I cried yesterday, and i cried today. Too many stories, too hard to cope with. Now i am worried about this friend , 'name' is struggling bad. Family is more important than anything, Yes it is. Reading 'name''s blog tonight actually made me worried then that made me laugh about the phone call. But i didn't know what was installed when 'name' told me about the story on msn. 'name' told me the story, i started crying. I could feel that they needed someone and that is why they have been so depressed lately. Then i told 'name' about why i have been depressed for the last month. Same reason actually. It's just that 'name''s is more emotional. As i typed to 'name' my story, i cried so bad. After typing the whole story, i could see a puddle of water on my table, i checked in the mirror; my face was red. I couldn't stand telling my own story, to me it was too much, too hard to handle, then again if you think from 'name's perspective, it's worse.
'name',
if you need anything as i said in my previous post, i am here for you. =) Just like you've always been there for me, i will too. Don't be sad, both our relatives will pass this! Your's will wake up, mine... well yeah.. You get me. Stay strong! You know you can, i know you can! You've done it before, even though this time it is too sudden and too much, but i know there is something inside you that says you can! I believe you =)
Less than 6days now. I don't want to cry when i see them.. It will just make the family feel worse.
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