Happy Birthday!

Ugh- what i tiring day... woke up at 8:30am today to find that a 16year old is starring herself in the mirror =) happy birthday to me =).... birthdays;; i guess you just have to treat it like a normal day of the week, nothing special.. hmm. as i said, i woke at 8:30a,, then i was lying in bed hearing my parents say that they are going out to buy breakfast. Then when they came back; i saw them carrying a cake.. i had a smile on my face =D Breadtop cake.. yaehhs
Then went out to hursie, mum bought me a present <3 thankyouu mummy. ILY! then bought food for tonight.. mmm~ 
haha mum tricked me into believing that my cousins were not coming over tonight xD I asked her last night if they were coming and shes like "who said they were coming?" haha then i was like all sad and speechless... then his morning i was like "what do we have to buy today?" shes like "well if your cousins are coming over then we need more food.." LOL "you said they weren't coming?" i said.. and yeahh haha 
YAY! cousins coming over.. but only one of two are coming =( 
But meh~ at least one of them are coming =D yay yay!

I can finally say that i am 16 YEARS OLD =D

but then again;; i'm getting old >.>

really REALLY

LAST DAY OF BEING A YEAR 10'r!   =D 
a lot of bludging today; in-fact it was a whole day of bludging =D
and YES! goodbye history and geography! =D i won't really miss you~~ and you too science.. haha!
also: byebye kevin tran (have fun at Oatley) =)
hmmm- YES! THANKYOU MARCELA AND SELENA FOR YOUR PRESENT =D i like it ;) ;)
all i got left to do at school now is the be real game, maths test and finally attend graduation! =D =D even tho it's the end of the year; to me it doesn't really feel like the end of the year.. =S
usually i should start studying.. but yesterday i was sitting on my bed looking at my books and then i started to look for split ends in my hair.. haha i found one =S i wonder how i get split ends.. i don't dye, straighten or anything to my hair.. hmmm probs i'm short in nutrients?
 Yesterday nights phone call shocked me. Dad came home, told me to call back to China and talk to grandpa because he came out of hospital.. Then i called; grandma answered the phone and i asked how grandpa was.. and she said his in hospital. i'm like "dad said he came out?" then shes like "he went back in".. that second, i didn't know what to say OR do. then i handed phone to dad and he walked away.. LOL! but still; grandpa- i'm really really REALLY worried about you </3 I hope you get better soon! =) wait for me to come back and see you lahh!

LOL!

LOL at science today!
When me and friends were walking to science blocks; Carolyn asked Cheryl why she didn't tell us she is going back to Singapore.. then I was like; "haha don't worry carolyn, you have me".. Carolyn then said "don't worry, i will plan my own vacation" then when we got seated, i said to carolyn "wait i might be going queensland this holidays" "LOL" went eunice!  meaning that carolyn will not be going anywhere.. ngaww don't worry carolyn; i'm sure me, eunice and cheryl will kindly fit you in our bags xD
ahhh haha; hmmmm rather hot day today! maths test in 6days; birthday in 2days :) 
ALSO LOL at Irani during maths today! 
when he marked the roll, he was like "sniff sniff**" haha.. Irani is so cuteee xD and then he was like "eunice *sniff sniff*, cheryl *sniff sniff*" haha! ~ well irani, today was not your last lesson with us.. TOMORROW IS! BAHAHAHAHA! going to miss all the jokes irani tells in class next year.. :"(

Maybe Not

The truth hurts.
 Whenever i see you before; i would get happy and all that, but today when i saw you, 我的心好痛! i don't know why; but my heart was killing me.
But i didn't care; i acted as if nothing happened, cause i know that that is the only way to keep the pain away! 

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THANKYOU JOANNA DENG FOR WAKING ME UP AT 6:30AM JUST TO DOWNLOAD DRAMA == haha! don't ever do that again! xD
hmmm, wedding party at dalton house was alright! =) congratulations Amy and Jerold =) =)
` today was a bludge day YAY! i was with carolyn for the whole day =) 

I just want the feeling of being 心痛 go away! Cause i don't want this feeling! It is haunting me.. </3 

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8:22am currently; Saturday! =D 
sigh-
yesterday i could have slept during english! so tired yesterday! and our teacher was just blabbing on and on and on... and i was just dozing off and off and off... 
WOOT WOOT! going wedding tomorrow, need to buy makeuppp today and get my dressed fixed today as well.. should have done that ages ago == 
sigh-
maths test? i thought we didn't have it! that's just gay! maths test ... i guess we can treat it like yearlies grading test! NOOO! hmm test is on the 2nd meaning that we (year 10s/11s) have to come to school JUST for the test, and then we'd have to go home after.. gay gay!
^                                 " hao law mei tong lei keng gai larh! =( imy!.. good luck for your test! =) "
uh yes! haha-=)
la la la. sigh- nothing to do! and it's still early (8:30am).. 

Persuasive.

sigh- a disadvantage to watching hk drama is that it influences my parents decision.. i asked them this morning if i can go K for party. They were like "oh you've seen in hk dramas about drugs, people drinking and all that" OH PLEASE MUM AND DAD! its not realistic! sigh- but meh i'm still going. I'm going to persuade them with reasons such as "MUM DAD! i'm old enough to understand safety!" and all that....
HAHA! today was.... um, good =)
watched a movie with the other advanced class P4. We watched Pride and the Prejudice. ABC version or something.. it was an okay movie. I started making jokes about the people in the movie xD i was saying to eunice how in a long shot, horses running look more like two dogs running, how  Mrs Bennetts umbrella was so small it doesn't even look like an umbrealla.. and all those xD and eunice cracked up everytime.. xD 
ahhhh.. NOW I DON'T USE GOOGLE ANYMORE =D i use "Wolfram Alpha" xD better than gooogle! you can search ANYTHING on it! i searched the day i was born, hmm it appears to be a Sunday! =) *helping do free advertisement, they should thank me xD*.. yeahh Irani showed us this website. you can ask it anything including maths, songs, english etc etc etc... =)
Now i won't say "Let's google it!", i'll say "Lets Alpha it!" =D

Rainy

HMMMMMM...
wednesday;; doesn't feel like it to me! towards the end of period 2 today; ms spratt rushed into our science labs and said that sport is cancelled; and so, the whole class went "yay!" and then she's like "repeat periods 1 and 2" then the whole class was saying that we get to leave early and all that.. so after period 2, it was raining; but not really heavily.. still, we went home. I called mum to tell her i'm not coming home so early! and going to the library with Cheryl, but then Cheryl suggested to come to my place.. and i was like to mum on the phone "mum Cheryl is coming over!".. so yeah; we walked home in the rain <3 <3 it was pretty cool ;)
Then when we got to my place, we watched drama such as my hk ones and US drama such as HellCats.! haha Cheryl is up to ep4? whilst i'm up to ep 9 =D
Hmmm.. then ate spaghetti, i'm not bothered to make too much; too tired! yup! 
At around 4:15pm, Cheryl left.. sigh- I WANTED TO HAVE A NAP! but then it was 4:15pm; bit too late to have a nap? Talking of sleeping-> I SLEPT AT 11PM yesterday!! =D so proud of myself xD
Commerce; yes we finished our presentation;; me and Joanna were quizzed on our Mission Statement! few* i learnt my bit! but i nearly screwed up! =S overall we came 4th out of 6 groups! =)

Weird.

Hmmm, since yesterday afternoon, my parents are acting so different to me! Not in a bad way tho. They're acting "nicer" =) yepp dunno why tho.. =S
Got our invitations for the formal;; yeah; they're really pretty! apparently they are hand made by some friends <3 <3 
BAHAHAHA! just then mum came into my room and told me to complete my passport application, haha it was funny when i kept asking her questions just to make her pissed and then laughing about it. But all okays; she laughed back xD hehe then i kept laughing till i couldn't hold my pen properly.. =D 
ahhh~ haven't been this happy since ages larhh! <3 
`                     now i have to think of a signature ==
`            &&   also have to remember our commerce mission statement == ahhh! 
xD

Please

妈妈， 爸爸，please don't don't talk to each other! I fell weird being in the middle of you two! 
爸爸, mum told me today that she saves money up for you, but then you spend it on useless things. You told her if buying a running machine would be good? She told me it's useless..
妈妈, yes i agree with you that buying a running machine is useless and a waste of space. But you don't have to ignore daddy because last night he didn't sleep in your room, instead he slept in ivans room. 
弟弟, please stop telling dad to buy you toys. Not like you play with them anyways. Your the main reason why mum and dad are ignoring each other anyways.

`I just want everyone to be happy;; that's all lor~ 
Hmmmm, have to present my parents with a "proposal" of my birthday party plans. Sigh- dunno why; when i want to tell them something, i don't dare to. But hey! look on the bright side larh!
=) =)

Honestly

Honestly, why do i even bother when i know he won't open up to me? Even IF he was to open to someone, the person surely will not be me.

sigh-
I feel kinda left out from the family as well.. hmmm. 
AHHHHHHH so many things running through my mind! headache :"(! can't everything be like it was before? 
*phone rings* cousins say that they are coming over this afternoon and staying for dinner.. DUDE TELL US EARLIER? gosh- AHHHHH i really want to reformat my  memory atm! gosh! so many things are making me go "AHHHHHHHHH"!

HOT!

ahhhhh its so hot today;; and also for the past week >.>
SATURDAY! sigh- went out at 12 noon today. so dame hot! had to carry an umbrella. yes very asian! went to take passport photos.. GAYYY! then ate mcdonalds. THENNN SHOPPING!! xD xD going to a wedding in exactly one week! =D so went shopping with mum, she wanted a new dress and new shoes. gosh- she already has a dress == why bother. So we went around level 2 of westfield. I saw this clutch IT WAS SO PRETTY! i was like "mum can i get that?" shes like "lets go Myer first".. AHH! speaking of Myer. They sent me a gift voucher.. Myer One Member ;) ;)
Sigh- that's it! im going to buy that clutch on monday after school! :D
hmmm.. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH i honestly can't stand this heat anymore! ==
sigh- why does dad even bother? gosh! ivan already has (number) boxes full of hotwheels cars and he still buys them. dude he only plays with them for like one week and you buy him a new one... waste! not only is it a waste of money, its is a waste of space.. placing the cars in a straight line across the lounge room! it is only a matter of time till i step on one and go "AHHHHHHH" XD

Morning.

Friday.. feels like saturday to me xD NO SCHOOOLLLL :D :D but i have to use this time wisely! need to finish foodtech, catch up on 5+ exercises of maths, discuss about commerce ad :"( AHHHHHHHH! 
hmmm woke at 9am this morning! OMG == couldn't sleep last night ><! A friend told me not to sleep too late. but haha i ended up sleeping at 1:30am! xD and when i got in bed at 1:30am, i had a massive headache :( kept rolling around in bed, bed sheets were all messed up by the time i was asleep. sigh- but i wasn't the last one to sleep, mum was haha! i guess she slept at 2am or so..................
YES! back to the topic, this morning i woke up, went out to see my flowers =) and guess what i saw?? =D =D =D 

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 It's a cactus like plant. The flowers only last a day </3.. the one that has flowers shooting out; it's been my plant for the last 5+ years! haha its the first time i saw ALL 3 flower at once! xD the small one is its friend. It's going to shoot 4 flowers.. they are the fury things. xD AHHH but only lasts one day :(

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This morning i also cleaned my desk! =D haha GOOD BYE SCHOOL CERT! and goodbye to all my year 9 books xD && this is how my table looks like now :D

SOOOO MUCH CLEANERRR! xD kinda not use to it as well.. bit TOOO clean ><  hoot hoot!

Awkward

NO SCHOOOLLLLL :D but it feels weird to not have school =\ 
hmmm i was freaked out last night cause i left my f-tech sheet at school (menu planning) at school >.> and it was due on monday. but then im not going to school for the next 2 days.. so yeah i was freaking out! sigh- so i told dad to take me to school this morning to get my sheet! hmmm it was rather awkward when i walked into the school; cause people were walking everywhere to get to classes.. yup.. 
亲爱的妹妹! 生日快乐! HOPE YOU HAVE A GOOD ONE WITH ******! :D sorry i wasn't at school today larh =\ but you know how much i love you gah! :D hope you like the present :)       xx.家姐

 hmmm getting tired :( starting to get a headache.. i think i shall take a quick napp.! :) its only 2:30pm ==

SC day 3/3

lalala- YES YES!! i officially finished school cert :D :D 
sigh-. this morning went to school; met carolyn; walked to school library and sat down for the computing skills test.. bahaha some questions were pretty challenging lor.
hmmm then we finished our exam when the school was having their sports assembly... then myself and three friends dunno what to do; cause we don't have period 2 .. but then we have finals at school.. but meh- we walked out of school. we can anyways cause we finished our tests. then when we walked pass the bus stop, carolyn said lets walk back. LOL! we sat at the bus stop for like 20 mins or so then it was starting to get stuffy =\ hmmm then sat in the canteen for around 2hours == i was listening to music all this time; whilst cheryl was watching endless love, carolyn was watching with cheryl, eunice was watching charlie st cloud but then gave up cause she can't hear a thing and then played super mario and minesweepers.. hmmm..
then sport time =) FINALs. but then we lost anyways. we lost 10-5.. :( but oh wells. we tried our best! haha i lost badly! my singles in tt was 11-6 and then it was 11-1 BAHAHA! sigh- i was vs.ing my old friend. meh ill bet her down some day! im not a person that gives up easily!!! :D 
hmmm then after our games, me, eunice, carolyn and wendy continued playing our game.. but then we started playing round the world.. meaning we run around the table like mad trying to hit the ball! we played 2 rounds and i won both rounds :D sigh- but i was going red =\ cause yeahh it was stuffy! 
then we started to walk home- yup. and i was red >< then dad called me and asked if i wanted a lift? OFCOURSE I WANTED A LIFT- it was freakin hot!!! i was dead tired from running around during sport anyways.xD .. ahhh
what would i do if daddy didn't have a car? hmmm DAD YOUR A LIFESAVER! xD xD 

SC day 2/3

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH 
omg i just found so many errors in my school cert. History and Geography paper! SHET!
the petrov affair just pisses me off man! the significance of it was the labour party spliting into two separate parties!! omgomg  == so pissed! it was in my history book and i was thinking that it would be in the mc. OMG == BAHAHAHA theres a group on facebook that says "That awkward moment when the petrov affair is an extended response" HAHA! i was seriously like "wtf?" sigh- i guess thats 6marks down the drain.. what else? .. OMG OMG IT WAS LIBERAL NOT LABOUR == sigh- i was guessing liberal but no;; i was smart enough to think it was labour.. FAK! another mark gone >.>.. hmmm, and far out! what was with me? i was thinking that whitlam was the 21st prime minister but then part of me told me to wrote 22nd. FAR OUT! OMG >.> SO PISSEDDDDDDD!  GEOGRAPHY WAS THE BIGGEST FAIL! sigh-- coastal management and all that.. gosh i had no idea what to write.. cause a freakin song was stuck in my head! :@ 
sigh-
and mathssss! ITS A BIG JOKE! but i lost 5+ marks already.. BAHAHA! the pizza question pissed me off! so did the last question. finding the pattern. sigh- AND YES! WHAT A GUESS! after the exam; i asked eunice what the prime numbers for 2010 was.. and the and answer was like 2,3,5.. AND I BURST OUT LAUGHING bahahahahah! CAUSE; I GUESSED THOSE NUMBERS ;) ;) HAHA! bryan was arguing that 1 was a prime number.. BUT NO! its not a prime! .. i don't even know what a prime number is till now- ahhh what a failed maths 1 student xD xD
hmm- 
wednesday tomorrow- COMPUTER SKILLL haha..
ahh screw it! not going to bother. after computer skills i stay at school till sports. so if i finish my test in 1hr and 30 mins or so.. that means i got like 2-3 hours to rest till sport? OMG haha! 

SC day 1/3

ENGLISHHH AND SCIENCEEE TODAY =O
BAHAHAHAHA! i bs-d my way through english! i was just sitting there looking at the question and going "WTF is this?" == sigh- i know imma fail english. but science was actually alright. :D but i know i already lost like 5+ marks =( 
but that's alright i guess; nobody can be perfect ;)
&& they took my liquid paper away from me =( 
hmmm.. maths first and geo x history tomorrow.
hahah- this morning i woke up early :D 7am... so much for me setting four alarms in case i slept over time.. when i was going to school; on the way i saw carolyn and gave her a lift.. then when i went to the hall; eunice was all high for the sc LOL! but in the end she made me high too BAHAH! 
during english- around an hour later people started leaving =S.. but then i stayed till the end. hmm same for science.. people started leaving at 2pm. when it was 15mins to finish there were only like 15-20 people inside the hall.. HAHA! i was sitting at the back and so was eunice;; but we were like few rows apart... hmmm-
yeahh that's bout it :D i should get back and study history and geo.. i suck at geography D: WISH ME LUCKK  ;) :)

This.

One day of studying and this is what the school certificate did to my room:

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Pretty aye? 
sigh-
It looks very much like a battlefield to me. especially my bed >.>
dunno why tho. I don't like to study on my table, instead i like to study on my bed.. hmmm; would i be because my computer distracts me? 
probs so.
  Studying science today and then bit of history tomorrow.. hmmmm yeah-


sigh- last night i kinda slept early =D 11:20pm! HAHA! 10 mins early!.. ~~ woo wooo~
but then i kept coughing through the night =\  stupid coughs woke me up at least five times.. but all good. At least i don't have such a runny nose anymore;; but then the coughs- haii sigh- 

Mandie + cough syrup ≠ 1 (We are not meant for each other =))

Mandie + flu tablets = 1 (YESH! ;)) 

Dunno why i hate cough syrups, probs because of its smell and taste =S even my GP knows i hate syrups. Thats why every time i have a flu, they prescribe me with tablets =D.. CAUSE TABLETS ARE AWESOME ;) ;)

D A M E

ahhhh got pretty crap in my commerce yearlies == 67%.. sigh-

YES! after wednesday next week, i get thursday and friday offffff =D
Wednesday is also finals;.. GOGOGO! 
then after that we apparently have a maths test =\ on Functions and Logs :"( sigh-
and then we got the "Be Real Game" thingo =S 
hmmm..  i thought after sc it'll be all relaxing.. but no- MORE STUDYING! =\ dislike **

still have the cold =\ used one packet of pocket tissues.. sigh- my nose hurts :( , sigh- i am also starting to get the coughs;; bad sign.. cause coughs are deadly.
BUT not as deadly as yawning!

P.S. are you avoiding me? =\ 

Remember

sigh- i am typing all the notes i need to study for. hmmm i can't concentrate ><. Got too much in my mind; school cert, homework, commerce ad, my cold..... sigh- 
If only there was someone here right now to cheer me up; cause i feel really down atm. I tried to change and become awesome instead; but doesn't work, esp. when it's raining outside. </3 

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hmmm today period 1 was history and geo; it was bludge as always. But me and alex tok constructed a picture =)  -------------------------------->

Pretty aye? sigh- well its mean to be a house, but he stuffed it up. 
"home" by Alex Tok; 4th November 2010!

SIGH- i swear i always think its term 3 right now; but no, its term 4. WAKE UP TO REALITY MANDIE! :"(  
Sigh- still have a stupid headache == its * bitter * , my nose is killing me, it feels like im breathing fire :"( 

After Monday & Tuesday of school cert. I think i have computing skills test on Wednesday; hmmm thats alright; after that, then i have finals for table tennis. Then that means i don't go school Thursday or Friday? YES! Then that means DRAMA TIME after that.. OH YEAH! sigh- dad has been giving me lectures about watching drama. He once shouted at me about me watching drama; his like "oh you still watching drama? and we are planning to send you coaching next year, STOP WATCHING YOUR F***n DRAMA!" <<he said that in chinese. Not english; just me interpreting.. I'm being serious here. Dad hardly screams at me; i guess i really should lift my game.

My Secret

My Secret ♥ By GEM.
最近一直很好心情 不知道什麼原因
我現在這一種心情 我想要唱給你聽
看著窗外的小星星 心裡想著我的秘密
算不算愛我不太確定 我只知道我在想你

我們之間的距離 好像忽遠又忽近
你明明不在我身邊 我卻覺得很親    
Ha~ 有一種感覺我想說明
我心裡的秘密 是你給的甜蜜

我們之間的距離好像一點點靠近
是不是你對我也有一種特殊感情
Ha~ 我猶豫要不要告訴你
我心裡的秘密是我好像喜歡了你

That's only part of the song; but it says what i'm feeling atm.. 

sick

SIGH- after sports today i went home and at 4pm slept till 5:30pm. so an hour and half. Then mum came into my room and said to me i look dead =\ then she measured my temperature and a-ha! i have a fever :( well i small one only. This morning i already woke with a sore throat but i didn't care much about it, i thought my throat was dry. so i ate panadol, and continued working on homework == GAY LIFE! now i have a small headache x a dry or sore throat. next weeks sc. i don't want to be sick during it! =) PLEASE...

HAHA today during lunch (before sports), i was eating corn for lunch and so did eunice.. i was eating it all nice and neatly but it took me 30-40 minutes to finish the whole thing == eunice didn't eat it the neat way and in the end up finishing it in like 15minutes.. but in the end her corn was all messy whilst mine was all neat xD hahaha and everyone was like "mandie your corns so neat, haha eunice yours is so messy" LOL! && eunice had an epic fail attempt copying me! she was trying to eat like me; all neat, but it didn't work haha

hmmm towards the end of sport, me and carolyn were vs-ing each other in spinning [TABLE TENNIS].. it was fun haha! forward and backward spins =)

i hope i get better before monday morning! i need to be well and awake for school cert!
I am so tempted to drink my double espresso and eat  my snacks which are sitting next to me :(

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Yes my desk is really messy ==
One side of my desk is just laptop and light. Other end is everything else! =) books, food, printer EVERYTHING!

LEFT

Last night mum came into my room asking me a question; "are all your accidents on the left side of your body?" i stood still for three seconds thinking. and i went; "=O OMG it is".. You  may be asking what accidents? well, its all on the left side of my body; (car accident (left leg), knife accident (left finger), face cut (left side of face) and *** accident (left ***))
YUP i realised all are on my left hand side ==.. None on my right xD

ENGLISH SCHOOL CERTIFICATE TRIAL RESULTS!
HAHA it wasn't as bad as i thought it would have been xD  I got 53% of 90 possible marks! That means i got 47.7/90! haha! multiple choice i got 28/45 (mulitple choice), 0/15 (short answers), 20/30 (writing).... i reckon that is okay-ish. But still! my base mark is 65%! anything under; im not so pleased with.. sigh- all my trial results are under this mark :(

MELBOURNE CUP TODAY!!! =D 
i was saying to dad this morning that i reckon "Maluckyday" or "So You Think" would win! sigh- never knew that "Americain" would win the cup.. but still GOOD JOB =)

& that's why

YUP and that's why i choose not to tell you anything mother!
sigh- after yesterdays accident, i told my mum not to tell my dad what happened to my face =\ well as i said in my previous post, i cut myself in the face :"( and after i told my mum not to tell dad.. but at 1am when i was still awake listening to my ipod, i heard my mum tell my dad == DUDE SERIOUSLY i told you not to tell him== psh- you always say stuff like "oh you can tell me, i won't tell your dad" then what was last night all about?  OMG ==


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FAR OUT ivan! I TOLD YOU NOT TO SEARCH THROUGH MY HARD DRIVE i want my privacy! everything i have on my laptop IS on my hard drive. and you purposely had to go through my hard drive in front of mum == GOSH you looked at all my videos and pictures with MUM! wtf? i told you not to! OMG == far out! now they know everything. GOSH so f***n pissed atm GRRRRR! 

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WOOOT WOOOOT! 26 more days till my birthday ;) the countdown is ON!