enough is enough

honestly, if you don't want to buy it, say it to dads face. Don't push everything to me and say it's my fault or whatever. Say it to his face. I want to buy it cause we don't have it, you're saying that the ipad doesn't come with a keyboard, cover and this and that. HONESTLY even a knowledgeable person would know that there is a keyboard installed in the ipad why would you need a keyboard? wtf? and cover? you do realise that you don't have the buy the smart cover? you can just buy a screen protector and a case? stop making excuses okay? far out! i got shouted at for nothing man. far out. innocent much? why do i always get the blame for everything i don't do? wtf? what is this? and honestly you too dad. when you get angry, the words you say are just too harsh. "who the f* said i was buying it for you?", "even if i bought it, it's not yours", "don't use that attitude to me", "who do you think you are" WELL what can i say? let me reply to your questions DAD!. 
1) YOUR THE ONE THAT SAID YOU'RE BUYING IT FOR ME. and what do you say now? 
2) if you said you were to buy it for me, IT'S MINE OF COURSE? wth?
3) i never gave you attitude, you just took it wrongly
4) who do i think i am? i'll ask you that question
HONESTLY. far out. i cannot handle this anymore.. i really want to punch something now. my patience has officially wore off. I have been patient for so long, no matter if it is for ivan, or family. i've had enough of this crap! family treating me like shet. treating ivan like gold? wtf? how come he gets what he wants whenever he wants to as well? and me? honestly. If i was to compare when i was 7, mum and dad never bought me toys! wtf? all they bought me were books, no toys whatsoever. And ivan  is 7? what does he get? his room is full of toys. gosh.
WHY IS IT ALWAYS ME THAT SUFFERS? why is it always me that gets shouted at for no reason? WHY IS IT ALWAYS ME? far out. can't stop crying. ="(
Whatever. I WILL PROVE TO YOU THAT I AM BETTER THAN IVAN IN EVERY WAY!