Change

YO people! After a lot of thinking, i've decided to switch back to paper and pen. The old fashion way (Y) A lot of things have been happening recently and it made me change the way i view people. For example, before i thought a person was nice and all, but really, they were using me. Yeah. Not targeting anyone with the example, just an example. Yeah. I can't express my anger over the net or else friends will know who it is. Pen and paper keeps it private =)
Been flipping through all the photo albums there are around the house today. It took me down memory lane <3 A lot of things that happened when i was small, well it will never happen again... 四表哥，想你 <3 I always wonder, what would be life like if he didn't leave? Just imagining us; 5 cousins together: 大表哥，二表哥，四表哥，哥哥and me.. The fun we would have. Too bad, the truth hurts. ANYWAYS =) I'm okay.. Yeah a lot of photos. haha me and Hugo at fun parks =D Him with those balloons. I remember once Hugo's mum said "when you were small, Hugo use to hit you with that" haha! Then got to the album where my eldest cousin got married! =) too bad i couldn't go back and attend his wedding! dame! hehe. 

I guess i'll end it here. Ciao guys!  -6:25pm

So much

mmmms. been four days since i last blogged. sigh- it has been a very very stressing week! English exam was yesterday and business assignment was due today as well as maths book. hmmms. recap time!
Tuesday: The most work (i reckon) we've done during English in one lesson than all the lessons added up together with Durian :D hahaha.. slept at 12am >.> 6 hours and 15mins worth of sleep =(
Wednesday: ahhh raining.. people should  start bringing umbrellas, cause all you're going to end up with is being sick =\ Slept at 12am once again.. sigh- panda eyes larh!
Thursday: OMG panic panicc! ENGLISH EXAM! ahhh! sigh- i swear that lesson didn't even go on for 55mins >.> after i wrote my intro and the beginning of my body paragraphs, THERE WAS 33MINS LEFT?! what? omgg... and the question was hard =\ oh wells.. i wrote 4pages whereas Lik daddy wrote 11pages?!?!?! sigh- instant hint that i failed BAD! oh wells. =( Slept at 12:30am because of business report that was due on the following day.. even JP  got it finished by 1:30am ad he started at like 8pm?!?!? okay i just fail >.> 
Friday morning: woke up and looked at myself in the mirror..EWWW DARK CIRCLES ="( Instant sad face! haha.. that's why i kept my head down for most of the time today xD
During business, because Wendy has work placement, i sat with Danny! LOL! He told me something i never realised. Apparently, we use to go to the same tutoring centre back in year 6! LOL! i was like "really? REALLY?" HAHA! we were apparently in the same class as well... he remembered me LOL! i didn't really pay attention to any guys back then! haha. =D 
REPORTS! AHH! overall okayish. sufhduksmfrn.gnvbcfdjkgnbidfjslgnb i need to work harder to achieve 1st in Jap!! Grrr.. currently ranked 3rd! and i really need to improve on my English.. sigh =\ and also business.. crappy positions.
Up late tonight =D probs 2am? who knows? -4:27pm

heheeh

HEHEHEEEEEE =D I haven't had a long sleep in a while.. 10hours! =D Went to bed at 1:30am and woke up at 11am! heheheee.! mmmms. Then went to breaky =\ two slices of bread and then an hour later was lunch. it was awkward. Really awkward. Everyone was at the table but no one was talking =\ I was reading/ revising my Japanese, mother, father and Ivan were just eating. sigh- I couldn't stand anymore of this silence so when i finished my congee i went into my room. =\
yeah. awkward. 
sigh-. hmmm... YAY! cousin coming.. woo, wooo! I have an urge to jump and attack/ hug Hugo when i see him =D hehehe.. it's been like two months since i've seen him =( Jason can just watch haha! No hugs for him! But i can consider attacking him HAHA! but then again, he might UFC me if i attack him haha! 
YAY! with the help of daddy's asianess, i'm nearly done with my business report =D hahahahaha... daddy, if you're reading this, hehe.. i need bit more help for finance.. yeahh? YEAH! deal? DEAL! =) You are the best daddy EVER! hehehe
Last night, webcammed with eunice! haha!
The fun! =D 
I'm in love with a new song =D 

hehehe! Another version of 出走! But in mando! heheheheee.. listening to it right now! =D =D can't stop smiling! *i make myself sound like i have problems! >.>
YA YA YA YA !
=)     -1:21pm

The past

sigh- Was on Facebook just then browsing as always.. Somehow my cousin's (Hugo) ex girlfriend's profile popped up on the side of the page... I'm a person that loves to '8'.. So i took a look. sigh- She hasn't changed a bit. She use to go my school, same with my cousin, they both graduated in 07... Looking at her picture reminds me of 2007. I remember back then, i was the only one who knew he had a girlfriend.. Not until i think 2008 or 2009, he bought her home to show my mother.. hmmm... and then not long after that, Hugo told me they split.. sigh- I want to see my cousins happy again..

- Apple logo drawn by
Wendy Peng -
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TODAY in business.. it was the usual, sitting in class listening to her talk about blah blah and blah.. boring == We were talking about Apple and how they were a successful company.. Then somehow me and Wendy got to the point where we drew the Apple logo.. This is what Wendy drew...
Pretty yeah?? Looks similar though =) the left is my PINKKKK ipod =) sigh- i've been really nice to it lately, it now has a dent in the top left of the player == eww.. sorry ipod.. sorry.... =(
A very productive afternoon. Finished so many things! Tutor homework, business homework, business floor plan, half of maths homework =) 
Gonna stay up late as always tonight... 2am here i come! and maybe even coffeee at 10pm.. i hope i sleep though =\ 
Ahhh.... a assignment and an assessment next week! omgg. i am scared! especially for english! omg. i hope i can bs my way out.. But you can't really bs this time.. omg.. help me!? sigh- one after another.. =(
Well... gonna start another load of homework now... 
p.s Good luck tomorrow Carolyn! heheheee.. For sure you will pass your practical! Good luck! -8:19pm

High

For the past two days, when i smiled or laughed, i meant it. It was not pretending whatsoever. =) They are always there to make me laugh;; yes you guys... i won't mention names, but you guys know who you are. Thankyou. <3. 
ahhh.. what's with me lately? Is it cause i want to forget all the depressing things in life? I laugh so much now.. ?! I laugh at little things as well.. >.> not like me... sigh- but i guess, at least i'm happy, who cares xD

Today after school when walking home with them, we talked about Calvin! =D That guy is so funny! HAHA! ;) ;) But i personally reckon he looks pedo-y >.> 

SCHOOL PHOTOS! =D i look so different man! Library card photo and school photos don't match? O_O I like library card one better =D brighter! the school photos one just makes me look dull and sad.... Came home to show mum the school photos, she opened it and then she was like "wow, so many asians" LOL! Yeah... i calculated.. 39 internationals.. *nods head.

Been back to looking at daily horoscopes =) I must say, they are quite real.. that's the scary bit. 

Dates:	23rd November - 21st December
Symbol:	The Archer
Sign:	Fire Sign	'

 

Sagittarius is a fire sign, associated with many positive traits. People born under the zodiac sign of Sagittarius are very frank and innocent, almost like a child. They are optimistic to the core and very fun-loving. Sagittarians will try their best to compliment you, but are usually at a loss of words. They try to cheer you up, but often end up saying the wrong things. As a result, Sagittarians are often misunderstood. However, they don’t do this deliberately and are often considered insensitive for this. In fact, they have earnest and sincere feelings for you. Sagittarians like to keep themselves busy instead of sitting idle. They love attention and are quite religious and detest confinement and monotony in life.

 

Sagittarius Zodiac Sign

• Being fundamentally adventurous, this people born under this sun sign are willing to take any kind of risk in love.
• Sagittarians are very trustworthy. Never doubt them. It will be like hitting them where it hurts the most. They have the reputation of being honest and loyal.
• Even when in a relationship, they need to have their own freedom.
• They simply love compliments.
• Sagittarians find it hard to commit themselves to anyone. But once they do, they stay loyal to their partner.
• Women born under this sign are fine housekeepers, excellent wives, and usually judicious mothers.
• Men born under this sign make doting and protective fathers. They are very caring for their children and love to give them freedom as well.

Scary.... ^most of that is true.. COMPLIMENTS =D .... sigh- i am a fine housekeeper? i am ridiculously lazy.. so how does that work? O_O I clean my room ever two weeks.. that's not being a 'fine housekeeper'.... 
Well YEAH.. that's me. a sagittarian! =)   -9:59pm

frosty

Right now i am shivering man! It is so cold == eight degrees? Omg..! Well well yerrr. It feels like Monday today, cause yesterday was comps and didn't go to school..mmmms. Yesterday night was so fun :D hehe Jason came over.. We waited till like 7:30pm and then called him to ask if he was still coming? His like yeahh... At 8:30pm he arrived. Omg haven't seen him for like a month and he looks so different ahh!!! Did he like loose weight?! I swear he use to look so fat xD.. Now he looks alright.. Wearing a pink shirt and a suit =D sigh- screw Hugo man! Rejected me!! I don't like you! =( choose work over family? What is this?! Hhahahahaaa.

Yerrrr then Jason started playing 'Words with friends' heheheeee.. Our game was mmmm more of teasing each other over sending messages rather than making words.. Well yeah it was fun =) at the moment his winning by 20points? Heheee i will catch up, you watch me!

Mr Durian heheee =D another conference lesson! We... well at least myself, learn so much! Nozica is good. She walks in and the whole class is quiet.. She walks out, we start talking and ignoring Durian =D OH hehehehe thank you daddy for the exam tips and helping us structure our essay! =D The gum was nice yerr? Gee you had no reaction, me and Eunice were like "Omg it's so strong blahblah..,.".. you were just chewing away.. cheeyeahh- not funny geh! -6:24pm

To you: 今日和你讲话的时候，你好像不想跟我讲话。。 跟我说发生什么事啦。我不可以read你的mind的。to be honest, 你是让我不开心的人。。。不知道你会不会看到this post，但是你看完之后，你可以想一想我们到底是什么关系? and just to clear things up.. i'm not angry or pissed at you or anything that you may think of.. just letting you know =)

upsidedown

Was packing bag for tomorrow's Table Tennis Competitions and then went up to the place where i usually placed my racket, but it wasn't there! Had a mini heart attack and was running around the whole house to find it! Still couldn't find it. Not in my room, not in Ivan's, not in that umbrella stand thing, not anywhere! Was freaking out real bad! No racket for me is no luck! it is considered my lucky racket xD yeahh.. then i went to ask my mum if she saw it anywhere and shes like "did you leave it at the venue last time?" and i was like "no, i remember bringing it home" then shes like "you never know" then i walked away.. then i sat on my chair and started thinking.. I was starting to  agree with mum's view =\ Then went up to the place where i place all my bags and then took it all out, and HELLO! there it was! between all these bags =\ sigh- i wonder when i placed it there... bought the racket a few years ago, it's been my companion for the last few competitions =) It should be my companion for my last one too.. (i think it is my last one =\) sigh-
hmmm... I have finished most of my homework =D been playing Words with Friends for the last few nights! =D Started heaps of games with people, but never actually managed to win =\ I was two letters off from winning~~ GRRRR! anyway.. feel free to start a game with me! =) my name is " GoldenStich " =) HEY i see a new notifications.. well blog laters! hehehe can't wait for tomorrow! TABLE TENNIS HERE I COME!! =) -7:59pm


 

At it again

mmms. Friday; FINALLY! 12:33am at the moment. sigh- still got heaps to do before i let myself go to bed. Maths, english, business. sigh- i think i'll go to be at 2 to 3am tonight. Or shall i say morning? >.> LAME. i am so bored. i have been procrastinating for the last 2hours.. i could have done some quality work! Grrr. Music is now my biggest distraction. =\ 

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 yerrr. Kinda starting to listen to korean music now. the first song on my list is good =D rhythm is really nice. Then of course the rest of my playlist is mostly asian songs.. english songs are kinda at the bottom =\
mmmhm. 
yeah. 
Weather was good today. Just had to say that.
OKAY. Now it is 12:46am. Shall get back to homework and assignments. sigh- so far i have only completed my tutor homework and legal hmwork. sigh- sigh- and sigh- 
Getting sleepy by the second, ugh cbb to make coffee. anyhow HOMEWORK TIME AT 12:47am. My buddies on Words With Friends arn't responding back >.> I feel lonered, ngawww bring on the words! =D 

Blue

No pain, No gain. Over the past few days a lot has happened. Happy things that is.. But underneath all this happiness is pain. I can smile all i want, but is that really what i am feeling? Happy? When i smile, i can convince people that i am happy, but i can confess that this is not happiness i am going through, it's the direct opposite. I'm starting to doubt if you even care about me anymore. I've also been thinking a side.. A lot of bad possibilities, but on top of all that, i hide it with a smile of course. sigh- Every time you're on msn, i am tempted to talk to you, but i don't dare to. You know why? Cause i am afraid of your response. sigh- My minds confused now, i don't know how to walk the next step. 

MONDAY- maths exam! OMG I FAILED BAD! AND I MEAN IT THIS TIME.. *i always say that* =( results are said to come out at the start of next week. OMG for once i don't want my exam paper back. That's how bad i did them.. far out.. I'm so pissed man. How can my calculator show that 180-172-5=5? IT EQUALS TO 3!?@?!@?!? omg.. lost all marks on that question.. that's like what? 6marks? OMG... how stupid of me? omg! okay shall stop. omg. i am so pissed! grrr.

This morning, i swear, my 5th alarm did not ring! I was half awake for the past 4 alarms and then i was like "yeah yeah i will wake on the next one" but then i didn't... i slept all the way till 7:15am. == Then i jumped up like a ninja as always and then ran around the house. Told my mother to wake up and yeahh.. Surprisingly i still can get everything done in 10mins =D Munched my breakfast down in 5mins =( ahh it was just a massive race to finish everything before 7:30am. I know i can't be late today for period 0 cause it's maths, and if you are late, well say hello to period 4.. HAHA i can be a bit late for everything else but not MATHS! Well i got to school on time (just before the bell) YESS! But i couldn't find Kylie or Cheryl anywhere. sigh- they came at 8:51am? And they had to stay back for period 4.. ngawww i feel sorry for them. Kylie was late cause of the time on her phone, Cheryl was late cause of her dad.. sigh-
heheheheheh today in English was another freak show performed by Mr Replacement Teacher. =D hehehe. Then when the bell rang for lunch, it started pouring?!?!?!?!?! and then i had an umbrella out, but cbb to open it, so i was walking all the way from D8 back to the main building. Rain. Sometime i just want to stand in it and let it wash away the pain that people cause. But then again that will result in getting cold. so nahh.. Yer.. then stayed back for lunch then went homeee.

Pretty, i have another 4 assessments till i am free.. Oh it's week 6 so uhh 4 or 5 or 6 weeks of school left? =D But then again, there is plenty of homework so .. not so happy. -5:30pm

Focus

SO MUCH HAS HAPPENED IN THE LAST 7DAYS.. wait is has been 7days right? O_O

I am in a very awkward
position.. =\

Well yeahh.. didn't really post in the last week.. didn't feel like it cause was not in the mood and other personal reasons.. Expect this post to be long.. let me start.
hmmm. 妹猪; Chloee =D HAPPY 2ND BIRTHDAY! I LOVE YOU =D hehehe//
Wednesday = NO SPORT HELL YEAH! keep raining.. woo woo-
Today stayed at school till 2pm. 7hours.. mmm. Well i could have gone home at 1pm, but then Eunice had ext, Cheryl had to help with SRC, Carolyn was waiting for them and watching the Year7 languages day Japanese performance.. so everyone was staying behind.. might as well stay as well =) Then during lunch, we played cards.. Big 2.. Then played SPEED! (Hey YU! Hey HUNG! I remember the name! hehehe ty CAI! =) ) yeahh.. bit rusty at first.. haven't played it in a year O_O 

Something unexpected happened when i was washing the dishes tonight..
Mum was like "you staying up to 2am again?" 
I was like "How do you know?"
Mum "Course i know... you've been like that for the past few weeks"
Me "O_O But i close my door, how do you know? O_O"
Mum "There is light.."
Me "OMG yeahh.. i have.. hahaha you remember? ngawww"
Mum "I do notice.. i just never tell you i know.. so you need siu yeh tonight? tong sui? "
Me "I FEEL LOVED =D"
hehehehehhehehe really REALLY unexpected of her to know.. heheh

sigh- i have a massive headache. Ever since i came home, it just struck me. Tried massaging my head, no use.. omg =( For the next few days it is hardcore study.. i think i might have to give my comp to my mum.. need to control myself.. this is what 2unit maths does to you.. 
LOL! that just reminds me about daddy! haha.. i think it was monday or tuesday.. me and eunice were discussing maths in english.. then daddy was like "the area of a triangle is half a b h" haha me and eunice was just pissed HAHA! half a b sin C. ughh. Dw dad.. you can do your General and ace at it.. watch us suffer.. but i think i might join you soon.. =\ OH and talking about them two.. THURSDAY BEFORE ASSEMBLY! HAHA! Period 1 we had english yeahh.. then when we were packing up, Eunice was holding a mini can of pringles and was swaying her head side to side happily.. AND DADDY DECIDED TO IMITATE! his imitation was just hilarious! HAHA! One of those decorations you put on your car and the head just moves.. LOL! On the way to assembly we were just making jokes about it! hahaha.. i don't think you get me.. =\ ngawww...


OH! today in Hospitality, CHIA MADE ME COFFEE! =D it tasted good =) Susann's one was a bit too bitter =\ 
=) 
OMG YES YES YES YES~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHH I WANT TO SCREAM! Alfred has another new song.. this time the english name is a bit weird.. it's called Ants LOL! OMG! that reminds me.. I HAD A DREAM ON HIS SONG.. omg.. it is because of this picture:

You see the ants on the traffic light? WELL THEY WERE IN MY DREAMS! =( It was a horrible dream! If i remember correctly, i listened to his new song that night and then went to bed.. and then i had a dream. Ants were in my room. and it's not those ones you see on the street that are microscopically small. They were huge (the ones in the picture) AND THEY WERE SCARY! Imagine that big ant but a lot in my room =\ and i remember screaming "MUM" and she used something to wipe it off my table and onto the floor and i remember full jumping cause i was that scared.. omg.. scariest dream i've had in some time... BUT! i don't care HAHA! i still love the song.. I present to you. 許廷鏗﹣螞蟻

Okay Mandie shall get back to work.. MATHS, HOSPITALITY, JAP SPEAKING ALL ON MONDAY... HELP ME! =(   -9:24pm..

Never know

After tonight's talk with you.. to be honest, i felt shit. I don't know why. But i felt shit. What happened to us? You probably will read this, i don't really mind, i can't hold my feelings in anymore. Yes after that like 10min talk with you, i felt shit. What happened to us? You don't seem to be busy, yet you are acting so different. I felt shit asking you questions and you only answering back with one or two answers. I finally get what you meant when you told me something similar. And after,I sat in a corner of my room and tears started pouring down. You say shit happens, i want to ask you why you felt shit, but will you ever tell me stuff about your life? No. Every time i try to care about you, all you do is push me away with replies such as "dw". You were the one that said you wanted to know me more, but in return, you won't let me learn about you more? Communicating is what keeps our relationship as friends or whatever we are, going.. But i don't see that anymore. That is all i have to say.. I'm not pissed or angry at you or anything.. it's just that, i need to say it, but i don't dare to say it to you over msn. I hope you read this, cause this is what i am thinking........ -11:19pm

True or Not?

Apparently today is 'Judgement Day'? uhhh To believe or not? Just been surfing the newspaper websites and read some comments.. Some of them just make you laugh.. just like this following one i read from the Herald Sun:
"My rego was due this week. Should I wait until monday?"- Drew of Port Melbourne
BAHAHA! and another person commented on his comment.. he said:
"For goodness sake, if you are going to predict the end of the world, at least get it right! Drew, pay you rego mate and have another beer." -tom jones of toorak
and and this following one :L
"I just bought something on eBay that won't be here till next week! have I just been ripped off?!!"- Ian of Melbourne
LOL! reading them just makes my day! -3:17pm

Bother

Weird dream last night =\ I was dreaming of maths and how i was doing the question i dunno how to do for homework. No.. still dunno how to do it.. sigh- ITS FRIDAY FRIDAY! I think i got a sore throat now.. my lunch was chips.. and a mandarin LAME! OHHHH just before i went dinner.. Ancient History people posted their pictures of 'dissecting/ mummifying a chicken' .. saw it.. and i didn't have any appetite for dinner.. it was that disgusting! =\ bloody!....... =\ =\
As usual, Friday night and Saturday is the day where i ATTEMPT to finish ALL homework and assignments (oh that reminds me.. might as well start on Business stage 2). AHHHH! So much to do.. hehehehe but i did most when i came home =D I feel good! Now i have to finish reading the book == Only up to chapter 3... i honestly cannot be bothered. But sigh- i have to push myself.

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HEHE! moving books to a side and just sitting in the middle with another netbook =D I feel nerdy \O-O/  Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~-  such a messy table. =\ NO WORRIES! MANDIE CLEANED IT UP STRAIGHT AFTER! now it is all pretty again! =) -7:25pm

When we were little

hehe. walking with Carolyn and Cheryl today after school, we talked about how we were when we were young.. =) the fun! 
Yeahh. Then walked with them to Franklins to buy stuff and then went home. We had a long and deep talk =) i like deep talks.. makes me express my feelings even more! 
Got home then ate my Black Forest Cake. HEHEHE! I love Black Forest Cake! nomnomnom.. and because i didn't have enough i made myself a sandwich. I feel fat eating so many stuff. But then again, no matter what or how much i eat, i never get fat == That is not good.
omgg eleven days till maths test!!! AHHHH I AM SCARED! =( I'm suck on trig omg. HELP ME!
Geeee Hugo's jacket is so big! It's a L O_O Robe is in the wash and i just grabbed any jacket.. turns out i chose school sports jacket Hugo gave me.. so BIG! But it is so warm =D ngawww. hehe i like to wear guys jackets! cause its so big that its so warm and it gives you this feeling of being loved <3
mmmm i am really lame. 今天看到你，我很开心 You always make my day =)
童话 is an old song.. but it's nice =D  

and and AK's song Help.. The rhythm is exactly like Varsity's Baby Steps.. hehehe. I like both versions! =)

 Shall get back to homeworking! =\ been procrastinating too much! - 4:34pm

Flashbacks

Haha was just doing homework just then, somehow I had a flashback of when I was in china and I randomly laughed to myself.. I feel stupid xD It was when the family was in the car and chloe said "uncle turned left *giggles*" haha that time everyone laughed at how cute she was.. Ngaww she was on my lap when she said that.. I feel stupid laughing when I am doing work haha... I love you Chloe <3
Ahhhh test tomorrow.. Sigh whatever. Weeeeeeee!! English has been moved back yay yay!! :D
going to try and not use laptop tonight.. Honestly got too much to do and have to catch up! Sigh tutor homework =\
Must cut down on eating oily stuff... Came home and baked chips and nuggets and I think I have a sore throat =\ dont want to be sick...
-4:37pm from ipad =)

so early

LAST NIGHT WAS FUN!!! HEHEHE! Jason came over with Hugo and we were playing this tissue game on ipad.. we were trying to beat each others score and it was funny! haha. before they played they were like "how the hell did you get 4.15seconds" haha. cause they kept getting the 7seconds.. then when Jason beat my score he was like "in your face" and then Hugo beat my score and his like "haha" and then i'm like "MY TURN!" turns out i beat all of them but i was stupid enough not the change the name before entering it on the high scores board! OMGG HAHA that pissed me off so much! heheh. so it was Hugos name instead of mine and he was laughing at how stupid i was HAHA! mehh me and my cousins are 'cool' =) Then when Hugo left, me and Jason were competing and i was like "OMG I BEAT ALL OF YOU!" and it was by a lot. Jason was chasing after me to enter his name but in the end i entered my name! HAHA! omgg i love my cousins. Even though they are all guys.. they are so fun to be around! =D
This is what we left it at...  

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This morning i woke at 3:15am. ==" aiyah! only got uhh 4hours of sleep? Spent the next 30mins in the bathroom (wtf? what was i doing? O_O) ... yeah. Then sat down and ate something. It was not as cold as i thought it would be.. =D Then went station at 4:30am. Caught the train with other friends.. hahaha. Bryan was sleeping, same as Russell i think.. sigh- he was so lonered. i feel sorry for him. Told him to join us but he rejected me =\ hmmm. Got to Hyde Park and it was so cold! == I felt so emo having my hoodie hat thing on my head. mmms. When we were waiting for people to arrive thingo.. me and eunice started doing STAR JUMPS!;;exercise =D Russell thought we were dancing HAHA! Then the next second you see him jogging on the spot LOL! Then people started pouring in, me and eunice were writing the numbers of peoples bags- the fun! =) I kept repeating myself "Hello", "Good Morning" -i felt like one of those record tapes that replays itself. hehehe. Then the confusion of sorting bags began. We sorted the 10,000s+ bags and it was killing me.. The years10s were sorting the easier numbers >.> and the yellow bags (5000s-10000s) were pretty.. they were in piles HAHA! not even sorted yet.. but they did in the end =) man Russell has bad aiming HAHA! me and eunice were sorting a bag and suddenly a yellow bag was thrown right in front of us =O around an hour later people started to come back for bags and it was our job to find it and give it back to them. aiyah. i had trouble finding some =\ hmmm...... yes hmmmm.. *fastforward* after all that crap, that guy (forgot his name) told us to sit down, i felt like a kindergarten =) young =D =D 
Then went to pepper lunch! I WAS HUNGRY.. and then i went home and eunice and nancy stayed in the city for a while. Got home. i thought i would be okay to not sleep.. but as i was trying to do homework my eyes couldn't not close.. so went to bed. slept for 4hours and then woke up with a massive headache... =\ still hurts now. 
hmmm.. that was my sunday gone.. now i really have to work! got so much due man!  -4:31pm

Friday

Blogspot was down yesterday == The previous post deleted itself.. sigh- as well as my new layout == 

13th of May 2011 is a Friday.. so uhh it's considered a bad day? huh? Black Friday i hear people say.. i guess it was pretty bad. Was meant to meet up at station at 8am for excursion.. turns out i woke up at 7:45am.. sigh- rushed into my parents room and told them to take me.. aiyah! what a start to the day.. == Then went to do a coffee course =) i can make cappuccinos now, as well as all the other coffees. hehehe. oh how i loved doing coffee art! it's so fun! the love hearts, flowers.. but i couldn't do the leaf. it's so hard! Came home and i smelt of coffee.. Jumper, skirt.. everything =\ but it was nice. Oh something else happened yesterday.. During sunrise, four planets were in the sky; venus, mercury, mars and jupiter! =D omggg! so exciting! I love astronomy! =D Loved it since i was small! I even thought of wanting to work at NASA.. but then, you need to be really really good at maths, physics and stuff which i am not.. =\ so i guess my dream is gone...

Following link is the video clip.. =D

http://media.theage.com.au/news/environment-news/planets-cluster-for-onceinalifetime-viewing-2361028.html

Cannot see Mars in this photo

 Astronomy.. AHHH love love love.. it's so pretty =)

And then my day went from happy to sad.. sigh- 

At like 11pm, dad came into my room and complained about some random messages being sent to his phone and he kept swearing and telling me to delete them.. I really wanted to tell him to stfu cause it was giving me a huge headache. honestly, it is only messages, you can bloody delete them or even ignore them ==. Then when his friend called him, his friend was like "yeahh that person wanted you to know their number" then dads like "oh, i deleted his number already. it was so annoying" my reactions was "sigh-" 

My night got even worse.. i won't tell but yeah. it got even worse. 

Then went to bed at 2am.. Not normal at all.

What a day.. sigh-

-1:26pm

Cold

I swear it feels like minus 10degrees in the morning. Well that probably is me only.. BUT STILL! It's so freaking cold! BUT! HAHAHAHA! after going dinner to CARLINGFORD == yesterday night, my dad told me that from now on he will take me to school.. so WIPEE! hehe. Cause the adults were have a convo about me and how i'm going in school and how i get to school. After, everyone was talking in their little groups and yeah! Dads friend was like 'she's still young, and it's winter, so give her a lift'. i'm not young! To me, young is defined as a person who doesn't know what he or she is doing.. um me? uhh... Anyway, point is that i don't have to walk anymore! But then again, i kinda left Carolyn alone in the mornings. =\ 
Today in Legal was the best lesson so far! =D Ms was out for nearly the whole lesson cause she had to organise something. So our little asian group (Cheryl, Selena, Jono, Hong and Me) were playing around with Hong's new phone. Yeah, all those sneaky shots and videos.. I have two of them...

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Caption: "OMG *Covers self" -Mandie
"HAHAHA" - Chia
=)

I won't show the video, it's too much xD 
Yeahh well, it was pretty much a bludge day. Period 0 was maths, teacher was not there so we joined an extension class, me Kylie and Chia were bludging.. so YEAH! Then in English, Period 1, it was mostly bludge i guess.. Then Legal, Period 2, it was total bludge, i don't think i even wrote a word down. =\ Yeah then it was home time =D 
I didn't go home yett~~ Stayed at school with Carolyn and Chia in the quad to wait for Eunice but then doing Hosp. at the same time. Oh how slow the time went in that one hour == Then me Eunice and Selena went Hursie and then bought lunch. We were meant to sit in the food court to eat, but then Eunice & Selena saw their train's coming in like 5mins.. So they dogged me == That feeling..... HAHA. Then came home. Bludged the entire afternoon, wrote like 10 words and that was it. OMG what a waste of time == 
Far! i should stop procrastinating and actually do some work? == sigh- 
OKAY! Let me start on some work.. nomnomnomnom.... I want desert now! To the fridge! =D  -8:44pm

And finally

Strange.. I can' really blog on my laptop.. Whatever, this is alright I guess... Heheh guess what I'm using le?? Heheh new ipad2 =D woo arrived this morning ahhh!!! So happy..
Mmmmmm I got shouted at whilst trying to stick the screen protector on. At least I got it on in the end... Mmmm another thing new thing Is dads phone.. Samsung uhhh.. Well his phone was meant to be mine but I didn't want it so yeah.. I will get my new phone next year!! Hehehe..
I'm sticking to the iPad.. Ivan can stick to dads phone... Smile*
it's so cold!! Grr I dont want to get sick arh.
Okay that is it.. I need to so engish ==
Ciao! -5:01pm

little things

It's awesome how Tumblr can cheer you up sometimes =D Anyhow... I wish all the mums in the world a Happy Mothers Day, but most of all to my Mother. sigh- Well as i said before, i was going to buy her something. I did.. Just that.. we had an argument yesterday and guess what it was over? 

ALOE VERA ==

Honestly, sigh- Well Ivan was the main thing we were arguing over. Cause Ivan wanted to drink Aloe Vera, i said i wanted some too. So mum knew we were to fight over it. So she said get two cups and pour it out. So i did. I was in the middle of drinking mine when Ivan said 'heyy you got more than me' i was like 'wtf?' I had the same bloody amount as him fml. Then mum was like 'then give him more' BUT IT WAS THE SAME AMOUNT? OMG. Then i just left the kitchen and went into my room. If he liked it so much drink my share then. Honestly. Then at like 3pm they went out and then i went into the kitchen and found my cup sitting there, not touched. sigh- Then what's the point? omg. f* you ivan. 
Then it was like at 6pm when i was doing work, mum just rushed into my room and stood right beside me and said "大小姐， 吃饭了， 要我请你吗?" I was thinking "what's with the attitude?" Then i was like uhhh i'll eat later. Then half an hour later she rushed into my room saying "you really don't want dinner do you?" Then i was like awkwardly closing my laptop then standing opposite her. sigh- then she just rushed into her room and then i think she was sleeping? Whatever. Then i went out. Packed my breakfast, took like half a bowl of rice, food from each dish then went back into my room. Then i heard her come out of her room, move dinner to the living room and watched TV. Honestly i don't get why she's angry with me when i didn't do nothing? Besides not eating dinner.. that's nothing? She never cared about me not having dinner before.. why bother caring now? 
Then yeahh argument went on for the night.. i ignored her and she ignored me. And what made me pissed is that whenever she gets angry with either me or ivan, she'd go to the other person and be so nice to them... Does she think that will make me jealous? Sorry but NO. 
All night i was thinking should i still buy her the gift? 
whatever.. this morning i was late again == alarm went off at 7:50am but i woke up at 8:25am.. == Then cbf with breakfast cause i know i won't eat it in time. So i bought it.
Then i decided to buy her the gift. After, i went home and then i was like, "Here". Mothers like "Whats that?" i'm like "Happy mothers day".. Then i walked away.. THEN AFTER Ivan unwrapped the present and was like "Can i have this?" F*ING HELL. IT'S NOT FOR YOU. DID I EVER SAY IT WAS FOR YOU? OMG. TAKING PEOPLES THINGS WHEN IT IS OBVIOUSLY NOT YOURS.. Then mums like "your sister gave it to me, it's not yours. Not everything is yours. You have two pairs of slippers, go wear your ones." TAKE THAT IVAN! 
Then i thought she would wear it.. but no.. till now she is still wearing her old one. omg.. then what's the point in me buying something?
And whatelse pisses me off is that i thought she would've gotten over that situation by now.. but still she's using that 'attitude' towards me what i talk or she talks to me.. wtf? i'm already over that. gg.
Whatever. I bought it for her. If she doesn't want to wear it then whatever, I gave it to her. 
sigh- i need to rage more.. but not on here =)


oh p.s selena; i bought the pens =D they are good!
-1:47pm

sleepy

last night.. i feel asleep whilst reading a book =\ Well i was in bed and reading, then it got warm and all and then i kinda doozed off. =\ My mum woke me up at 11:40pm and then she's like 'did you brush your teeth yet?' (cause when i was reading it was only 9:30pm).. i'm like 'no' and then i looked at the clock and thought it was 11:40AM! then i was like getting my school uniform and like to mum "i need to change" HAHA i don't know what was with me.. == Then she's like "it's 11:40PM! NIGHT TIME!" Then i was like "oh" == I was half asleep when i went to the bathroom to brush teeth and then placed my uniform on my chair then turned lights off.. HAHA now i think of it, it's pretty stupid of me to think it was morning xD Then for the next 5 hours, i kept waking every hour and checking my phone just to see what time it is.. incase i miss out on my alarms.. MAN what was with me last night? O_O Then woke at 6am, haven't woken up so early in ages.. i normally wake at 6:30am and get everything done in half an hour and then go to carolyns. pretty suprised that i can get everything done =D yeahh. =S
nomnomnom. I LOVE COFFEE! Haven't had coffee in like a month!! yummy. and it's hot, it can warm my icy cold hands!
Oh i broke my own record! i haven't straightened my hair in a month =D =D so happy, it is pretty straight naturally... =D then why did i buy a straightener? == Oh well, it will come to use someday. 
Mothers Day on Sunday! =D i was meant to go to Hursie after school to buy my mothers day gift, but i cbf. So i am buying it on Sunday right after tutor =D mmmm to buy mum a robe or those fluffy slippers? Well i'm thinking of slippers cause hers is starting to break. She did buy one in China, it's just that i took it xD and am wearing it now.. xD hehehehehe.. but on the other hand, a robe is good. She gets cold in the morning and sneezes easily, a robe is also good. I DON'T KNOW! aiyah! Both are useful cause it's winter and pretty cold now.. sigh- i need to decide before Sunday!!!!
Another thing that bothers me is the question : To go social or to not?
Theme is dress up and if i go, what am i going to be dressed up in? O_O Also cause people are saying they do not want to go cause of the theme.. i don't know. OMG == deadlines ==
ohh that is all i have to say now.. better get back to my homework ==      -5:53pm

mei you

五个月以后，没有机会可以再看到他了。 想到时候有一点像哭。hmmm. sigh- best not to think about it lor. 
sigh- i look at my diary and table calender.. the amount of exams coming up == hmmm. seeing my friends study their minds off, it's my turn soon. All science exams are this week.. i see why they are stressed.. hmm. three more weeks till maths and english kill me. =\ oh wells. i better start preparing my notes now.. don't want to leave it till last minute like i did for legal.. did i tell you that my hands killed after writing all those notes? and i only had one morning to study them.. sigh- very smart of me. assignments in between the assessments, oh how i loathe thee (i love Shakespearean language =) it sounds so... mmmm posh xD) 
okay shall start reading catcher in the rye now. only up to chapter 2, what a shame.

suprisingly

IT HAS BEEN QUITE A WHILE SINCE I BLOGGED. yes, been really busy lately. 
Okay daddy! i know you've been waiting forever for this post.. let me start =D
mmm, As you all may know, i have just finished my Legal half yearlies, got my results back and and  *drum roll* I CAME 5TH IN THE CLASS WITH A BAD SCORE OF 70%. Yes 70% is a band 4 and that is just not good enough. But i do like my positioning in the class.. 5th =D Highest in the class was 83%? so thats a difference of 13%.. sigh-. HAHAHAHA Selena and Jono had a difference of one mark/ one percent! and me and Selena rubbed it in Jono's face at reces.. HAHA. Selena 3rd =D So yeahh rankings are Maria, Mark, Selena, Jono, Me, and Cheryl is 6th. Me and Cheryl have a difference of 3% or 4marks.
Japanese results as well.. As i thought, i got pretty bad xD Again, NOT GOOD ENOUGH! sigh- Need to push myself more.. mmmhm. It was because i forgot the freakin ru in katakana! and that lead to me forgetting the re! omg. and that also lead me into leaving gaps when it asks us to write the word!!! OMGGGGGGGGGGGGG! whatever. this only weighs 5%.. i got better in the 10%.. so still a smile on my face =D
TODAY, we had sport. i wanted it to rain actually. Then i can go home and then drama. hmmm. it was fun during sport =D Table tennis as always. Eunice and her comfort zone.. grrr! Her comfort zone is to the right of the table. So whenever someone hits to the right side, she just stands there HAHA. Me and Carolyn tried to stop her habit of standing in her comfort zone and move around. Results... it failed. she loves her comfort zone too much xD
Then walking back home.. Eunice was meant to be picked up by her mum at the bus stop. She forgot and she kept walking with us until we reached Carolyn's street and she's like 'shet, i'm suppose to wait for my mum at the bus stop' HAHA! her reaction was just LOL! i mean, she didn't realise till now? LOLLOL! and she wanted to walk back but then Carolyn's like 'tell her to pick you up from my place'.. HAHA! ohh what a day! 
Then.. i got home. ate something and then slept for 4hours. sigh- i am too tired to do anything. But then i regret sleeping cause i had to rush my english stuff that was due on Tuesday.. yes i know.. 
My room is a mess. Well not my whole room. Just my table. I have paper everywhere of every subject. == I really need to file them away! shall do that in the weekends! 
hmmm. being going to school pretty early for the past three days. thats cause carolyn is early now HAHA! (Y) hehehe *cough cough for hehehehehe. sorry. only few people know the reason.. xD 
umm.. shall go to sleep now. 11:24pm. sorry daddy.. i hope this is considered 'long'!

OH! look at the person on the left? HEHEHEHEH!
LOVE LOVE LOVE. 
wo ai ni alfred hui!

12Apr-21Apr

These are written posts from China. =) Even when i read over them now, i get a bit teary- Days 1-8

DAY 1

DAY 2

DAY 4

DAY 3

DAY 8

<3

Unrecognisable

If i was to go for a walk in Hursie right now, hardly anyone will know it's me. I have my fringe back and hair tied upp.. LOL i look so different! Kinda like the year6 me.. haha. 

You need to put your fringe back once in a while because then your forehead can breathe. That does sound weird but it is true, or else you will end up with oily forehead and a possibility of pimples. =\

mmmhm. Tried to finish tutor homework and maths homework and work on assignments, but i got no where == sigh- Oh i was meant to say something but forgot =\


Whatever.. mmms. OH RIGHT. It was raining today =( Half my window was opened, it was pouring and my window sill was flooded with water. The mini heart attack i had cause my table is opposite the window and electrical things.. luckily i have those blinds =D *fewww

oh daddy

Watch this clip first.. start watching at 3:00 LOL Well, you can watch the whole thing, but my main point is 3:00 plus.

LOL LOL LOL DADDY IN THE BACKGROUND! Being really asian theree ;) OMG Illia HAHA. Your mum. Oh god. i LOLd so hard! 
HAHA! aiyah

back back

OOPS. I should have blogged ages ago but didn't have time! Since i came back, i was doing assignments and studying, no time for blogging or msn. So yeahh. So how's everyone? HI EUNICE, HI CHERYL! LOL! They were complaining i didn't blog xD sorrry, you know me....
ANYHOW! I am going to blog again! HEHE just woke up from a three hour sleep xD yeahh had a legal assessment today and didn't sleep that well last night. I was stressing for half the day cause it was exam was period 2 and it was also half yearlies so yeah. Friends were discussing it after period 3; lunch and when i heard what they put for the extended response which was a big 20marks, i thought i did it wrong and had minutes of sadness LOL. I was like "OMG THAT MEANS I DID IT WRONG?" Then Lik came along and joined our conversation and then his like "don't worry, you did it right". I dunno. I'm worrying now, i but i should be okay i HOPE! Last night when i was laying in bed, i was thinking to myself "if i get a question asking what is precedent, i'm going to use cases to explain" and LOL! it was in the test! I was laughing to myself about that! HAHA! Um next exam is Monday == lovely. Got to get a lot of homework done NOOO. sigh-

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ALFRED, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU <3 =D 23years old, haha, LOVE YOU! =D


I wrote blog entries whilst in China, i really should post them up soon. hehehe. Good to blog again =) 

=D =D 出走 by Alfred Hui <3

HAHA Cheryl, never knew you were THAT into my blog HOHO! keep telling me hurry up <3 HEHE. Ngawww i feel your love <3