I love his smile, I love his laugh, I love his personality but i hate that he loves someone else!

Thursday, March 31

one more

ONE MORE. JUST ONE LAST TEST NEXT THURSDAY AND THEN I AM FREE!  sigh- i stuffed up a lot in my assessment today. >.> Just hope that i get over 70%, which i doubt that will happen because i rushed everything. I did not get a chance to elaborate my thoughts. =( sigh-
right now i am stuck with tutor homework. omg i don't get this crap! =( sigh. HELP ME! functions can go and die. i do not see how functions will be used in my life later on.. == 

sigh sigh sigh sigh sigh sigh sigh sigh i always think tomorrow is Saturday! =(

I NEED TO START BUDGETING AGAIN! save save save

sigh- sigh- sigh- sigh- sigh- sigh- sigh- sigh- sigh- OMG  i want to sleep now!

Sunday, March 27

enough is enough

honestly, if you don't want to buy it, say it to dads face. Don't push everything to me and say it's my fault or whatever. Say it to his face. I want to buy it cause we don't have it, you're saying that the ipad doesn't come with a keyboard, cover and this and that. HONESTLY even a knowledgeable person would know that there is a keyboard installed in the ipad why would you need a keyboard? wtf? and cover? you do realise that you don't have the buy the smart cover? you can just buy a screen protector and a case? stop making excuses okay? far out! i got shouted at for nothing man. far out. innocent much? why do i always get the blame for everything i don't do? wtf? what is this? and honestly you too dad. when you get angry, the words you say are just too harsh. "who the f* said i was buying it for you?", "even if i bought it, it's not yours", "don't use that attitude to me", "who do you think you are" WELL what can i say? let me reply to your questions DAD!. 
1) YOUR THE ONE THAT SAID YOU'RE BUYING IT FOR ME. and what do you say now? 
2) if you said you were to buy it for me, IT'S MINE OF COURSE? wth?
3) i never gave you attitude, you just took it wrongly
4) who do i think i am? i'll ask you that question
HONESTLY. far out. i cannot handle this anymore.. i really want to punch something now. my patience has officially wore off. I have been patient for so long, no matter if it is for ivan, or family. i've had enough of this crap! family treating me like shet. treating ivan like gold? wtf? how come he gets what he wants whenever he wants to as well? and me? honestly. If i was to compare when i was 7, mum and dad never bought me toys! wtf? all they bought me were books, no toys whatsoever. And ivan  is 7? what does he get? his room is full of toys. gosh.
WHY IS IT ALWAYS ME THAT SUFFERS? why is it always me that gets shouted at for no reason? WHY IS IT ALWAYS ME? far out. can't stop crying. ="(
Whatever. I WILL PROVE TO YOU THAT I AM BETTER THAN IVAN IN EVERY WAY! 

speechless

I have been speechless for the last two hours trying to do english assignment; but HAI! == With all these distractions.. Ivan screaming around the house grrr. I tried to put on music so i can block this voice.. but then again i will be listening to music, which also distracts me.. sigh- I WANT TO GO LIBRARY AND WORK MAN.. too many distractions! sigh- HAI HAI HAI HAI! LOL i think i failed my quiz =\ it first few questions were still easy. but then.. the second page to me was just. 'wtf?' yeahh.. I DON'T HAVE TIME TO DO ANYTHING NOW =( omg omg omg.. HOLIDAYS PLEASE COME QUICKLY! *yawns* coffee? yes i already had a cup an hour ago.. not working == i feel like taking a run outside.. but too lazy to; LOL i remembered the last time i ran was during Christmas.. My 10min run which was exhausting xD
HEYHEY! =) *yawn* i cbb sleeping.. Sleeping will only make me not sleep tonight! yes i am very lame atm.. HAI! LIBRARY AFTER EXCURSION TOMORROW =) maths. i really want to know when i am going to use functions in my life.. you can still use area and volume.. but functions? uhhh.. 
4:15pm at the moment. shall get back to english.. sigh- i want to sleep actually. but no. i cannot sleep =( i have deadlines to meet! ="(

LOVE this song.. =) so catchy! ... 吴若希-错过了

Saturday, March 26

excitment

THE IPAD 2 IS FINALLY OUT! OMG OMG WHAT A LONG WAIT! LOL watched TV whilst eating breakfast at 6am yesterday and already there were 100+ people camping outside Apple Store. If i was bothered to, i could have gone to the City after school and at 5pm buy the IPad 2! =D But no, i'm too lazy to. Instead a stayed back after with Chia to ask ms what is happening on Monday maths when we would not be at school. Legal Excursion to Downing Centre =D Omg can't wait! hehehe hearing court cases wooo~~~~ =D Omg can't wait till next week passes, then i will be all FREE. YUSH! But then there is a Jap test after, should be okay gehhhh~ So two weeks of school left? Omg then China =D Not good infact! I want to stay back.. sigh- 
心淡. Love the lyrics and the rhythm. <3
 

Wednesday, March 23

play along?

LOL at the whole day! mmmkay. let me start with sport.
I was playing my singles match and the girl that i versed started her serves like bounce and slam.. which your not meant to, whatever i let her do that. First set she kept starting with slams; fine with me, you're just going to suffer with me slamming back =D as i thought, she couldn't slam back haha. There was once i was returning her serve with a slam and IT WENT IN THE BIN =D haha i'm a genius! awesome aiming! hmmm so i won first set.. second set she won. lalala. but i accidentally hit the ball in her face x) HAHA! not my fault! she slammed serve at me, i hit back; mens rea was not present ;) ;) heheheheheeeeeee. i tried to hid my laugh.. third set she was being cheeky and hitting just across the net and i was thinking "you want to play cheats with me? bring it on", so i was like her, i hit just across the net. That's just me, you start it, i play along. =P sigh- okay okay then we got of the bus at hursie and went to the station. Eunice and I were standing at the station just talking and waiting for her train. I bought a soft serve and eunice bought this bread O_O. Then all of a sudden CLAUDIA COMES UP TO ME AND SHAKES ME. LOL and i dropped my icecream =( omggg it was so embarrassing! and you know what? she just walked away == not cool. NOTE: hold your food properly cause i was just holding it lightly cause i didn't think anyone would scare me.. but..... yeah. so then we stood in the corner with Selena looking at the icecream and seeing who might step or slide on it.. OMG i feel so bad =( at around 2:50pm Selena and Eunice both caught the train whilst i went home. mmmhmm. Then i watched NARNIA! one of my related text. then i got sleepy at like 4pm and i think i slept on the sofa for like half and hour then my mum told me to go to bed, so i slept till 6:30pm xD hehehe omg too much sleep not enough work done! 10pm atm! Shall quickly finish all my homework and go to bed! =)

Monday, March 21

rain

hmmm i got my blinds opened by once; right now it is raining, sprinkling. sigh- 
rain + sad music = bad mood
=(
 aiyah! i'm really scared about english. what if i don't find and analyse my related text in time? oh no! haha. this morning was strange. i walked to carolyn's place and thought it would rain. it didn't. when i was at carolyn's place and walking to school with her, it started pouring == BUT NO WORRIES! i have my awesome umbrella-la! =) 
OH that just reminded me.. LOL at the end of jap today! haha. Me and Kylie were talking about a friend's upcoming party and then i said how he kept asking me if he should do this or that. Then Kylie's like why did he ask you? then i'm like because i am his daughter.. then kylie mistaken me by thinking i said because i am his girl.. yeahh canto is really complicated. You get confused easily (Y) want me to pronounce in canto? this is what i said : because ngor hai kui ge lui..... Kylie thought i said: because ngor hai kui til lui. wtf? LOL similar! but no.. i am not his gf. =) Just daughter. DADDY =) hehehe. that made my day! =) 
hai.. still raining.. But i would stop being sad and be awesome =D hospitality assignment here is come! =)
OMFG SO HOTTT! =D I LIKE I LIKE xD

Friday, March 18

two down, two more to go

YES YES YES YES two tests down, two more to go! =D I failed my business one today. sigh still pissed off at that man! geee i'm never telling anyone anything again. gosh just screwed my own paper up man! just pissed off! hai. sigh- even though i told yous clues YOU BLANKED OUT? Tumblr is not good for your Eunice, " That's what you get for waking up in Vegas"  ==  LOL studying in period 0 for business was funny! haha. that replacement teacher was just LOL! He i was testing Wendy and Eunice and then they had to keep turning around cause i sit behind them and then the teacher would always say turn back around. andand there were times when i asked them questions such as 'is a sole trader a incorporated or unincorporated business', sir would butt in and say 'is Othello a incorporated or unincorporated business?' ahh LOL! his a incorporated business ofcourse! xD   aiyah. oh wells. now all i worry about is hospitality and english! Last two and then i'm done for the terms! =D sigh- WHY DOES LEGAL EXCURSION HAVE TO BE ON THE DAY WE HAVE MATHS? THAT'S A LOT OF CATCHING UP TO DO! nooooooooo i'm going to die man! and it's on functions! The topic i don't get out of all from the start! OMG don't get me started on maths.... already am.. aiyah! I FAILED MY EXAM MAN! OMGOMG SO PISSED! i know i lost a 3mark question, possibily a 4marker too. OMG! I'M SO SCREWED! gchusefdnxcvbu odjknfbgubl ghruk and that is how pissed i am atm! uhhhhh! 
OMG AND I AM SICK TOO == wonderful. Was sick during maths yesterday.. LOL i used two packets of tissue in 2days and then i bought this 'to go' packet of tissue to school today.. LOL i am lame. (Y)

Wednesday, March 16

Getting there

Tomorrow; MATHS TEST =O just want to get this over and done with. Finished studying! Anymore i think i won't handle it anymore =\. Now i have to study business. oh fml. == one after another. At least not as bad as Eunice and stuff, they got Bio and Maths tomorrow.. awww and it's one after another! poor yous. HAI HAI HAI! f(x)=(-x) -f(x)=(-x) =D I finally remembered! and and also y=square root of r^2-x^2 =) Semi circle equation!! =) mmm my aim for tomorrow is above 85%! MUST! 
Funny how i can still find time to blog hmmm.
YESTERDAY NIGHT WAS THE BEST! haha. Last night parents went to this wedding party and i didn't go, so i stayed home! YES! =D I ate something at 5pm and then they had to go. and then at around 8pm i cbb to making anything to eat so i went to the cupboard to grab a muesli bar =D LOL strawberry flavour with yogurt topping (Y) and that was my dinner. =) and the good things is that i revised on everything yesterday! EVERYTHING =D lalalala. But still, i'm not quite confident  =\. 
Should shut computer and revise for business test on FRIDAY =( CIAO!

Monday, March 14

study

TODAY IS MONDAY =) went after school to library and study with two friends at first;; then chia came =) failed attempt to scare us! LOL! So we got there at like 1:30pm then we studied/ homework-ed for around three hours LOL, it was time to goo.. those three hours were filled with awkwardness and a whole lot more! Especially when Chia came, it was just "uhhhh" cause she was so high from her bio excursion. hmmmmp. 
MATHS EXAM IN THREE DAYS! omg so scared! Absolute value and functions! I'M SCARED! =(
far out! last night i couldn't sleep! =( I went to bed at 11:15pm, rolled around the bed till 1am and i still wasn't asleep! geeee. i think then i slept cause i had medicine! STUPID HEADACHE! Then this morning i woke at 6am with a sore/ dry throat, really REALLY deep toned voice (sounded like i was a man) =S The voice just didn't sound like me! So it go better i guess. And throughout the whole day i had a different kind of voice =S and now sigh- with three days to tests. kill me! i don't want to be sick man! starting to get a headache as i am typing atm. 
okay 9pm now. I shall call Chia and have our jap conversations. Chia you are my legal, jap, hosp and maths buddy! I am your PDA =D LOLOL Eunice;; i am a PDA, the walking one okay, same same as a personal reminder! =P I also am a weather reporter xD woooo

Friday, March 11

daddy

DADDY LIK WONG =D LOL LOL LOL i told you not to text me or anything from 2-4pm, i'm sleeping! aiyah! I need to sleep in tomorrow! mmmm stayed back after school (lunch) for the last two days, to watch Othello with Eunice Nancy and Wendy Selena. Watch 30mins each time. Still got few more minutes to go. =) HIII EUNICE THANKS FOR THE LIFT after school! =D it was suddenly raining O_O i have umbrella =D OH NO maths assessment task on Thursday =( Business assessment on friday =( English on the 31st.. ahhh i'm scared about english. I don't want to  drop! =( Exactly one month and one day till i say HELLO CHINA! awww i don't want to leave actually. hmmm. YES I AM HOME ALONE ON TUESDAY NIGHT YES! =D hehehehe that means i can study without Ivan being so noisy =D Can't wait! mmmm. 
A B C D E F G H I J K L M N O P Q R S T U V W X Y Z now i know my abc, next time would you sing with me? xD 
Listening to radio atm; 2day fm; 104.1 =) (Y) i'm hungry! when's mum done with making dinner? =D

Wednesday, March 9

ahh poor jeff, LOL

LOL LOL ROFL ROFL ROFL LMAO LMAO! omg it was the most hilarious lunch i've had since ages! awww poor jeff, being attacked by bryan and ending up with a ripped pair of shorts! ahh LOL. so i was doing my homework in the quad during lunch before sport, and then the guys that were playing cards suddenly started laughing and was shouting jeff's name and all and we girls were curious so we looked. at first i saw jeff holding onto his pants and i thought bryan kicked him there, but then no, we all asked what happened and and someone was like bryan ripped his pants. and then i saw the massive gap.. it was so big i started cracking up really bad! LOL so did selena. and when i cooled down i looked at selena and i started cracking up again! aiyah! wendy too cracked up until her stomach hurts, hi5! ahh then marcela was like 'jeff you want me to sew it back for you?' then they all rushed to the textiles room with a jumper covering jeffs shorts LOL. ahh.. my stomach killed from laughing! i'm sorry, but it really was funny! i will help you bash bryan up next time =D then um it was sports time, we went up to play and then there was a bunch of friends crowding around the textiles room and they were like 'marcela is inside there with jeff sewing his pants'.. then after marcela finished, she came to tt, she told us how big the cut was, it was pretty long i'm telling you. from like the top of the flyer part to near the bottom of the shorts. Thats really long! >.>.. and then marcela was like there were tiny holes around it but i cbb to sew them. 
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH LOLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL omg i can't stop laughing about it.. ahhh. sorry jeff, i feel for you. I will make bryan pay =D

Tuesday, March 8

Ninja =D

LOL  at yesterday morning! Okay, i was meant to wake up at 6am, but it turned out that i woke up at 7am. I thought i heard my alarm =\ well obviously i didn't. Then then i saw it was 7am, i sat up like a ninja and then put on my robe and then went into the kitchen. On the way to the kitchen i was saying to myself "holy shyt holy shyt i'm late..." so i kept repeating myself LOL cause at 7am i normally get ready to walk to Carolyn's but hmmm.. so yeah i finished eating breakfast everything by 7:15. Yeah i was kinda suprised myself because i never knew i could be so fast O_O then i was like "7:15am, by the time i get to Carolyn's it will be 7:25am, blehhh i'm calling dad to take us" xD And this is when super daddy comes in! =D So he took us and we managed to just get to school on time! =D woot woot. Then school. sigh- then went out to dinner with cousins, it was a long wait. We went to the restaurant at 6pm, my cousin said he just was about to leave work at North Sydney and then it takes like an hour SO i was smart enough to bring some homework with me;; tutor. =D haha. I did 3/4 of it already YES! then um. Jason arrived at 7pm. We started having lobster (Y) then we waited for an hour till our next dish came == omg any longer? hehehe. during dinner yesterday we were discussing about the NEW IPAD 2! =D =D And dad was like to me "seeing your phone contract ends this month, what do you want? Iphone 4 or Ipad 2" i was like "I will stick with this phone and get the IPAD 2 =D" hhehehehehe. LOL YES! two more weeks and IPAD 2.. HERE I COME =D lalala *happy *smiles *yay!
Last night when we got home, i set 4 alarms =D one at 5:50am, 6am, 6:05am, 6:10am =D haha for sure that will wake me up and it did! =D mmmm~ so much legal homework =\ Maths test in a week and two days :( I'M SCAREDD! Then. Business test on Friday. :( the good thing is that LEGAL test is moved to NEXT TERMM *dances =D =D hehehehe. I can study in China then =D
Came home at 12:30pm, made myself lunch then had my sleep =D omg so many distractions! == When i was about to fall asleep, the phone rang, when i was sleeping the phone rang and i was half asleep when i was talking (and no Lik, i wasn't like you; SLEEP TALKING xD; i actually knew what i was saying), it was i think Jason Peng asking what english homework is xD. (TIP: never call me when i'm sleeping; which is between the times of 2pm to 4pm). Yes. Then OMG  DADDY HAPPY BIRTHDAY! LOL yes your old now. xD i was too lazy to go and buy a cake for him, so i sent him an sms xD hahaha. 5:42pm at the moment... mm this is a long post. Shall do maths now =(

Sunday, March 6

OMG it wasn't until last night i realise that Alfred changed music companies! D= I was like "WHAT?w?!??@!?@" yeahh. No wonder he has i new hair style.. aww. bleh- still love him =D 
hmmm have you guys watched ^ yet? the clip. Well, it's this theme song by HK asia concert thingo. They're going to invite music groups from the Asia area (Korea, Jap, Malay, Taiwan, HK, China .....) =D And this is the theme song.. hehe has a lot of artists in it. ALFRED is one of them ;) ;) hehehehehe.
.... wait wait wait.. if Alfred changed music companies.. What happens to Super 4? Does it become super 3 now? awww..
I betta start homework. I had a whole days bludging yesterday.. Not good. ahh so many things to do.. COFFEE here i come! But then again i'm sick, I can't drink coffee cause that will make it worse. =( I DON'T WANT TO BE SICK! especially when maths test and english tests are around the corner! go away sore throat and weird voice and and runny nose AND HEADACHE!! GRRRR.. 

Saturday, March 5

Atmosphere

sigh- right now i just want to sit in a corner and start crying. Why do things keep reoccurring in my family? Yeye just had his birthday, it was meant to be a happy event, but within a few days, he ended up in hospital again. I really want to see him right now. I'm so worried about him. ="( ="(
Woke up this morning with painful legs and right hand. Probs from yesterday how i kept bending over to pick up balls =( I still hurts! Whenever i stand up it hurts, whenever i take a step it hurts. fml.
How stupid of me? Few days ago, i wrote down some legal notes whilst listening to some guy talk and then i wrote them in running writing. Today i look back at it and i just go 'wth did i write' ? I seriously can't read my own running writing. == Gonna take me some time to figure out what i wrote. sigh- 
fml. really. 
I think the shirt i bought during the holidays shrunk. =S I accidentally bought a L sized shirt and then each time i washed it, it would get smaller == Cotton On, sigh-   Right now i think it's more of a S than and L. Oh well, i still fit in a S. Hopefully the next time i wash it, it won't shrink again and end up being an XS. hai. hai. sigh- sigh- 
mmmm GEM's New MV; My secret; 我的秘密 <3 First one is the actual MV and the second one is a version played on piano! omg so good ~~~

Friday, March 4

Things that make you go OMG

hehehe table tennis comps today =D a lot of things happened. I got kicked out with Marcela in round 2! == Euncie and Carolyn too. Nancy and Cheryl got kicked out in round 1.. it's okay.. But Dawn and Jacqui made it to the finals and came second! =D It was an exciting match! =D So me and friends met at station at 7am, caught the train, studied on the train, had maccas for breakfast, well actually i made breakfast, i bought it with me but didn't eat it. Carolyn ate it LOL. I said 'leave me some' and haha she ate the whole thing O_O Her face was hilarious! =D =D So i had KitKat and a cup of coffee for breakfast (Y) then.. Jacqui called me and said she was at the sports center already, then i went in first to practice with her.. After that, matches began and so on so forth.... It's the first time i stayed till the end of the games =D FAR OUT! James Ruse! :@ :@ whatever. and then when we were leaving i went Gloria Jeans and bought myself another coffee xD So that's two coffees in a day.. record for me! Then walked to station with Cheryl and Nancy. Saw Jacqui by herself then i decided to sit with her. Yeah. So Cheryl and Nancy joined Kylie Wendy and Marcela. mmhmm. Yeah, sitting with Jacqui on the train, she told me something i didn't see coming. Sorry, my lips are sealed! And then i told her stuff, but don't worry, they were not personal stuff xD Just plain gossip.. Nothing much. She mentioned stuff about certain people that i didn't know before, i was kinda shocked at something she told me... sigh- so much for i trusted you so much, but you didn't in return haii.. <Not referring to Jacqui.  =)  Then came back to hursie then i walked the back way home and then i bumped into Eunice and Carolyn =D LOL they were faster than me LOL They went with the teacher in car. yeahh.. sigh- I'm kinda disappointed in the thing Jacqui told me now.. That 'news' just killed my whole day. Oh wells. Not that i should care about those little things. 4pm. Should start doing homework.! =)

Thursday, March 3

weeeeeee

Love drinking coffees when you want to sleep =D It makes me highhhhhh =D =D hehe. lalalala. Just finished lunch; dumplings. hehe =D Carolyn loves my dumplings hehehe. YES! TableTennis Champs tomorrow =D NO PERIOD 0 1 2 3 =D hehehehehehehehhe. But sad* i still have to get up at 5:50am and get to station by 7am.. lameeee. But oh wells, main point is NO SCHOOL WOOOO! hehehehe. hmmm later have to do legal, maths (omg, absolute value is weird =S and hard at the same time to understand), um english assignment and also business. OMG received another assessment notifications == DAME! Oh and don't forget tutor. fml. == HELP ME! :@:@:@:@ 
nomnomnomnomnomnomnom  i feel like sleeping now, but i can't! =( caffeine shall start to work in half an hour? but i need to stay awake! uhh i give up, i'm going to get a nap! I'm so dame sleepy! =(

Tuesday, March 1

maths kills

 So today is tuesday yeahh? which means I get to leave at 12pm! =D okay then Carolyn went to my place, we sat in the kitchen and we made lunch today. We made dumplings and i made her coffee; ice coffee =) Then we ate and went on fb.. hmmm yeahh a lot of stalking xD then um.. we started to do our hospitality assignment cause mum was home >.> When my laptop was nearly out of battery, we moved to my room to continue, but no we didn't xD we facebooked, cameriod'd and carolyn helped me with tutor homework xD Man i forgot all my basic stuff.! I'm so stupid!
then then yeahh. at around 3pm she had to go.. so byebyes. and then.. i started my school homework. Maths! MATHS! i loathe thee. i have to catch up on 6exercises =\ So i sat in my room and worked my ass off. No distractions, just pure maths. took me three hours and after the last question i yelled 'YES' hehehe. but then my neck killed, my hand killed and my back killed. uhhh.. Oh wells. at least i got that over and done with. Now i am going to move onto Legal. hmmmp. 
一半 =) turns out that i am addicted to the song xD 丁当 shes good (Y) But no, no song can replace alfreds song =D You guys probs got fed up with me talking about alfred. okay. i shall stop.