Change

YO people! After a lot of thinking, i've decided to switch back to paper and pen. The old fashion way (Y) A lot of things have been happening recently and it made me change the way i view people. For example, before i thought a person was nice and all, but really, they were using me. Yeah. Not targeting anyone with the example, just an example. Yeah. I can't express my anger over the net or else friends will know who it is. Pen and paper keeps it private =)
Been flipping through all the photo albums there are around the house today. It took me down memory lane <3 A lot of things that happened when i was small, well it will never happen again... 四表哥，想你 <3 I always wonder, what would be life like if he didn't leave? Just imagining us; 5 cousins together: 大表哥，二表哥，四表哥，哥哥and me.. The fun we would have. Too bad, the truth hurts. ANYWAYS =) I'm okay.. Yeah a lot of photos. haha me and Hugo at fun parks =D Him with those balloons. I remember once Hugo's mum said "when you were small, Hugo use to hit you with that" haha! Then got to the album where my eldest cousin got married! =) too bad i couldn't go back and attend his wedding! dame! hehe. 

I guess i'll end it here. Ciao guys!  -6:25pm

So much

mmmms. been four days since i last blogged. sigh- it has been a very very stressing week! English exam was yesterday and business assignment was due today as well as maths book. hmmms. recap time!
Tuesday: The most work (i reckon) we've done during English in one lesson than all the lessons added up together with Durian :D hahaha.. slept at 12am >.> 6 hours and 15mins worth of sleep =(
Wednesday: ahhh raining.. people should  start bringing umbrellas, cause all you're going to end up with is being sick =\ Slept at 12am once again.. sigh- panda eyes larh!
Thursday: OMG panic panicc! ENGLISH EXAM! ahhh! sigh- i swear that lesson didn't even go on for 55mins >.> after i wrote my intro and the beginning of my body paragraphs, THERE WAS 33MINS LEFT?! what? omgg... and the question was hard =\ oh wells.. i wrote 4pages whereas Lik daddy wrote 11pages?!?!?! sigh- instant hint that i failed BAD! oh wells. =( Slept at 12:30am because of business report that was due on the following day.. even JP  got it finished by 1:30am ad he started at like 8pm?!?!? okay i just fail >.> 
Friday morning: woke up and looked at myself in the mirror..EWWW DARK CIRCLES ="( Instant sad face! haha.. that's why i kept my head down for most of the time today xD
During business, because Wendy has work placement, i sat with Danny! LOL! He told me something i never realised. Apparently, we use to go to the same tutoring centre back in year 6! LOL! i was like "really? REALLY?" HAHA! we were apparently in the same class as well... he remembered me LOL! i didn't really pay attention to any guys back then! haha. =D 
REPORTS! AHH! overall okayish. sufhduksmfrn.gnvbcfdjkgnbidfjslgnb i need to work harder to achieve 1st in Jap!! Grrr.. currently ranked 3rd! and i really need to improve on my English.. sigh =\ and also business.. crappy positions.
Up late tonight =D probs 2am? who knows? -4:27pm

heheeh

HEHEHEEEEEE =D I haven't had a long sleep in a while.. 10hours! =D Went to bed at 1:30am and woke up at 11am! heheheee.! mmmms. Then went to breaky =\ two slices of bread and then an hour later was lunch. it was awkward. Really awkward. Everyone was at the table but no one was talking =\ I was reading/ revising my Japanese, mother, father and Ivan were just eating. sigh- I couldn't stand anymore of this silence so when i finished my congee i went into my room. =\
yeah. awkward. 
sigh-. hmmm... YAY! cousin coming.. woo, wooo! I have an urge to jump and attack/ hug Hugo when i see him =D hehehe.. it's been like two months since i've seen him =( Jason can just watch haha! No hugs for him! But i can consider attacking him HAHA! but then again, he might UFC me if i attack him haha! 
YAY! with the help of daddy's asianess, i'm nearly done with my business report =D hahahahaha... daddy, if you're reading this, hehe.. i need bit more help for finance.. yeahh? YEAH! deal? DEAL! =) You are the best daddy EVER! hehehe
Last night, webcammed with eunice! haha!
The fun! =D 
I'm in love with a new song =D 

hehehe! Another version of 出走! But in mando! heheheheee.. listening to it right now! =D =D can't stop smiling! *i make myself sound like i have problems! >.>
YA YA YA YA !
=)     -1:21pm

The past

sigh- Was on Facebook just then browsing as always.. Somehow my cousin's (Hugo) ex girlfriend's profile popped up on the side of the page... I'm a person that loves to '8'.. So i took a look. sigh- She hasn't changed a bit. She use to go my school, same with my cousin, they both graduated in 07... Looking at her picture reminds me of 2007. I remember back then, i was the only one who knew he had a girlfriend.. Not until i think 2008 or 2009, he bought her home to show my mother.. hmmm... and then not long after that, Hugo told me they split.. sigh- I want to see my cousins happy again..

- Apple logo drawn by
Wendy Peng -
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TODAY in business.. it was the usual, sitting in class listening to her talk about blah blah and blah.. boring == We were talking about Apple and how they were a successful company.. Then somehow me and Wendy got to the point where we drew the Apple logo.. This is what Wendy drew...
Pretty yeah?? Looks similar though =) the left is my PINKKKK ipod =) sigh- i've been really nice to it lately, it now has a dent in the top left of the player == eww.. sorry ipod.. sorry.... =(
A very productive afternoon. Finished so many things! Tutor homework, business homework, business floor plan, half of maths homework =) 
Gonna stay up late as always tonight... 2am here i come! and maybe even coffeee at 10pm.. i hope i sleep though =\ 
Ahhh.... a assignment and an assessment next week! omgg. i am scared! especially for english! omg. i hope i can bs my way out.. But you can't really bs this time.. omg.. help me!? sigh- one after another.. =(
Well... gonna start another load of homework now... 
p.s Good luck tomorrow Carolyn! heheheee.. For sure you will pass your practical! Good luck! -8:19pm

High

For the past two days, when i smiled or laughed, i meant it. It was not pretending whatsoever. =) They are always there to make me laugh;; yes you guys... i won't mention names, but you guys know who you are. Thankyou. <3. 
ahhh.. what's with me lately? Is it cause i want to forget all the depressing things in life? I laugh so much now.. ?! I laugh at little things as well.. >.> not like me... sigh- but i guess, at least i'm happy, who cares xD

Today after school when walking home with them, we talked about Calvin! =D That guy is so funny! HAHA! ;) ;) But i personally reckon he looks pedo-y >.> 

SCHOOL PHOTOS! =D i look so different man! Library card photo and school photos don't match? O_O I like library card one better =D brighter! the school photos one just makes me look dull and sad.... Came home to show mum the school photos, she opened it and then she was like "wow, so many asians" LOL! Yeah... i calculated.. 39 internationals.. *nods head.

Been back to looking at daily horoscopes =) I must say, they are quite real.. that's the scary bit. 

Dates:	23rd November - 21st December
Symbol:	The Archer
Sign:	Fire Sign	'

 

Sagittarius is a fire sign, associated with many positive traits. People born under the zodiac sign of Sagittarius are very frank and innocent, almost like a child. They are optimistic to the core and very fun-loving. Sagittarians will try their best to compliment you, but are usually at a loss of words. They try to cheer you up, but often end up saying the wrong things. As a result, Sagittarians are often misunderstood. However, they don’t do this deliberately and are often considered insensitive for this. In fact, they have earnest and sincere feelings for you. Sagittarians like to keep themselves busy instead of sitting idle. They love attention and are quite religious and detest confinement and monotony in life.

 

Sagittarius Zodiac Sign

• Being fundamentally adventurous, this people born under this sun sign are willing to take any kind of risk in love.
• Sagittarians are very trustworthy. Never doubt them. It will be like hitting them where it hurts the most. They have the reputation of being honest and loyal.
• Even when in a relationship, they need to have their own freedom.
• They simply love compliments.
• Sagittarians find it hard to commit themselves to anyone. But once they do, they stay loyal to their partner.
• Women born under this sign are fine housekeepers, excellent wives, and usually judicious mothers.
• Men born under this sign make doting and protective fathers. They are very caring for their children and love to give them freedom as well.

Scary.... ^most of that is true.. COMPLIMENTS =D .... sigh- i am a fine housekeeper? i am ridiculously lazy.. so how does that work? O_O I clean my room ever two weeks.. that's not being a 'fine housekeeper'.... 
Well YEAH.. that's me. a sagittarian! =)   -9:59pm

frosty

Right now i am shivering man! It is so cold == eight degrees? Omg..! Well well yerrr. It feels like Monday today, cause yesterday was comps and didn't go to school..mmmms. Yesterday night was so fun :D hehe Jason came over.. We waited till like 7:30pm and then called him to ask if he was still coming? His like yeahh... At 8:30pm he arrived. Omg haven't seen him for like a month and he looks so different ahh!!! Did he like loose weight?! I swear he use to look so fat xD.. Now he looks alright.. Wearing a pink shirt and a suit =D sigh- screw Hugo man! Rejected me!! I don't like you! =( choose work over family? What is this?! Hhahahahaaa.

Yerrrr then Jason started playing 'Words with friends' heheheeee.. Our game was mmmm more of teasing each other over sending messages rather than making words.. Well yeah it was fun =) at the moment his winning by 20points? Heheee i will catch up, you watch me!

Mr Durian heheee =D another conference lesson! We... well at least myself, learn so much! Nozica is good. She walks in and the whole class is quiet.. She walks out, we start talking and ignoring Durian =D OH hehehehe thank you daddy for the exam tips and helping us structure our essay! =D The gum was nice yerr? Gee you had no reaction, me and Eunice were like "Omg it's so strong blahblah..,.".. you were just chewing away.. cheeyeahh- not funny geh! -6:24pm

To you: 今日和你讲话的时候，你好像不想跟我讲话。。 跟我说发生什么事啦。我不可以read你的mind的。to be honest, 你是让我不开心的人。。。不知道你会不会看到this post，但是你看完之后，你可以想一想我们到底是什么关系? and just to clear things up.. i'm not angry or pissed at you or anything that you may think of.. just letting you know =)

upsidedown

Was packing bag for tomorrow's Table Tennis Competitions and then went up to the place where i usually placed my racket, but it wasn't there! Had a mini heart attack and was running around the whole house to find it! Still couldn't find it. Not in my room, not in Ivan's, not in that umbrella stand thing, not anywhere! Was freaking out real bad! No racket for me is no luck! it is considered my lucky racket xD yeahh.. then i went to ask my mum if she saw it anywhere and shes like "did you leave it at the venue last time?" and i was like "no, i remember bringing it home" then shes like "you never know" then i walked away.. then i sat on my chair and started thinking.. I was starting to  agree with mum's view =\ Then went up to the place where i place all my bags and then took it all out, and HELLO! there it was! between all these bags =\ sigh- i wonder when i placed it there... bought the racket a few years ago, it's been my companion for the last few competitions =) It should be my companion for my last one too.. (i think it is my last one =\) sigh-
hmmm... I have finished most of my homework =D been playing Words with Friends for the last few nights! =D Started heaps of games with people, but never actually managed to win =\ I was two letters off from winning~~ GRRRR! anyway.. feel free to start a game with me! =) my name is " GoldenStich " =) HEY i see a new notifications.. well blog laters! hehehe can't wait for tomorrow! TABLE TENNIS HERE I COME!! =) -7:59pm


 

At it again

mmms. Friday; FINALLY! 12:33am at the moment. sigh- still got heaps to do before i let myself go to bed. Maths, english, business. sigh- i think i'll go to be at 2 to 3am tonight. Or shall i say morning? >.> LAME. i am so bored. i have been procrastinating for the last 2hours.. i could have done some quality work! Grrr. Music is now my biggest distraction. =\ 

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 yerrr. Kinda starting to listen to korean music now. the first song on my list is good =D rhythm is really nice. Then of course the rest of my playlist is mostly asian songs.. english songs are kinda at the bottom =\
mmmhm. 
yeah. 
Weather was good today. Just had to say that.
OKAY. Now it is 12:46am. Shall get back to homework and assignments. sigh- so far i have only completed my tutor homework and legal hmwork. sigh- sigh- and sigh- 
Getting sleepy by the second, ugh cbb to make coffee. anyhow HOMEWORK TIME AT 12:47am. My buddies on Words With Friends arn't responding back >.> I feel lonered, ngawww bring on the words! =D 

Blue

No pain, No gain. Over the past few days a lot has happened. Happy things that is.. But underneath all this happiness is pain. I can smile all i want, but is that really what i am feeling? Happy? When i smile, i can convince people that i am happy, but i can confess that this is not happiness i am going through, it's the direct opposite. I'm starting to doubt if you even care about me anymore. I've also been thinking a side.. A lot of bad possibilities, but on top of all that, i hide it with a smile of course. sigh- Every time you're on msn, i am tempted to talk to you, but i don't dare to. You know why? Cause i am afraid of your response. sigh- My minds confused now, i don't know how to walk the next step. 

MONDAY- maths exam! OMG I FAILED BAD! AND I MEAN IT THIS TIME.. *i always say that* =( results are said to come out at the start of next week. OMG for once i don't want my exam paper back. That's how bad i did them.. far out.. I'm so pissed man. How can my calculator show that 180-172-5=5? IT EQUALS TO 3!?@?!@?!? omg.. lost all marks on that question.. that's like what? 6marks? OMG... how stupid of me? omg! okay shall stop. omg. i am so pissed! grrr.

This morning, i swear, my 5th alarm did not ring! I was half awake for the past 4 alarms and then i was like "yeah yeah i will wake on the next one" but then i didn't... i slept all the way till 7:15am. == Then i jumped up like a ninja as always and then ran around the house. Told my mother to wake up and yeahh.. Surprisingly i still can get everything done in 10mins =D Munched my breakfast down in 5mins =( ahh it was just a massive race to finish everything before 7:30am. I know i can't be late today for period 0 cause it's maths, and if you are late, well say hello to period 4.. HAHA i can be a bit late for everything else but not MATHS! Well i got to school on time (just before the bell) YESS! But i couldn't find Kylie or Cheryl anywhere. sigh- they came at 8:51am? And they had to stay back for period 4.. ngawww i feel sorry for them. Kylie was late cause of the time on her phone, Cheryl was late cause of her dad.. sigh-
heheheheheh today in English was another freak show performed by Mr Replacement Teacher. =D hehehe. Then when the bell rang for lunch, it started pouring?!?!?!?!?! and then i had an umbrella out, but cbb to open it, so i was walking all the way from D8 back to the main building. Rain. Sometime i just want to stand in it and let it wash away the pain that people cause. But then again that will result in getting cold. so nahh.. Yer.. then stayed back for lunch then went homeee.

Pretty, i have another 4 assessments till i am free.. Oh it's week 6 so uhh 4 or 5 or 6 weeks of school left? =D But then again, there is plenty of homework so .. not so happy. -5:30pm