Never know

After tonight's talk with you.. to be honest, i felt shit. I don't know why. But i felt shit. What happened to us? You probably will read this, i don't really mind, i can't hold my feelings in anymore. Yes after that like 10min talk with you, i felt shit. What happened to us? You don't seem to be busy, yet you are acting so different. I felt shit asking you questions and you only answering back with one or two answers. I finally get what you meant when you told me something similar. And after,I sat in a corner of my room and tears started pouring down. You say shit happens, i want to ask you why you felt shit, but will you ever tell me stuff about your life? No. Every time i try to care about you, all you do is push me away with replies such as "dw". You were the one that said you wanted to know me more, but in return, you won't let me learn about you more? Communicating is what keeps our relationship as friends or whatever we are, going.. But i don't see that anymore. That is all i have to say.. I'm not pissed or angry at you or anything.. it's just that, i need to say it, but i don't dare to say it to you over msn. I hope you read this, cause this is what i am thinking........ -11:19pm