AWESOME!

lalala** 
hehe today was awesome! xD 
Joanna held a nye/ new home party today =) mmmhm, went to carolyns at 10am then waited for selena. Then went to Joannas. mmm, her house is so pretty =) We started the party with water ballons and water guns.. WOOO. haha lik wong said that me, eunice and carolyn were the three dumbest girls he saw today.. Cause: Whenever i was splashed with water by lik wong i would run to a corner LOL not my fault! Whenever you aim for me, im standing in a corner == Carolyn: it was because lik wong was standing outside the door and we were standing inside and he was ready with water ballons, and once when carolyn stepped out and asked where lik wong was, he was beside her and she quickly ran back inside LOL! Eunice: It was because eunice was throwing a water ballon from inside the house towards lik wong, but instead of popping, it bounced off and went into the pool LOL! those ballons today were failed ones..
Then around 1pm? we started the BBQ. hehe me and lik wong were the cooks ;) he cooked chicken wings whilst i cooked steak, chicken kebabs and sausages.. yum yum. At that time, hardly anyone ate. 
Then it was down to the backyard for more fun.. WOOO! Then more water fun! but i didn't go in the pool.. didn't wanna get wet =) This time i didn't get attacked by lik cause i had drama&movies and if he threw water ballons at me, im not giving him drama OR movies HOHO! xD WOOOO but then i got thrown at by tok, peng and bryan.. =(  
mmm then we went upstairs to watch carolyn play piano. SO PRO! ;) and also Selena too,.. PROs ;) ;)
mmm then around 4 we all started to go home.. some went city to watch fireworks.. Well i don't wanna go out and be squashed- i'd rather camp in front of my tv.. more room ;) chyeahhs..
then carolyn took me to empress and i walked home.. THANKYOU =D
oh yeahhs.. HAPPY NEW YEARS EVE =) hehe 2011 resolutions? i'll think of them.. 

creepy

看到你， 我的心好痛。不要问我，because i don't know why either..

omg omg had a group convo with eunice, joanna, jp, lik, kyle, leon, and other people last night.. yes a big msn meeting/ convo.. One thing that killed it was that LIK WONG mentioned about my blog. Meaning he was stalking me =S Then Joanna and Eunice followed him.. sigh- lik wong stop scaring me..! especially when you knew exactly what the post i deleted was about. Please don't ever scare me like that, EVER! and i know your gonna read this.. STALKER == yes you too joanna and eunice LOL! but it was an awesome convo.. yes we talked about practically everything..
 LIK WONG i want some of your YIN WOR! hehehe its beauty food =D save some for me for Friday xD WOOOOO pumped xD 
its 1am now... sigh-

Comparing kills.

awww Christmas went by so fast =( haven't spend my last 4 days? like how my family actually planned.. Instead of Jamberoo i went to YumCha, Instead of going shopping with friends i went to DFO.. And on the 28th i have no idea, but i somehow ended up in the Royal National Park O_O yes. And we were at this beach.. I was sitting there for 3 hours, with a less than 30% phone battery.. OMG. And there was no recepetion.. AHHH. Sigh. So i just sat there watching ivan run in the water. Yes with his friends, cause we went with another family. mm yes. Can't believe its the 29th already.. YAY! another two days, then its Joannas new home/ new years house party- thing. YeAHHHH.. wooooo~ kinda pumped =D 
Mum gave me good news and bad news at the same time today. The news was that the family is going back to china in April during the school holidays. The good thing is that i get to go back and buy stuff. The bad thing is that im gonna have assessments and then sigh- i won't be able to do them whilst im in china? OMG == and also that our flight there is at night meaning we arrive there in the morning.. but then we have to get home via metro.. OMG NO! :"( can't uncles come and pick us up? but then we get there at like 5ish in the morning.. OMG i don't want to go via metro and carry bags :"( Then our flight back is in the morning and we arrive back here in the afternoon.. OMG now that i think of it, i don't want to go back. eunice i know your gonna read this.. haha you can have my spot if you want xD seeing you said that you wanna go back again.. haha idm =P 
OMG OMG i think my brain is gonna explode if i think of the positives and compare it with the negatives D: HELP MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE :"(

Decisions =\

M E R R Y  C H R I S T M A S  E V E R Y O N E  <3
I hope everyone gets lots of presents today =)
Stayed till 12am last night just to sent sms's' to friends to wish them a Very Merry Christmas <3 The first sms i got back was surprisingly from my cousin Hugo =D haha his sms was so cute! it was shaped in a christmas tree, aww thanks hugo <3 Then the second one was Tok, then Sam. mmm how nice.. and the rest just replied this morning but still good <3 thanks guys x.
mmmm i'm in for a busy Christmas Holiday. Later tonight i'm going over to cousins house, then tomorrow is Jamberoo with family and another family and the day after is SHOPPING =D OR CITY with friends. omg such a hard decision! Either i got DFO with family and buy clothes OR i got laser tagging with friends in the city,. OMG hard decision i wanna go to both =( Still deciding! ..
Sunny Sunny Sunny =) I just realised that i wasn't here for Christmas last year haha. I was in China somewhere =\ Yeahhs haha. 
AHHHHH such a hard decision! i wish i knew how to choose. =( 

Failed Attempt

sigh-
went out to shopping centre today post a letter to an old friend; shukkie =)
Then saw eunice and carolyn walking haha. Stood there for like 15-20minutes and then i was off and they were off too, but we walked in separate directions.. mmm then i went into the shopping centre to hand in my resume, but before that i went shopping and bought myself clothes. Sigh- Then eunice called me and asked me where i am, i was like; i am outside supre.. so she joined up with me and then went with me to hand in my resume. 
We went to this cafe near the playground, then went to the coffee emporium to hand another. I wanted to hand it into the coffee club, but then they were busy.. sigh-... oh wells at least i handed two out.. tomorrow i'm going to go out and HOPEFULLY hand mine in.. ahh yes, there is also a cafe opposite gloria jeans, i should hand one in there too.. i think it was called maddies cafe or maddies.. something like that =) Then after that, me and eunice walked until around 3:30pm she had to meet up with her mum whilst i went home. 
It was hot in the afternoon, and now its so cold, you can hear the wind blowing... it has sound =O
mmmm, i feel like the beach again. YES! my cheeks are no longer red anymore =) they are in their original colour! O_O
mmmm yeahh.. Kinda bored! This afternoon i have no idea what i made. Well i was hungry, mum was not home so i searched the fridge and i found a lot of stuff. Then i pulled out, lettuce, brocolli, tomato sauce, bacon, sausage, egg and spaghetti.. Yeah and i started cooking.. to be honest. It tasted not so bad, its just that it was a bit dry. I drank water more than i ate.. took me like 15-20mins to cook it with two stoves =) cheeyeahh. But that's considered slow for me.. 
yeahh tomorrow is friday... WOOOO two days till christmas.. 
aww daddy was saying that we should go out to dinner on the 27th.and i asked why, his like "because last month we didn't go out to dinner on your birthday, and the 27th, one month late" i'm just like "O_O didn't we already go out for dinner? LOL" then his like "we did?" well dad actually we didn't go out for my birthday, but with the amount of seafood we had in the last month, i think we can skip this dinner and just make it a normal Christmas dinner with cousins =D

sunburnt =\

LOL yesterday was epic! =D *beach*
Cheryl came to my place at 10am when we were to meet everyone else at 10am == so then we rushed to the station and saw nancy, lik, hong, jp, jeff and tok. Then hopped onto the train. When the train stopped at Oately, eunice hopped on. haha, She had to skip carriages cause i said we were like sitting in the middle, but actually we were kinda near the front xD sorry eunice xD
Then beached at Cronulla =) WOOOOOOO~ 
screw you lik wong! haha! you and jp were targeting us girls =( just cause we were slow in getting in the water.. IT WAS COLD =S hahas. Well yeahh lik's first target to get in the water was eunice =D Then it was Cheryl! haha. =P and i was like "if this was the game show "Survivor" i would have won xD" cause i kept running away from them. Then yeahh lik spotted me not wet and teamed up with jp to push me into the water. ahhhhhh =( Cheryl, Eunice, Nancy and Me were wearing our normal clothes; me and cheryl had spare clothes to change but eunice didn't! awwww. sigh- then me cheryl and eunice decided that our target was lik for the today. Cause he kept pushing eunice into the water haha. And after he pushed eunice he saw me laughing and came up to me.. he was like a meter away from me and knew he was going to push me..and so i decided to sit myself in the water and laughed... that is considered suicide haha! sucked in lik wong! =P
Then Jono and Joanna came. haha! we all agreed that when they came and put their stuff down, we would all push them into the water.. LOL. Too bad we failed our plan.. 
mmmm, chyeahhhh! Then we took a rest, i found one of my flats but couldn't find the other. and then jeff was like "is it this one" and i was full "=O" haha cause one of the guys buried it in sand.. "=OOO" OMG! my flats =(.. i regret not wearing thongs now.. And for revenge, haha i placed sand into one of Jeffs shoes xD and when he saw it, he was like "=O omg who did that" and i was looking away laughing.. Eunice, Cheryl, Lik and jp knew.. but they were nice enough to say it wasn't me =) thanks guys! mmmm then went into the water more.. chyeahhh. jumping waves <3 Eunice kept swallowing water =( awww.. its okay, jp was there to give you a hand.. AWWWWW <3 <3 <3 xD =)  and i sat in the shallow part of the water looking at them.. and then within 5mins, they gave up too.. and saw me sitting and laughed haha! 
and yeahh we went to change then ate mcdonalds. Once again i ordered Happy Meal xD haha the guys were saying im a big kid xD well meh! Happy Meals make you "HAPPY" =) and you alex tok wanted my toy LOL
then we went back to the beach to find joanna jono and lik, then we started heading back to the station to go home.. =)
it was an awesome day tho! then i found out i got sunburnt on my face =( Just on my cheeks.. Haha, saves me from putting blush on then =P 
haha on fb; seems like jono and lik won't  have a good sleep haha they got sunburnt too xD but worser than me.. Just to make them jealous;; i had an awesome sleep (11:15pm-10am) =) 
Next time carolyn must come =) ;; hope your feeling better carolyn =)  <3
WOOOOO vicki coming over this afternoon.. <3 
These holidays are not as boring as i assumed =)

Epic =O

Why is it suddenly so cold? =( I woke up freezing.. 
Sigh- also had a not-so-good sleep last night =( Slept at 1am, then woke up in the middle of the night because of the wind, then woke up again at 7am from drilling noises outside (gosh why do the constructions work people start their work at 7am? ==) Then i tried putting my head under my pillow, at least that blocked a lot of the noise. Then was half asleep the whole time till like 8ish, 9am Ivan was screaming around the house. Honestly ivan, people are still sleeping. OMG == Then i was full screaming telling him in chinese "quiet man!" Then i went to close my door, but still ivan would not stop shouting around the house == Then i somehow slept till 11am. mmm then when i woke up, dad was like "was he disturbing you?" and i was like "yeah! ==" Sigh- then i had to get ready in 10minutes cause we were going out. sigh- what a rushy morning.. Then went into shopping centre to eat KFC and when i was in the line, someone threw pepsi in the air? or something like that. mmm i have a patch of pepsi on my pants sigh-... 
Sigh- have a massive headache atm.. =( 
Dear weather, please be nice to me tomorrow and don't let your friend the "wind" and "clouds" spoil my day =)  Yeahs.. BEACH TOMORROW =) hopefully not in this kind of sunny BUT windy conditions.. =)

ByeBye

it's sunday, but to me it doesn't..
Had a really scary dream lastnight. Yes another nightmare. Well the dream was about me =( and that i didn't have long hair, instead i was bald at the back and had a fringe.. ughhh~~ i will never do that to my hair. And when i woke up, i instantly felt my hair and was like "okay, that was a dream".. FEWWW*  
babababa- have fun russell! =) 
sigh- i was left home alone at lunch and had to cook myself. haha luckily i found left over spaghetti and just made some random tomato sauce.. with broccoli, chicken, onion, tomato, and herbs =D
then had a coffeee with it! haven't had coffee in more than a month =( i cbf to make it.. .yup i'm that lazy! 
mmmmhmmm.
我的离开也是爱. ahhh i can't stop singing that song =) been listening to a lot of canto and mando songs recently, i need to switch to english songs now =)

16/12/2010

A NIGHT THAT WILL BE REMEMBERED

♥

WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO~

last night was AWESOME! =) I want a replay ♥ Special thanks to lik and everyone who helped him organised such an awesome night! mmm where shall i begin? 

Went to Cheryl's place at 4pm, all dressed and ready ♥ Then we somehow killed time and yeah.. Her mum took us to the station (thankyou Cheryl's mum), and yes we had to walk for a minute or two. HAHA! Cheryl took forever to walk in her heels whereas i was like walking fast in heels xD and yeahh at the time everyone was starring at us =\ Anyways; we got onto the train, eunice and carolyn told us which carriage they were on and yeahh we hopped on. When on the train they told us how Carolyn was running bare feet to the station and eunice was just starring at her.. Cause they were kinda rushing to the station.. && that just made me crack up! xD Then my heels started killing me.. and we were at CQ already.. =) Just another 20min walk to the venue =\ UGH more heel killing! Carolyn once again took off her heels and walked ♥ whilst eunice and cheryl took their time.. and eunice was asking me how the hell i can walk and run in heels. haha! so me and carolyn walked first followed by eunice and cheryl SLOWLYYYY walking! walk walk walk~~ then when we were nearly there, me and carolyn sat down to wait for eunice and cheryl to catch up! haha! then yeahh we took some photos. Then continued walking. Saw Jonoh and Derek! ahhh Jono looked so cuteeee ^^ Then yeahh we waited outside the venue and at that time i couldn't stand heels anymore == neither can CEC (carolyn eunice cheryl)... and when we got in, i took my heels off.. Then we had to put them back on when we were on the dance floor.. WOOOO.. My table was awesome ;) i sat next to eunice, eunice sat next to carolyn, carolyn sat next to cheryl, cheryl sat next to jono, jono sat next to jason, jason sat next martin, martin sat next to derek, derek sat next to kenny, kenny sat next to nancy and nancy sat next to me =) (This post is getting long, but let me continueeeeeee)

and yes everyone was pretty! ♥ even the guys ;) When the dance floor was opened., everyone started dancing.. WOOOOO! and we joined too.. And carolyn started jumping up and down with wendy being all high.. ahhhhh =D yup, my feet killed =\ LOL at lik and his gorilla-like dance.. haha! Lik and Nic were kinda being gayy. Yes. and Grant hahas! his was full jumping up and down like a rabbit xD then took more photos.. lalala! mmmm then sat down and ate dessert ♥ chocolate =D at that time i was HIGHHH and really high! Lik kept telling us to dance! == we were too tired! Heels kill, Lik wong, you won't know how hard it is..

haha at everyone who crashed our groups photos.. haha eunice and carolyns camera had no battery left =\ but then eunice lost her camera in the end.. far out! who ever took her camera should give it back! it has no battery anyways == When the night finished, i realised i was half deaf from the music! Then cheryl took me home ♥ they stopped like a block away from my place and i walked a bit and went "omg i can't stand this anymore" so i was being dirty for once and took me heels off and ran home.. hahas! When i walked thru the door mum was like "i see you suffered in your heels".. and yes mum i did. 

I wanted to stay awake but i was too tired. 12:30 i went to bed. Then woke at 10:30 with a massive headache >.> and still have it now.. sigh-

but who cares! it was an awesome night and it came with a price of being half deaf and being killed by heels. 

:"( :"( :"( Joanna; i'm going to miss you so badd! last nights good bye hug was not enough :"( 

and byebye kevin tran! =D

I think i've said mainly everything that happened last night! WOOOO! I need panadol =)

 

Yipeeee

FORMAL FORMAL yeahhs that's what's on my mind ;)
sigh- yesterday night i had a nightmare. The dream was about me living in this place, and this lady is murdered, and her hands were chopped off =\ yess horror =S Then i was something like the detective and yeahh in the end i solved how she was murdered =\ And so i remember during the dream i told myself to wake up haha and yes i woke up. At that time it was 6am. Pretty early. And then decided to go to the toilet, when i walked out of my room, i thought i saw a ghost or something.. But no it was dad. HAHA! i full jumped up and was about the scream. >< yess it's pretty scary seeing i just woke up from a nightmare =S 
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH i still have that image of the murdered lady.. YIKESSS!
BUT! then yeahh i was thinking about McDonalds xD  yeahh and it reminded me about Sunday. I went shopping with Carolyn, and then we were at McDonalds buying lunch. I said that i wanted a Happy Meal LOL! at the time i was little embarrased, cause yeahh a 16year old buying happy meal? LOL! and yes i giggled once i thought about it again hehe.. but it was awesome. Happy Meals make you HAPPYYYYYY =D

ahh i think i have a pimple on the left side of my cheeks.. =\ ewww

I want to pull and all-nighter!! but i don't think mum will let =(

Cuteeee

AWWWWWWWWWWWWWW omg so cute ♥ haha watched Despicable Me last night.. awwws. That little girl is so cuteee ^^ hehe.. Then i watched Phantom today and wasn't at my computer most of the time it was played so i have no idea what it was about, but i do know that there is a part 2 to it. == 
mmm.. FORMAL TOMORROW ♥ can't wait! sigh- i have to walk to Cheryl's at 5pm. According to Google maps, it's a 7minute walk =( my legs are going to kill me! 
Practiced makeup on half of my face today =D for "JUST" my eyes, i took half an hour.. == i guess it's an hour on EYE makeup and then like 5 minutes on the rest.. Your eyes tell the story. ♥ 
It was pretty cool catching up with primary friends over msn today.. and yesterday.
It made me notice how much i've changed in the last 4years.. But i like the 'me' now rather than before =)  I want a reunion! =D
must get enough sleep tonight.. ♥

Honestly.

DESPICABLE ME ♥ hehehehehe finally it finished downloading =D watching it tonight.. WOOOOOOOOOOOOO ♥ Be jealous eunice ;)
sigh- .. i have this feeling something bads going to happen =\ i don't dare to talk to anyone about it tho, because sometimes things are better kept to yourself.. and i am not that kind of person usually.. The type that keeps things to herself? No way! But yeahh, it's different this time.. 
mmhmm.. 
went to wash my teeth todays.. haha! the dentist and the assistance looked soo cutee! their hairstyles don't even suit their age.. xD the lady i assume was in her 40s, but then shes so cute with her blonde curly long hair! haha at first i thought was in her 20s =S.. haha and same to the dentist as well... SO CUTEEE! =D
ITS TUESDAY! but it feels like wednesday to me D=... meaning theres two days till formal.. i'm sorta pumped.. The reason i am not that pumped is the thought of being in heels for 5+hours.. =\ 

Box it.

yippppeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee =D
haha bought a box of 16 drumsticks (icecream)... haha the box was massive! =D but it was cuteeee!
mmmhmmm.....
went shopping yesterday with miss yuu =) too bad miss cai didn't make it.. =( 
balalalal- i heard good news today and bad news the next...
Good news:  My documents are done and are on an aeroplane to SYDNEY! =D yay!
Bad news: (To you know who): it's okay.. i'm sure there other girls out there that will suit you even more.. Keep strong yeahhs? haha we still need you to help our year prepare stuff for next year! (that doesn't quite make sense but i know you get what i mean! =) )... If you want to talk to anyone.. I'm always here =)... P.S. If you read this, it means your a stalker too HAHA! i only knew because i read YOUR blog.. bahaha!

Love is one of the most complicated topics to learn about.. It's okay if we fall down once or twice or even more.. As long as we learn to stand back up; We are good to go! ;)

Finally :)

lalalala~
got my shoes! got my shoes! =D thankyou mummyy iloveyouu =D also got the times for trains to formal =D.. on thursday; Carolyn will be at Eunice's place for her makeup x hair whilst me and Cheryl do our own and then Cheryl comes to my place and we walk to station together =) hmmm gonna be a tough one walking from home to station cause its slope and we are to walk in heels.. D=/  .. haha carolyn your smart; your going to wear flats to there and then change.. but then again you have to bring an extra bag.. hmmm... BUT OH WELLS =D remember to wear your long coat with me ;) ;)
BA BA LA LA HE HE HA HA! <<wtf? xD
well i'm happy ^^ but one thing i feel dumb about is that i bought the wrong sized photo frame D=...
i bought a 7 x 5 when i was meant to buy a 6 x 4.. this is what happens when you're in a rush.. but oh wells.. mum was still happy that i gave the family a "early" Christmas present.. something is always better than nothing! ;)

All together

:"( 
got our school cert results and reports today.. AHHHHHHH im still pissed @ how i didn't get 1st in Food Technology!!!!!! :"( far out! the person who got first didn't even come first in any of the test or the assessments Omg == i came first for all assessments and tests! and in the end i didn't get 1st in ft? OMG == why did i try so hard for then? far out! so pisssssssssssssssssed! 
sigh-
but school cert results were not as bad as i thought ;)
reports were good except for PDHPE xD 
mmms... i made it into 2unit.. fewwww* WOOOT! and alex tok made it into 3unit.. CONGRATS =)  also congrats to eunice;; 3unit.. haha have fun ;)
AHHHHHHHHHHH i think i need icecream to cool me down; still pissed i didn't get 1st :"(..

YES! i am really competitive you see...

After the graduation; eunice cheryl and carolyn crashed at my place =) i made them lunch ;; rice noodles with soup :) That's it! i'm aiming for the 1st in Hospitality next year! and probs 1st in Jap =\  that's IF I CAN! which i doubt i will!

 

mhmm.

MUSIC FTW! xD
bored bored bored and SUPER BORED! 
Received good news last night from my uncle =D sorry can't tell what it is; but felt like saying it =)

sleeping early is good =) slept early last night! 12am! super dooper sleepy last night! woke at 6, then slept back in and slept till 10am xD do i somewhat sound like a pig? O_O"

Technology

mmmm.. cousins new macbook air. =O pretty! 
the left one is his macbook, the right one is my laptop. 
three times thinner than mine =(
jealous~~~
but then again mine has more functions that his! but on the other side; he can just take it anywhere.. its less than a kg.. mines like 2 or 3? dunno. forgot.. Well i can tell you that it's lighter than our school netbooks ;) and our netbooks are like 1kg =S

Bored Bored Bored..
i wonder if our maths results have come out yets? =) i'm anxious.. Carolyn and Eunice went to school to hand in their "AMOW".. wonder if they saw the results. If they did; i should have gotten a text or call ages ago =\ 
I guess we will all have to find out on Thursday when we attend our graduation =)


I have a feeling that my family will not be going anywhere >.> parents are ignoring each other agains =( for i don't know what reason. sigh- 
So holidays will be mostly spent in my room with my computer and books? oh and ofcourse DRAMA and minesweeper ;)

city girls... and guy

five girls and a guy going city.. really awkward! LOL thankyou kyle toff for saying your not coming at last minute; such a dog ==
well yeah. that was pretty much my day. City (walk, eat, k and caps)
lalala~ k was alright. Although darren was lonered.. But no worries NANCY was there to you know;; yeahh. ;)
sigh- i don't get my mum.. honestly! She said that she was to reduce my download usage because of me and ivan? WHAT? and also to limit my time on computer.. well mother; i'm not limiting my time on computer and NO you are not reducing my usage! 
&& just a tip mother; i'm not the one who uses all the usage. IVAN IS THE CULPRIT! he watches tv shows such as thomas the tank engine, lazy town etc etc.. you can watch those tv shows on the freakin tv! == waste of usage.. and YOU say that I AM THE ONE that uses it all.. OMG == 

Chocolate

balalalal- chocolate =D
BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED
OMG SOMEONE TALK TO ME! ugh-! :"( 
being surfing the internet for jobs =( 
BUT TOMORROW IS ANOTHER STORY =)
sigh-
sigh-
=) when i think into the past; i always regret doing or telling somebody something.... 

Lectures

sigh-
why do parents have to lecture us for so longgggggggggggggggggggg?
got lectured by mum all day.. i was like to mum "mum for my formal shoes, i'll pay half and you can pay the other half yea?" then shes like "i was planning to buy you the shoes for your birthday present but then you said you wanted a straighter" and she goes on BLAB BLAB BLAB! ... so annoying..
hmmm- woke up today.. honestly it feels like saturday to me! that's cause i don't need to go to school =D but kinda not use to it already.. nothing to do.. starting to get bored by the minute.. >.>
But i guess i won't be bored on Sunday =D and then after that i'll be bored again till Thursday and so on.. 
For me to get through my holidays without being bored is getting a job! Sent my resume today and is waiting for a reply. I doubt i will get it. UHHHHH! any suggestions anyone? =D

No More

mmhmm.. haven't blogged in a while;; been really busy
YES YES YES YES YES! NO MORE TESTS =D
but sigh- i doubt i will get over 50%.. 50% and over is two unit and 75% and over is three unit. :"( i'm scared ahhhhh...
also finished my "all my own work". haha took me like 4-8hours...! ==
so many things happned in the last week.... happy stuff of course..


mmmhmmm. haven't listened to music OR touched my drama for 5days.. well drama and music: you;re going to become my best friend for the next month =D 
also no more school until next thursday. Well it's not actually school; it's just our graduation.. 


cut my hair ahh.. so i need to grow hair it.. an inch in two weeks? possible? hope so =)
yeahs ;) ;) 

Happy Birthday!

Ugh- what i tiring day... woke up at 8:30am today to find that a 16year old is starring herself in the mirror =) happy birthday to me =).... birthdays;; i guess you just have to treat it like a normal day of the week, nothing special.. hmm. as i said, i woke at 8:30a,, then i was lying in bed hearing my parents say that they are going out to buy breakfast. Then when they came back; i saw them carrying a cake.. i had a smile on my face =D Breadtop cake.. yaehhs
Then went out to hursie, mum bought me a present <3 thankyouu mummy. ILY! then bought food for tonight.. mmm~ 
haha mum tricked me into believing that my cousins were not coming over tonight xD I asked her last night if they were coming and shes like "who said they were coming?" haha then i was like all sad and speechless... then his morning i was like "what do we have to buy today?" shes like "well if your cousins are coming over then we need more food.." LOL "you said they weren't coming?" i said.. and yeahh haha 
YAY! cousins coming over.. but only one of two are coming =( 
But meh~ at least one of them are coming =D yay yay!

I can finally say that i am 16 YEARS OLD =D

but then again;; i'm getting old >.>

really REALLY

LAST DAY OF BEING A YEAR 10'r!   =D 
a lot of bludging today; in-fact it was a whole day of bludging =D
and YES! goodbye history and geography! =D i won't really miss you~~ and you too science.. haha!
also: byebye kevin tran (have fun at Oatley) =)
hmmm- YES! THANKYOU MARCELA AND SELENA FOR YOUR PRESENT =D i like it ;) ;)
all i got left to do at school now is the be real game, maths test and finally attend graduation! =D =D even tho it's the end of the year; to me it doesn't really feel like the end of the year.. =S
usually i should start studying.. but yesterday i was sitting on my bed looking at my books and then i started to look for split ends in my hair.. haha i found one =S i wonder how i get split ends.. i don't dye, straighten or anything to my hair.. hmmm probs i'm short in nutrients?
 Yesterday nights phone call shocked me. Dad came home, told me to call back to China and talk to grandpa because he came out of hospital.. Then i called; grandma answered the phone and i asked how grandpa was.. and she said his in hospital. i'm like "dad said he came out?" then shes like "he went back in".. that second, i didn't know what to say OR do. then i handed phone to dad and he walked away.. LOL! but still; grandpa- i'm really really REALLY worried about you </3 I hope you get better soon! =) wait for me to come back and see you lahh!

LOL!

LOL at science today!
When me and friends were walking to science blocks; Carolyn asked Cheryl why she didn't tell us she is going back to Singapore.. then I was like; "haha don't worry carolyn, you have me".. Carolyn then said "don't worry, i will plan my own vacation" then when we got seated, i said to carolyn "wait i might be going queensland this holidays" "LOL" went eunice!  meaning that carolyn will not be going anywhere.. ngaww don't worry carolyn; i'm sure me, eunice and cheryl will kindly fit you in our bags xD
ahhh haha; hmmmm rather hot day today! maths test in 6days; birthday in 2days :) 
ALSO LOL at Irani during maths today! 
when he marked the roll, he was like "sniff sniff**" haha.. Irani is so cuteee xD and then he was like "eunice *sniff sniff*, cheryl *sniff sniff*" haha! ~ well irani, today was not your last lesson with us.. TOMORROW IS! BAHAHAHAHA! going to miss all the jokes irani tells in class next year.. :"(

Maybe Not

The truth hurts.
 Whenever i see you before; i would get happy and all that, but today when i saw you, 我的心好痛! i don't know why; but my heart was killing me.
But i didn't care; i acted as if nothing happened, cause i know that that is the only way to keep the pain away! 

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THANKYOU JOANNA DENG FOR WAKING ME UP AT 6:30AM JUST TO DOWNLOAD DRAMA == haha! don't ever do that again! xD
hmmm, wedding party at dalton house was alright! =) congratulations Amy and Jerold =) =)
` today was a bludge day YAY! i was with carolyn for the whole day =) 

I just want the feeling of being 心痛 go away! Cause i don't want this feeling! It is haunting me.. </3 

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8:22am currently; Saturday! =D 
sigh-
yesterday i could have slept during english! so tired yesterday! and our teacher was just blabbing on and on and on... and i was just dozing off and off and off... 
WOOT WOOT! going wedding tomorrow, need to buy makeuppp today and get my dressed fixed today as well.. should have done that ages ago == 
sigh-
maths test? i thought we didn't have it! that's just gay! maths test ... i guess we can treat it like yearlies grading test! NOOO! hmm test is on the 2nd meaning that we (year 10s/11s) have to come to school JUST for the test, and then we'd have to go home after.. gay gay!
^                                 " hao law mei tong lei keng gai larh! =( imy!.. good luck for your test! =) "
uh yes! haha-=)
la la la. sigh- nothing to do! and it's still early (8:30am).. 

Persuasive.

sigh- a disadvantage to watching hk drama is that it influences my parents decision.. i asked them this morning if i can go K for party. They were like "oh you've seen in hk dramas about drugs, people drinking and all that" OH PLEASE MUM AND DAD! its not realistic! sigh- but meh i'm still going. I'm going to persuade them with reasons such as "MUM DAD! i'm old enough to understand safety!" and all that....
HAHA! today was.... um, good =)
watched a movie with the other advanced class P4. We watched Pride and the Prejudice. ABC version or something.. it was an okay movie. I started making jokes about the people in the movie xD i was saying to eunice how in a long shot, horses running look more like two dogs running, how  Mrs Bennetts umbrella was so small it doesn't even look like an umbrealla.. and all those xD and eunice cracked up everytime.. xD 
ahhhh.. NOW I DON'T USE GOOGLE ANYMORE =D i use "Wolfram Alpha" xD better than gooogle! you can search ANYTHING on it! i searched the day i was born, hmm it appears to be a Sunday! =) *helping do free advertisement, they should thank me xD*.. yeahh Irani showed us this website. you can ask it anything including maths, songs, english etc etc etc... =)
Now i won't say "Let's google it!", i'll say "Lets Alpha it!" =D

Rainy

HMMMMMM...
wednesday;; doesn't feel like it to me! towards the end of period 2 today; ms spratt rushed into our science labs and said that sport is cancelled; and so, the whole class went "yay!" and then she's like "repeat periods 1 and 2" then the whole class was saying that we get to leave early and all that.. so after period 2, it was raining; but not really heavily.. still, we went home. I called mum to tell her i'm not coming home so early! and going to the library with Cheryl, but then Cheryl suggested to come to my place.. and i was like to mum on the phone "mum Cheryl is coming over!".. so yeah; we walked home in the rain <3 <3 it was pretty cool ;)
Then when we got to my place, we watched drama such as my hk ones and US drama such as HellCats.! haha Cheryl is up to ep4? whilst i'm up to ep 9 =D
Hmmm.. then ate spaghetti, i'm not bothered to make too much; too tired! yup! 
At around 4:15pm, Cheryl left.. sigh- I WANTED TO HAVE A NAP! but then it was 4:15pm; bit too late to have a nap? Talking of sleeping-> I SLEPT AT 11PM yesterday!! =D so proud of myself xD
Commerce; yes we finished our presentation;; me and Joanna were quizzed on our Mission Statement! few* i learnt my bit! but i nearly screwed up! =S overall we came 4th out of 6 groups! =)

Weird.

Hmmm, since yesterday afternoon, my parents are acting so different to me! Not in a bad way tho. They're acting "nicer" =) yepp dunno why tho.. =S
Got our invitations for the formal;; yeah; they're really pretty! apparently they are hand made by some friends <3 <3 
BAHAHAHA! just then mum came into my room and told me to complete my passport application, haha it was funny when i kept asking her questions just to make her pissed and then laughing about it. But all okays; she laughed back xD hehe then i kept laughing till i couldn't hold my pen properly.. =D 
ahhh~ haven't been this happy since ages larhh! <3 
`                     now i have to think of a signature ==
`            &&   also have to remember our commerce mission statement == ahhh! 
xD

Please

妈妈， 爸爸，please don't don't talk to each other! I fell weird being in the middle of you two! 
爸爸, mum told me today that she saves money up for you, but then you spend it on useless things. You told her if buying a running machine would be good? She told me it's useless..
妈妈, yes i agree with you that buying a running machine is useless and a waste of space. But you don't have to ignore daddy because last night he didn't sleep in your room, instead he slept in ivans room. 
弟弟, please stop telling dad to buy you toys. Not like you play with them anyways. Your the main reason why mum and dad are ignoring each other anyways.

`I just want everyone to be happy;; that's all lor~ 
Hmmmm, have to present my parents with a "proposal" of my birthday party plans. Sigh- dunno why; when i want to tell them something, i don't dare to. But hey! look on the bright side larh!
=) =)

Honestly

Honestly, why do i even bother when i know he won't open up to me? Even IF he was to open to someone, the person surely will not be me.

sigh-
I feel kinda left out from the family as well.. hmmm. 
AHHHHHHH so many things running through my mind! headache :"(! can't everything be like it was before? 
*phone rings* cousins say that they are coming over this afternoon and staying for dinner.. DUDE TELL US EARLIER? gosh- AHHHHH i really want to reformat my  memory atm! gosh! so many things are making me go "AHHHHHHHHH"!

HOT!

ahhhhh its so hot today;; and also for the past week >.>
SATURDAY! sigh- went out at 12 noon today. so dame hot! had to carry an umbrella. yes very asian! went to take passport photos.. GAYYY! then ate mcdonalds. THENNN SHOPPING!! xD xD going to a wedding in exactly one week! =D so went shopping with mum, she wanted a new dress and new shoes. gosh- she already has a dress == why bother. So we went around level 2 of westfield. I saw this clutch IT WAS SO PRETTY! i was like "mum can i get that?" shes like "lets go Myer first".. AHH! speaking of Myer. They sent me a gift voucher.. Myer One Member ;) ;)
Sigh- that's it! im going to buy that clutch on monday after school! :D
hmmm.. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH i honestly can't stand this heat anymore! ==
sigh- why does dad even bother? gosh! ivan already has (number) boxes full of hotwheels cars and he still buys them. dude he only plays with them for like one week and you buy him a new one... waste! not only is it a waste of money, its is a waste of space.. placing the cars in a straight line across the lounge room! it is only a matter of time till i step on one and go "AHHHHHHH" XD

Morning.

Friday.. feels like saturday to me xD NO SCHOOOLLLL :D :D but i have to use this time wisely! need to finish foodtech, catch up on 5+ exercises of maths, discuss about commerce ad :"( AHHHHHHHH! 
hmmm woke at 9am this morning! OMG == couldn't sleep last night ><! A friend told me not to sleep too late. but haha i ended up sleeping at 1:30am! xD and when i got in bed at 1:30am, i had a massive headache :( kept rolling around in bed, bed sheets were all messed up by the time i was asleep. sigh- but i wasn't the last one to sleep, mum was haha! i guess she slept at 2am or so..................
YES! back to the topic, this morning i woke up, went out to see my flowers =) and guess what i saw?? =D =D =D 

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 It's a cactus like plant. The flowers only last a day </3.. the one that has flowers shooting out; it's been my plant for the last 5+ years! haha its the first time i saw ALL 3 flower at once! xD the small one is its friend. It's going to shoot 4 flowers.. they are the fury things. xD AHHH but only lasts one day :(

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This morning i also cleaned my desk! =D haha GOOD BYE SCHOOL CERT! and goodbye to all my year 9 books xD && this is how my table looks like now :D

SOOOO MUCH CLEANERRR! xD kinda not use to it as well.. bit TOOO clean ><  hoot hoot!

Awkward

NO SCHOOOLLLLL :D but it feels weird to not have school =\ 
hmmm i was freaked out last night cause i left my f-tech sheet at school (menu planning) at school >.> and it was due on monday. but then im not going to school for the next 2 days.. so yeah i was freaking out! sigh- so i told dad to take me to school this morning to get my sheet! hmmm it was rather awkward when i walked into the school; cause people were walking everywhere to get to classes.. yup.. 
亲爱的妹妹! 生日快乐! HOPE YOU HAVE A GOOD ONE WITH ******! :D sorry i wasn't at school today larh =\ but you know how much i love you gah! :D hope you like the present :)       xx.家姐

 hmmm getting tired :( starting to get a headache.. i think i shall take a quick napp.! :) its only 2:30pm ==

SC day 3/3

lalala- YES YES!! i officially finished school cert :D :D 
sigh-. this morning went to school; met carolyn; walked to school library and sat down for the computing skills test.. bahaha some questions were pretty challenging lor.
hmmm then we finished our exam when the school was having their sports assembly... then myself and three friends dunno what to do; cause we don't have period 2 .. but then we have finals at school.. but meh- we walked out of school. we can anyways cause we finished our tests. then when we walked pass the bus stop, carolyn said lets walk back. LOL! we sat at the bus stop for like 20 mins or so then it was starting to get stuffy =\ hmmm then sat in the canteen for around 2hours == i was listening to music all this time; whilst cheryl was watching endless love, carolyn was watching with cheryl, eunice was watching charlie st cloud but then gave up cause she can't hear a thing and then played super mario and minesweepers.. hmmm..
then sport time =) FINALs. but then we lost anyways. we lost 10-5.. :( but oh wells. we tried our best! haha i lost badly! my singles in tt was 11-6 and then it was 11-1 BAHAHA! sigh- i was vs.ing my old friend. meh ill bet her down some day! im not a person that gives up easily!!! :D 
hmmm then after our games, me, eunice, carolyn and wendy continued playing our game.. but then we started playing round the world.. meaning we run around the table like mad trying to hit the ball! we played 2 rounds and i won both rounds :D sigh- but i was going red =\ cause yeahh it was stuffy! 
then we started to walk home- yup. and i was red >< then dad called me and asked if i wanted a lift? OFCOURSE I WANTED A LIFT- it was freakin hot!!! i was dead tired from running around during sport anyways.xD .. ahhh
what would i do if daddy didn't have a car? hmmm DAD YOUR A LIFESAVER! xD xD 

SC day 2/3

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH 
omg i just found so many errors in my school cert. History and Geography paper! SHET!
the petrov affair just pisses me off man! the significance of it was the labour party spliting into two separate parties!! omgomg  == so pissed! it was in my history book and i was thinking that it would be in the mc. OMG == BAHAHAHA theres a group on facebook that says "That awkward moment when the petrov affair is an extended response" HAHA! i was seriously like "wtf?" sigh- i guess thats 6marks down the drain.. what else? .. OMG OMG IT WAS LIBERAL NOT LABOUR == sigh- i was guessing liberal but no;; i was smart enough to think it was labour.. FAK! another mark gone >.>.. hmmm, and far out! what was with me? i was thinking that whitlam was the 21st prime minister but then part of me told me to wrote 22nd. FAR OUT! OMG >.> SO PISSEDDDDDDD!  GEOGRAPHY WAS THE BIGGEST FAIL! sigh-- coastal management and all that.. gosh i had no idea what to write.. cause a freakin song was stuck in my head! :@ 
sigh-
and mathssss! ITS A BIG JOKE! but i lost 5+ marks already.. BAHAHA! the pizza question pissed me off! so did the last question. finding the pattern. sigh- AND YES! WHAT A GUESS! after the exam; i asked eunice what the prime numbers for 2010 was.. and the and answer was like 2,3,5.. AND I BURST OUT LAUGHING bahahahahah! CAUSE; I GUESSED THOSE NUMBERS ;) ;) HAHA! bryan was arguing that 1 was a prime number.. BUT NO! its not a prime! .. i don't even know what a prime number is till now- ahhh what a failed maths 1 student xD xD
hmm- 
wednesday tomorrow- COMPUTER SKILLL haha..
ahh screw it! not going to bother. after computer skills i stay at school till sports. so if i finish my test in 1hr and 30 mins or so.. that means i got like 2-3 hours to rest till sport? OMG haha! 

SC day 1/3

ENGLISHHH AND SCIENCEEE TODAY =O
BAHAHAHAHA! i bs-d my way through english! i was just sitting there looking at the question and going "WTF is this?" == sigh- i know imma fail english. but science was actually alright. :D but i know i already lost like 5+ marks =( 
but that's alright i guess; nobody can be perfect ;)
&& they took my liquid paper away from me =( 
hmmm.. maths first and geo x history tomorrow.
hahah- this morning i woke up early :D 7am... so much for me setting four alarms in case i slept over time.. when i was going to school; on the way i saw carolyn and gave her a lift.. then when i went to the hall; eunice was all high for the sc LOL! but in the end she made me high too BAHAH! 
during english- around an hour later people started leaving =S.. but then i stayed till the end. hmm same for science.. people started leaving at 2pm. when it was 15mins to finish there were only like 15-20 people inside the hall.. HAHA! i was sitting at the back and so was eunice;; but we were like few rows apart... hmmm-
yeahh that's bout it :D i should get back and study history and geo.. i suck at geography D: WISH ME LUCKK  ;) :)

This.

One day of studying and this is what the school certificate did to my room:

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Pretty aye? 
sigh-
It looks very much like a battlefield to me. especially my bed >.>
dunno why tho. I don't like to study on my table, instead i like to study on my bed.. hmmm; would i be because my computer distracts me? 
probs so.
  Studying science today and then bit of history tomorrow.. hmmmm yeah-


sigh- last night i kinda slept early =D 11:20pm! HAHA! 10 mins early!.. ~~ woo wooo~
but then i kept coughing through the night =\  stupid coughs woke me up at least five times.. but all good. At least i don't have such a runny nose anymore;; but then the coughs- haii sigh- 

Mandie + cough syrup ≠ 1 (We are not meant for each other =))

Mandie + flu tablets = 1 (YESH! ;)) 

Dunno why i hate cough syrups, probs because of its smell and taste =S even my GP knows i hate syrups. Thats why every time i have a flu, they prescribe me with tablets =D.. CAUSE TABLETS ARE AWESOME ;) ;)