do a coffee course =) i can make cappuccinos now, as well as all the other coffees. hehehe. oh how i loved doing coffee art! it's so fun! the love hearts, flowers.. but i couldn't do the leaf. it's so hard! Came home and i smelt of coffee.. Jumper, skirt.. everything =\ but it was nice. Oh something else happened yesterday.. During sunrise, four planets were in the sky; venus, mercury, mars and jupiter! =D omggg! so exciting! I love astronomy! =D Loved it since i was small! I even thought of wanting to work at NASA.. but then, you need to be really really good at maths, physics and stuff which i am not.. =\ so i guess my dream is gone...

Following link is the video clip.. =D

http://media.theage.com.au/news/environment-news/planets-cluster-for-onceinalifetime-viewing-2361028.html

Cannot see Mars in this photo

 Astronomy.. AHHH love love love.. it's so pretty =)

And then my day went from happy to sad.. sigh- 

At like 11pm, dad came into my room and complained about some random messages being sent to his phone and he kept swearing and telling me to delete them.. I really wanted to tell him to stfu cause it was giving me a huge headache. honestly, it is only messages, you can bloody delete them or even ignore them ==. Then when his friend called him, his friend was like "yeahh that person wanted you to know their number" then dads like "oh, i deleted his number already. it was so annoying" my reactions was "sigh-" 

My night got even worse.. i won't tell but yeah. it got even worse. 

Then went to bed at 2am.. Not normal at all.

What a day.. sigh-

-1:26pm

Cold

I swear it feels like minus 10degrees in the morning. Well that probably is me only.. BUT STILL! It's so freaking cold! BUT! HAHAHAHA! after going dinner to CARLINGFORD == yesterday night, my dad told me that from now on he will take me to school.. so WIPEE! hehe. Cause the adults were have a convo about me and how i'm going in school and how i get to school. After, everyone was talking in their little groups and yeah! Dads friend was like 'she's still young, and it's winter, so give her a lift'. i'm not young! To me, young is defined as a person who doesn't know what he or she is doing.. um me? uhh... Anyway, point is that i don't have to walk anymore! But then again, i kinda left Carolyn alone in the mornings. =\ 
Today in Legal was the best lesson so far! =D Ms was out for nearly the whole lesson cause she had to organise something. So our little asian group (Cheryl, Selena, Jono, Hong and Me) were playing around with Hong's new phone. Yeah, all those sneaky shots and videos.. I have two of them...

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Caption: "OMG *Covers self" -Mandie
"HAHAHA" - Chia
=)

I won't show the video, it's too much xD 
Yeahh well, it was pretty much a bludge day. Period 0 was maths, teacher was not there so we joined an extension class, me Kylie and Chia were bludging.. so YEAH! Then in English, Period 1, it was mostly bludge i guess.. Then Legal, Period 2, it was total bludge, i don't think i even wrote a word down. =\ Yeah then it was home time =D 
I didn't go home yett~~ Stayed at school with Carolyn and Chia in the quad to wait for Eunice but then doing Hosp. at the same time. Oh how slow the time went in that one hour == Then me Eunice and Selena went Hursie and then bought lunch. We were meant to sit in the food court to eat, but then Eunice & Selena saw their train's coming in like 5mins.. So they dogged me == That feeling..... HAHA. Then came home. Bludged the entire afternoon, wrote like 10 words and that was it. OMG what a waste of time == 
Far! i should stop procrastinating and actually do some work? == sigh- 
OKAY! Let me start on some work.. nomnomnomnom.... I want desert now! To the fridge! =D  -8:44pm

And finally

Strange.. I can' really blog on my laptop.. Whatever, this is alright I guess... Heheh guess what I'm using le?? Heheh new ipad2 =D woo arrived this morning ahhh!!! So happy..
Mmmmmm I got shouted at whilst trying to stick the screen protector on. At least I got it on in the end... Mmmm another thing new thing Is dads phone.. Samsung uhhh.. Well his phone was meant to be mine but I didn't want it so yeah.. I will get my new phone next year!! Hehehe..
I'm sticking to the iPad.. Ivan can stick to dads phone... Smile*
it's so cold!! Grr I dont want to get sick arh.
Okay that is it.. I need to so engish ==
Ciao! -5:01pm

little things

It's awesome how Tumblr can cheer you up sometimes =D Anyhow... I wish all the mums in the world a Happy Mothers Day, but most of all to my Mother. sigh- Well as i said before, i was going to buy her something. I did.. Just that.. we had an argument yesterday and guess what it was over? 

ALOE VERA ==

Honestly, sigh- Well Ivan was the main thing we were arguing over. Cause Ivan wanted to drink Aloe Vera, i said i wanted some too. So mum knew we were to fight over it. So she said get two cups and pour it out. So i did. I was in the middle of drinking mine when Ivan said 'heyy you got more than me' i was like 'wtf?' I had the same bloody amount as him fml. Then mum was like 'then give him more' BUT IT WAS THE SAME AMOUNT? OMG. Then i just left the kitchen and went into my room. If he liked it so much drink my share then. Honestly. Then at like 3pm they went out and then i went into the kitchen and found my cup sitting there, not touched. sigh- Then what's the point? omg. f* you ivan. 
Then it was like at 6pm when i was doing work, mum just rushed into my room and stood right beside me and said "大小姐， 吃饭了， 要我请你吗?" I was thinking "what's with the attitude?" Then i was like uhhh i'll eat later. Then half an hour later she rushed into my room saying "you really don't want dinner do you?" Then i was like awkwardly closing my laptop then standing opposite her. sigh- then she just rushed into her room and then i think she was sleeping? Whatever. Then i went out. Packed my breakfast, took like half a bowl of rice, food from each dish then went back into my room. Then i heard her come out of her room, move dinner to the living room and watched TV. Honestly i don't get why she's angry with me when i didn't do nothing? Besides not eating dinner.. that's nothing? She never cared about me not having dinner before.. why bother caring now? 
Then yeahh argument went on for the night.. i ignored her and she ignored me. And what made me pissed is that whenever she gets angry with either me or ivan, she'd go to the other person and be so nice to them... Does she think that will make me jealous? Sorry but NO. 
All night i was thinking should i still buy her the gift? 
whatever.. this morning i was late again == alarm went off at 7:50am but i woke up at 8:25am.. == Then cbf with breakfast cause i know i won't eat it in time. So i bought it.
Then i decided to buy her the gift. After, i went home and then i was like, "Here". Mothers like "Whats that?" i'm like "Happy mothers day".. Then i walked away.. THEN AFTER Ivan unwrapped the present and was like "Can i have this?" F*ING HELL. IT'S NOT FOR YOU. DID I EVER SAY IT WAS FOR YOU? OMG. TAKING PEOPLES THINGS WHEN IT IS OBVIOUSLY NOT YOURS.. Then mums like "your sister gave it to me, it's not yours. Not everything is yours. You have two pairs of slippers, go wear your ones." TAKE THAT IVAN! 
Then i thought she would wear it.. but no.. till now she is still wearing her old one. omg.. then what's the point in me buying something?
And whatelse pisses me off is that i thought she would've gotten over that situation by now.. but still she's using that 'attitude' towards me what i talk or she talks to me.. wtf? i'm already over that. gg.
Whatever. I bought it for her. If she doesn't want to wear it then whatever, I gave it to her. 
sigh- i need to rage more.. but not on here =)


oh p.s selena; i bought the pens =D they are good!
-1:47pm

sleepy

last night.. i feel asleep whilst reading a book =\ Well i was in bed and reading, then it got warm and all and then i kinda doozed off. =\ My mum woke me up at 11:40pm and then she's like 'did you brush your teeth yet?' (cause when i was reading it was only 9:30pm).. i'm like 'no' and then i looked at the clock and thought it was 11:40AM! then i was like getting my school uniform and like to mum "i need to change" HAHA i don't know what was with me.. == Then she's like "it's 11:40PM! NIGHT TIME!" Then i was like "oh" == I was half asleep when i went to the bathroom to brush teeth and then placed my uniform on my chair then turned lights off.. HAHA now i think of it, it's pretty stupid of me to think it was morning xD Then for the next 5 hours, i kept waking every hour and checking my phone just to see what time it is.. incase i miss out on my alarms.. MAN what was with me last night? O_O Then woke at 6am, haven't woken up so early in ages.. i normally wake at 6:30am and get everything done in half an hour and then go to carolyns. pretty suprised that i can get everything done =D yeahh. =S
nomnomnom. I LOVE COFFEE! Haven't had coffee in like a month!! yummy. and it's hot, it can warm my icy cold hands!
Oh i broke my own record! i haven't straightened my hair in a month =D =D so happy, it is pretty straight naturally... =D then why did i buy a straightener? == Oh well, it will come to use someday. 
Mothers Day on Sunday! =D i was meant to go to Hursie after school to buy my mothers day gift, but i cbf. So i am buying it on Sunday right after tutor =D mmmm to buy mum a robe or those fluffy slippers? Well i'm thinking of slippers cause hers is starting to break. She did buy one in China, it's just that i took it xD and am wearing it now.. xD hehehehehe.. but on the other hand, a robe is good. She gets cold in the morning and sneezes easily, a robe is also good. I DON'T KNOW! aiyah! Both are useful cause it's winter and pretty cold now.. sigh- i need to decide before Sunday!!!!
Another thing that bothers me is the question : To go social or to not?
Theme is dress up and if i go, what am i going to be dressed up in? O_O Also cause people are saying they do not want to go cause of the theme.. i don't know. OMG == deadlines ==
ohh that is all i have to say now.. better get back to my homework ==      -5:53pm

mei you

五个月以后，没有机会可以再看到他了。 想到时候有一点像哭。hmmm. sigh- best not to think about it lor. 
sigh- i look at my diary and table calender.. the amount of exams coming up == hmmm. seeing my friends study their minds off, it's my turn soon. All science exams are this week.. i see why they are stressed.. hmm. three more weeks till maths and english kill me. =\ oh wells. i better start preparing my notes now.. don't want to leave it till last minute like i did for legal.. did i tell you that my hands killed after writing all those notes? and i only had one morning to study them.. sigh- very smart of me. assignments in between the assessments, oh how i loathe thee (i love Shakespearean language =) it sounds so... mmmm posh xD) 
okay shall start reading catcher in the rye now. only up to chapter 2, what a shame.

suprisingly

IT HAS BEEN QUITE A WHILE SINCE I BLOGGED. yes, been really busy lately. 
Okay daddy! i know you've been waiting forever for this post.. let me start =D
mmm, As you all may know, i have just finished my Legal half yearlies, got my results back and and  *drum roll* I CAME 5TH IN THE CLASS WITH A BAD SCORE OF 70%. Yes 70% is a band 4 and that is just not good enough. But i do like my positioning in the class.. 5th =D Highest in the class was 83%? so thats a difference of 13%.. sigh-. HAHAHAHA Selena and Jono had a difference of one mark/ one percent! and me and Selena rubbed it in Jono's face at reces.. HAHA. Selena 3rd =D So yeahh rankings are Maria, Mark, Selena, Jono, Me, and Cheryl is 6th. Me and Cheryl have a difference of 3% or 4marks.
Japanese results as well.. As i thought, i got pretty bad xD Again, NOT GOOD ENOUGH! sigh- Need to push myself more.. mmmhm. It was because i forgot the freakin ru in katakana! and that lead to me forgetting the re! omg. and that also lead me into leaving gaps when it asks us to write the word!!! OMGGGGGGGGGGGGG! whatever. this only weighs 5%.. i got better in the 10%.. so still a smile on my face =D
TODAY, we had sport. i wanted it to rain actually. Then i can go home and then drama. hmmm. it was fun during sport =D Table tennis as always. Eunice and her comfort zone.. grrr! Her comfort zone is to the right of the table. So whenever someone hits to the right side, she just stands there HAHA. Me and Carolyn tried to stop her habit of standing in her comfort zone and move around. Results... it failed. she loves her comfort zone too much xD
Then walking back home.. Eunice was meant to be picked up by her mum at the bus stop. She forgot and she kept walking with us until we reached Carolyn's street and she's like 'shet, i'm suppose to wait for my mum at the bus stop' HAHA! her reaction was just LOL! i mean, she didn't realise till now? LOLLOL! and she wanted to walk back but then Carolyn's like 'tell her to pick you up from my place'.. HAHA! ohh what a day! 
Then.. i got home. ate something and then slept for 4hours. sigh- i am too tired to do anything. But then i regret sleeping cause i had to rush my english stuff that was due on Tuesday.. yes i know.. 
My room is a mess. Well not my whole room. Just my table. I have paper everywhere of every subject. == I really need to file them away! shall do that in the weekends! 
hmmm. being going to school pretty early for the past three days. thats cause carolyn is early now HAHA! (Y) hehehe *cough cough for hehehehehe. sorry. only few people know the reason.. xD 
umm.. shall go to sleep now. 11:24pm. sorry daddy.. i hope this is considered 'long'!

OH! look at the person on the left? HEHEHEHEH!
LOVE LOVE LOVE. 
wo ai ni alfred hui!