It's been a while

Yes it has been quite a while since i went tutoring. Last time was in year 4?5?6? It was for selective schools test, that's all i remember. hmm so went tutoring today. And what happened? Well, I went up, saw Kevin Tran [ LOL they have maths test tomorrow! ] and this other guy; Henry yeahs. He was my tutoring buddy, two on one tutoring today.. it was meant to be one on one for me, but oh wells, same thing. AND HEY! My tutor is Ivan's brother.! LOL! So yeahh sat there for the next two hours revising on algebra, indicies, all that. Then it was time to go! =D WOOO! Next lesson is Sunday 3:30-5:30pm. Better than what was meant to be a Thursday @ 2:00pm! If it was 2pm then i would have to rush home then rush out again.. aiyah! Much better now! =D happy happy.. 
hmmm.. i shall do english now, oh wait. I hear dinner calling =) CIAO!

11hours

YIPEEEE! HEHEHEHE I DON'T KNOW WHY I'M WRITING IN CAPS BUT LET ME CONTINUE. YIPEEE I SLEPT FOR 11HOURS LAST NIGHT! =D KEKEKE. THE LONGEST I'VE SLEPT SINCE THE START OF SCHOOL. OH IT FELT GOOOD ;) LOL. Okay i think i'll stop with the caps. as i was saying, i had 11hours sleeps =D From 10:30pm till 9:30am! Gotta love that! When i went to switch my lights off yesterday, dad came in and was like "sleeping so early?" i'm just like "It's Friday and i'm uber tired!" I think after two or so minutes, i feel asleep =D I had a dream, but i don't remember this one =\ Yes then i woke up, ate breakfast, watched Wizard of the Waverly Place (Y) Love that show for some abnormal reason. Then went to bathroom, washed my face and all then started to do my English homework. Yes I am that keen to do them.. == Then i got them done and i was home alone =D This means FREE TIME =D hehehe. So i uh watched a movie; Little Fockers! =D and then i sat and daydreamed. Now i'm meant to be doing Legal homework, but i'm daydreaming.. aiyah!  Right now it's 5:11pm.. hmmm I want to fall asleep but i can't!! Okay i think i shall go an make myself a cup of coffee =D =D

I dislike english

I haven't been blogging since Monday, yeah I'm that busy. == LALALALA! wait was was i meant to say? O_O Let me think. Hmmm.. Oh Yes! I hate English! Let me rephrase that, I hate English homework. Yep. I hate English homework! Honestly, i don't like the amount of work I'm getting JUST for English. I don't have as much maths homework as i have for English anymore. But still! I'm not use to so much English homework! 15questions and each question, you have to answer in detail. OMG. The last question just pisses me off "Using the ideas you have discussed in these responses, including the poetic techniques, compose the following mini essay. Write about 200words" OMG  == I want to diee. 15questions are due on Tuesday and i have no time to do them! sigh- The assessment is also pissing me off! This sucks! LOL U Turn the Wheel today.. Total bludge! But some lessons were funny, one was scary because we see all these ads where people get crashed by a car and all i do is bite my lip. =\ It really is scary! Well maybe to me only. i dunno. 爷爷! HAPPY LATE BIRTHDAY! hehehe <3 LOVE YOU! WOOOOOO get to see yeye in less than two months =D =D=D=D=D=D=D=D=D=D=D 
hmmm also, Lik Wong was in the papers yesterday. The St George Leader (Y) LOL i was going through the paper to find legal related articles and then i saw the SRC and the school canteen. Lik, aiming to be on front cover is yeahh hard. But when Multicultural day comes and you take photos, remember to call me! Looks good on my resume ;) ;) HAHA. uhhh whatelse le? I think i'm sick =\ I keep sniff and sneezing. awww. I don't want to be sick! 
OH YES that was what i was meant to talk about.. MY SCHEDULE! HAHAHA! It's been exactly one week since i organised the schedule, and guess what? it failed me, well i failed it. xD I KNEW IT! psh. When i get home, i watch tv, but then i don't revise on my work, i do homework, but then i end up going on computer, i eat dinner, i don't study =\, i shower at the same time, i don't do assignments when I'm meant to, instead i do my homework and then i sleep. xD I can never keep up with schedules. i dunno why. aiyah! Oh wells, I'll see what happens now. Now it's 4:50pm. According to my schedule i should be homeworking, and where am i? I'm on my computer! FAIL! okays i shall go and do homework now! I don't want to not keep up! =)

Someone I'm Not

Sigh- Why do i always act like a different person in front of my parents? Honestly. Just like today afternoon. I came home and then their like "Amy gave you a handbag" Then i went over to look at it. To be honest with myself, i didn't like it, but i dunno why, i said "okays i'll have it" and where did it go the minute i walked into my room? A draw that contains things i don't like. hmmm weird. Plus what's with them saying about me? When i am all silent in front of them their like "Can't you talk?" When i'm all noisy and argue with Ivan they're like "No one will say your quiet if you shut up" OMG. If i do this, it doesn't please you, if i do that, it doesn't please you either. Then HTF do i please you?!?! omg. how complicated. ==
sigh- i had my little nap after school today =D it was a good nap, but when i woke up i have this massive headache! still have it now too, sad. So does that represent anything? is it good? is it bad?? =(
hmmm.... I'M SO CONFUSED WITH JAPANESE NOW! I NEED HELPPP! =(
oh wells. sigh- sigh- 
MATHS OMG ENGLISH OMG HOSPITALITY OMG JAPANESE OMG honestly... OMGGG!

Sleep Talking

The more i think about it, the more scary i think it is. So i asked you on the phone if you can do this maths question for me, then i think i heard you writing it down, then you tell me that i should do some other work first and so i hung up. And then the next day you tell me you were sleep talking? O_O then what was with writing the question down. I SWEAR you sounded like you were awake! if you were in bed, then how the hell do you write the question down? O_O do you sleep walk as well? xD hehe. But it's kind of funny at the same time. haha! 
lalala. thankyou Cheryl for lunch on Friday <3 Loved it! hehe. Oh yes, so much for "I will not wake up before 9am" or something in the last post, i freaking woke up at 7:30am == i couldn't go back to sleep! ahhhh! so i sat there on my bed and on computer. bored. watched some drama to kill time. i seriously couldn't sleep! :"( Then at 10:30am? Carolyn came over, then followed by Cheryl at around 11pm, then Eunice at around 11:30pm. hmm. We ate chocolate, watched something, listened to music, i had to hang the clothes == , uhh that was about it. Then we went out to Meridian. Cheryl shouted us food. =) Because it was her 'be.lated party'. Eunice Carolyn and myself ate Pho. Cheryl ate this seafood chao mian. Carolyn and I went to get our sauces and yeahh it was a big difference cause carolyn had XO sauce and soysauce+chilli, well me? I had just soysauce and fish sauce. yaehh. chilli is not really my thing. I can accept some chilli, but carolyns level of chilli.. it will take some time. xD Then we all ate. && suprisingly I FINISHED FIRST xD xD hehehe. cause i'm usually the last one out of us to finish lunch at school. haha. Suprising aye? ;) ;) Then we gossiped. Good times <3 and also we played a games called would you rather be with (name) or (name) Yeahh. We played about 4rounds of that and then the game died. =\ But it's still fun cause we see what tastes each others have. (Y) HOHO. Then Cheryl had to go =( and then Carolyn Eunice and myself went shopping. We went to a few stores and haha, i was carolyn's model. I was the one that tried on the clothes she wanted to buy cause i'm abouts to same size as her. And she didn't want to change cause Cheryl plated her hair =) 
So i was the model and yeahh. yeahhs. So three of us all bought something. Then.. I had to go home and they kept shopping. =)
sigh- legal and english are pissing me off! i dunno how to do english! full marks? me? never. sigh- 
it's not that i'm pissed, but if you don't want me to go to that tutoring centre then just say it in my face. I don't like the fact that you saying it so loud in the kitchen just to let me hear it in my room. gosh. and you too mum. exaggerating so much that dad says stuff like "if its HSC student then whats the point in tutoring ?. she can go die, just because her friends go there" HONESTLY WTF? i was really REALLY angry at that time when you said that. I'M GOING PRIVATE TUTORING MUM AND DAD! HOW IS THAT 'BECAUSE HER FRIENDS GO THERE'? what? omg. geeze. cbb to go out and argue with you. I just sat in my room, earphones in ears and listened to music. loud. just to release my stresss. whatever. not like you guys ever agree with me to begin with. You want me to go to Thinking and action coaching centre JUST because your friends daughter goes there and a family friend goes there too. whats the difference in saying that i want to go EIM because of my friends? OMG. 

afternoons.

I NEED MORE SLEEP! sigh- yesterday night i couldn't sleep man! i had coffee at 6pm. DAME! So it wasn't until after 12pm i slept. Slept for like 5hours and 45mins. == Not enough sleep man! So came home after school, ate lunch, and started to do homework. bleh- Then at around 3pm when i looked at words, my eyes were out of focus =\ In other words, i needed to sleep. So okay, i slept and forgot to close my door, and this is when Ivan came back. He was screaming and yelling and all that crap. Parents knew i was asleep and they didn't tell him to stfu. That's so nice of them,  omg. So throughout the 2hours that i was meant to be sleeping, i heard him scream and all that. omg. now i have a massive headache! Thanks a lot Ivan! far out! 
If i don't sleep past 9am tomorrow, i'm not waking up! I haven't had a good nights sleep since the beginning of school!
OMG YES YES YES YES! WOOOOOOO >> Alfred in “你们 我们 他们" AHHH hehehe i just want to scream! His so cuteeeeeee! heheheee.!

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hehehehe. <3 i watched it whilst eating breakfast this morning =) 

IT WAS SO GOOOD =D hehe the 8th episode of 你们 我们 他们 <3 Gonna re-watch it later on! =D =D =D =D =D =D =D

Schedules

Went to legal today and didn't do anywork in legal, instead, our whole class was planning our 'daily schedules' so that it will help us plan out what we do at what times and our breaks. This is mine: 

 Colourful? ;) 
mhm. So according to the 'schedule' i only have Fridays&Saturdays from 11pm and on free and the whole of Sunday =D 
This is a crappy life! BOOK BOOKS BOOKS AND MORE BOOKS! =( 
Homework takes 2 and a half hours. CRAP! 
I'm going to see if this 'schedule' works for me, cause i've set up schedules for myself before, and yeahh they all fail. They just do. 
mmm, right now it's 4:40pm, i should be doing homework. Well that will have to wait for another 10minutes =D 


LOL LOL LOL! Carolyn crashed at my place after school today! YEAHs! I made her lunch! =) Noodles with brocolli, bacon and button mushrooms. xD There was nothing in the fridge == It was nice though! xD i took some off her. She ate a lot i'm telling you, compared to me, she eats a lot. (Y) She LOVED IT! =D oh that feeling where you make food for people and they eat it non stop and saying how nice it is! I love that feeling. Gives me that happiness that no one can explain. Come to think of it, Carolyn is the only friend out of all my friends who have cooked for me. mmm, she made me this shallot pancake (Y) those asian ones. awww even though it's that simple to fry it, theres a love in it. heheehehehehe. Well what did i eat? i ate a cake, bread and ate some of her noodles. Sounds a lot? hmmm....
OMG OMG OMG OMG AFLREDDD IS SINGING AN ENGLISH SONG! =O =O =O HEHEHEHEHEHEHE with Sheldon (Y) . OMG his english sounds so pro! ahhhhh i can't stop listening to it! =D =D =D hehehehehe. 

 

I love his actions when he sang "and now i realise that i'm just too SHY" omg his actions! AHHH! and also the other "what's inside of me, what you cannot see, and i always wonder if that's all there is" and and one more =D "The better half of me", he says it so... i don't know how to explain. It's just GOOD! (Y) (Y) heheheh aww Alfred you should sing more english songs ahh. I LIKE I LIKEEEEE. =D hehehe. now my school netbook background is Alfred and my home one too. hehe. My mum already knows that i'm a massive Alfred fan, it's just my dad. I can just imagine him coming in my room, and then seeing i have Alfred's picture he'd be like "IS THAT YOUR BOYFRIEND?" mann dad these days. He should really let go of me, just like what mum has been doing. =)

HEHEHEHEHEHEH this is a rather long post. Guess i have to homework now.. awww byeessss ALFREDDD =D hehe

 

Phone rings

It is currently 6pm. Got home at 2pm. Tired. Couldn't be bothered with lunch, so i ate TIM TAMS =D Chocolate (Y) Energy food. weeeeeeeeee.  Then after eating, i was just sitting there and then was really sleepy, so i went to bed for a nap. At 3pm i went to bed, set my alarm to 4pm so i can wake up to do homework. And so i feel asleep. At like 3:30pm my phone rings, but it was not my alarm, it was a call from Nancy. She was outside my house == And i was in my PJs. uhhh. Then i went outside wondering why she came when she was to come tomorrow for our english story book. Oh wells. She came in, we spent 2hours on it then she had to go. I did 2pages of drawings. =D I love drawing flowers; the ones little kids draw! =D 
I'm kinda sleepy now too. I didn't get my 1hour sleeps :"( 
HMMP. Dad took me to school =D =D =D cbb to walk because of the wind. So went to pick up Carolyn tooo. Got lectured by dad sigh- oh wells. I'm going to tell him to take me again tomorrow; PLEASE I WANT RAIN AND WANT WINDS TOMORROW at 7am. =D that way i won't need to walk. hehe. Omg. Love Buffet ep9 is so sad! :"( I cried again :( xiao feng was saying how she should step down from the love traingle. awww. But someone has to let go.. 
Valentines Day today; hehe single (Y) =)
Guess i should do maths now; and then hospitality laters. LATERS x.
and of course more drawing for english =)

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CHERYL CHIA! HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY!hehe ju rok sai. mmm ;) ;)
YES! i finally have 10merits! =D took me forever! so there is 4 from table tennis, 2 from english, 1 from maths, 1 from science, 1 from history, and one from food tech. Took me 2 years? mmhmm.
Why is it suddenly so cold?! =S Luckily i have my warm cuddly robe! hehe. But still, my feet are cold! No worries! have my big warm dog slippers. =D It's just i need to fix it. yes.
I was meant to go out yesterday! but i stayed at home in the end. Then i was meant to go out today! but mum was like cbb. OMG == I've been stuck at home for the past two days. == 
Very talented. Very talented indeed. I'm surprised my friend. (Y)
anyways. hmm. Just finished a 20minute ish, none stop texting with eunice. bahaha. She said she'll tickle me at school tomorrow if i don't tell her what movies i'm bring. Yeah right Eunice. Asif you will remember! You never do anyways. haha. Your just scaring me. =P 
awww. Love Buffet tonight! It's about a yi and xiao feng breaking up. WHAT? and then da ye steps in? wtf? and that ying zi is a ***ch. aww. i hope i don't cry in this one. AND AND YES YES YES ! hehehehehehehehhe ALFRED AND MUSIC CAFEEE WOOOOOOOOO! =D =D i love alfred. hmmmhmmmhmmm ;) ;) 
Hyped- 
wells. I'm going to watch Alfred; music cafe now.  hehehehe. Alfred can i be your Valentine? =D

Sleep

How tired was i today? I was sitting there in assembly wanting to fall asleep man! I literally could just sleep. == I NEED COFFEE! But i slept early last night! 11pm? Usual time? Woke up at the usual time too? 5:45am. sigh- but this time i went on the net before school. =D OMG OMG OMG ALFRED IS IN A DRAMAAAAAA! =D =D =D =D =D I'M SO HAPPY  =D hehehehe YAY!
then went to school. mmm, then went home. Ate something for lunch, then sat on the computer facebooking and just daydreaming =) Then i was soo sleepy, so i had a sleep. I slept from 3:10pm to 4:10pm, woke up, went to the kitchen and then went back to sleep again xD Then i heard my mum come in and was asking me "are you sleeping again?" mehh i cbb to answer her, then the next thing i hear is that she was watching drama, the one i was watching. Then fell asleep, woke up at 6pm =D Woke up with a massive headache. Then my mum's like do you have a fever? I'm like i dunno, went to test my temperature and yes i have a fever =( headache + fever = PANADOL + WATER! Now i'm eating chocolate before dinner =D Chocolate makes you feel better =) WOOO i get my internet back! =D and now i have to do business essay == how fun. Man, yesterday night, i rushed my legal essay. I know i have a lot of spelling errors =\ (so much for an advanced student), have to re read the whole thing and correct it. Why is it still a busy night without maths homework? =( and revise on Jap. dame! oh and don't forget the english task we have to due and THANKYOU VERY MUCH LIK WONG! If you didn't say that the swimming carnival was on Friday (when it was meant to be due), we could have handed it in Monday! and have an extra two or so days! SCREW YOU! jahfbsduhbgseafgh

Comfort

Now is not the time, i understand. I really do. The thing you said "I'll call you", obviously it's not true. It's a comforting sentence, just to make me feel better. To be honest, i was expecting you to tell me that anytime (So i was prepared) soon cause i know you too well to know when you're going to spill it. And look, I was correct (Y) I'm not saying that your not a good guy, you are; but you get me.. sigh-  Oh wells. My priority now is studying and HSC. Nothing else. 
Even though i was right about you, i didn't want to cry. But sigh- my tears couldn't stop running down, i comforted myself, didn't work, so i ended up going to bed. That way, i won't have to think about anything. I must admit, it is awkward seeing you now. I don't know why. We still are friends right? =\ 
hai. 
Wednesday sport; table tennis. 1st and 2nd Grade (Y) Instead of table tennis today, four friends and myself sat down and did our maths homework. Hard workers =) YES! i managed to finish my work.. This means no maths homework for me, but then i have to do Legal and Business. OMG i haven't touched them since when they were given out =\ After this blog i shall concentrate on it. =) =) ahhh Jap test tomorrow! =O and i haven't studied yet. okay i shall get off now. blog next time. 
mmm, before that. I want to thank people (4) who listened & were there for me when i'm down =) Means a lot <3, i'm always here for you guys too.

tears

KYLIES SWEET 16TH BIRTHDAY PARTY WAS AWESOME! hehe thankyouu kylie for dinner! =) Had so much fun! The fun came from sitting with everyone and eating and making jokes. There were like 15 friends who went last night. =D yesterday night, carolyn was hilarious! right eunice and cheryl? ;) ;) "You want my peach?" LOL and also "Where did he get the noodles from?" LOL and don't forget "I eat any fruit with skin (Eunice asks banana? Cheryl asks something >< and i ask kiwi?) *all at once* LOL. mhhmm, then we walked from Star City to TownHall again. It was one long but nice walk cause we were singing. =D hehe. We were singing any song we could think of. Carolyn and Wendy sang Amazing Grace heaps of time. haha. Me and Carolyn sang "wo ai ta" <3 love that song! mann it was awesome. Yes i know i'm not usually allowed out at night and especially out to Star City. But it was dads day off, and he could pick me up at night =D hehehe how nicee. The girls were all wearing heels man, except me, eunice, carolyn and cheryl. So we felt really really short. 
Came home at 10:30pm and then i quickly finished my business studies homework, then went to bed. It was 11pm at the time. I was scared i couldn't sleep cause i had a cup of coffee.. >< so yeahh. But i dunno. It is hard explaining this but.. at 11pm i couldn't sleep, obviously, cause i just came home and i'm still hyped from singing and all that. Then i think i fell asleep, i checked my phone to see what time it was and it was like 1am. I'm pretty sure i fell asleep again, then woke up and checked the time ; 4am . Slept again. Then my alarm went off at 5:45am. I DON'T LIKE MORNING PERIODS! not that i don't like them; i don't like the time we have to get to school; that's all. Then got myself ready by 7am. Sat down and daydreamed for 5mins, then started walking to Carolyn's. Four or so hours later, left school, carolyn crashed at my place, made her pasta, burnt my finger *OUCH* then she left, i did maths homework, watch Love Buffet. AWWWW what a sad episode! I was crying for most of the episode! :"( Then after when i finished watching it, sat on my bed, sang their OST and then i started crying for no reason. =( i have no idea why i cried, but i did. Singing a song that was meant to be cheerful, and also at the same time thinking about what happened in that episode and then ended up crying. OMG. How sad of me.. sigh- so much as been happening. I don't even have time to go on msn and talk to people now. So much homework! Have to later on do business report and the HAND WRITE a 2-3 page discussion for Legal. NOOO! sigh sigh sigh. If only someone was there beside; how nice. Too bad; It was only just a dream.

40degree temp.

HOW HOT WAS IT TODAY? =O blazing hott mann! as usual, ivan went swimming at 10:30am, came home, took his LONGG shower and at 12pm we went out. man, why do we always walk out at the hottest time? gee. I was really asian, i was holding an umbrella =D WOOO cheers to free aircon in Westfield (Y) There were a lot of people in the shopping centre. So around 1:45pm when dad came to pick us up, i told mum that i was going shopping with Eunice. So i wondered around Hursie till 2:15pm when we were to meet at Morning Glory. Eunice came at 2:20pm. LOL she went home to change.. hmmm. Then i bought Cheryls present, i still had to find Kylies. So we walked into Westfield, to Equip, Diva, uhh Gloss, everywhere. Then Eunice bought her present for Kylie, and half of it for Cheryl. Then we went back to morning glory and then i bought Kylies present. mmm, i hope she likes it. Eunice also bought something for Cheryl. Then after that, we went back to Westfield in search of boxes for the presents. Dunno why, but the boxes at MG are so expensive == a box that could fit my present for Kylie costs $11 O_O It was just a cardboard box. I'm not buying that box. $11. Went to all the dollar shops and haha. We found our boxes! It was around 4pm when we finished buying our stuff for them. mhm. THEN i was meant to walk another way home, but then Eunice dragged me with her to the train station == i tried to run away and go home but then she took my box. xD Then i got a call from mum to say she needed me to buy Panadol and cucumbers. So i was like okay. So then I dragged eunice into coles with me. =D =D hehe Bought my cucumbers. Then eunice dragged me again to her bus stop == IT WAS SO HOT! Then i had to walk back to the station and then home. I WAS MELTING!
Got home, stood in front of the fans for at least half an hour, exhausted. Then placed all the gifts in their boxes and now they are sitting aside. What's in front of me? Well english. And I am stuck on the first question. lovely.totally. 

early mornings

hehehe HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR  =D mmhmm, yesterday night the family had a massive dinner; i wasn't even in the mood to eat because of this heat! Starting year 11 with early morning classes, sigh- omg i'm getting darks circles! aka panda eyes.. NOOO! ugly! == Go away! i didn't have them in the holidays? gosh, even my concealer doesn't cover them.. EWWW! sigh- welcome to the senior life. Every morning now i wake at 5:45am & i end up rushing out the door at 7:05am. I don't know why; but did time like go faster or something? All i do in the morning is wash my face, brush my teeth, eat, get hair done, put on uniform. So that's an hour and more gone? whattt? weird == then at 7:05am, i walk to Carolyn's house which is a short 10minute walk, and then we walk to school together. By that time i get to school, i'm already sweating like a pig O_O no, not really, i was just exaggerating =P oh wells. So freaking hottt even with the fans on! omg.. Not only is it hot, these homework tasks are pissing me off. Gosh, seven math exercises to do in like two days. i'm not superman alright? Don't get me started with english and hospitality. omg
sigh- got heaps of homework tonight, english, maths, jap, hospitality. sigh sigh sigh sigh sigh- i wonder how others cope with this?